The Most Beautiful Years Met You [Ninety-Eight] The Emotional Enlightenment of an Old Man
February 18, 2006
My body feels a little hot. I drank two glasses of boiled water, but my throat still feels uncomfortable.
It doesn't seem to be getting better even after taking medicine.
I just went to Han's house to look for photos with my comrades, but when I got to the door, I didn't go in immediately. Sitting in the car, looking at the street lights at Han's house, I felt an unprecedented annoyance in my heart.
The successive quarrels with Jingqiu caused cracks to appear in this already fragile marriage.
It seems like it will fall apart in the next moment.
The car window was knocked several times, and it was that child again. It seemed that I had been encountering her these past few days.
She seemed to have just come back from outside.
She said she picked up something mysteriously and took her to the playground. When she dumped the bag on the ground, I recognized those things as mine. I'm afraid Jingqiu took them out and threw them away. I didn't know she
How did you get it back?
She is very different from children of this age that I have met before.
She seems to be lying all the time, but it doesn't seem to be all lies. She will care about you, but you don't know if these so-called cares have ulterior motives. Maybe you were moved one moment, but she can overthrow you the next second.
Good impression on her.
She couldn't help but think of the boy named 'Qin Shousheng' she mentioned in the hospital in the morning.
When we were in school, boys and girls rarely got so close. Sometimes I really feel that I am too old to adapt to the changes in the world.
The little girl also knows about raising women, so she is indeed very precocious.
There was also cold medicine, which the little girl left in the car. Later she said she bought it especially for me, and I felt a little sleepy after taking it.
February 19, 2006
I went back to Yunnan today and received a lot of phone calls, but no text messages.
February 20, 2006
My cold has improved a lot. I just counted the cold medicine and there are seven pills left.
February 21, 2006
I drove past a middle school in the evening.
It happened to be time after school, and I saw a boy taking away a girl while Teacher Zhou was on duty. The two of them took a taxi and left. They must have gone on a date.
I thought the girl's back looked familiar, but when I got home, I realized that she looked similar to the child from the Ye family.
February 22, 2006
I went to the airport to pick someone up at noon. Before I picked up Xiao Yun, I had already seen the kid who kept saying he wanted to go back to Vancouver.
She left with a well-dressed middle-aged woman on her arm, who must be a relative of hers.
Xiao Zhanfo's men held a reception banquet for Xiao Yun.
After picking up Xiao Yun and going to the club, I met the child again on the way, squatting on the side of the road looking very uncomfortable.
When I came back to my senses, the car was already parked on the side of the road.
I didn't go to the reception banquet, so I said goodbye to Xiao Yun and sent the little liar to the hospital.
Little liar? Not just a little liar, he has been crying wolf all day long.
When filling out the medical record card in the hospital, she wrote the words "Ye Hehuan". She always thought it was the name of "Dongfeng Xiangtu*hua", but she didn't expect it to be Hekouhe.
The little liar had an appendicitis attack and when I agreed to the operation, I saw fear and confusion on her face.
It turns out that courage is nothing more than that.
February 23, 2006
In the early morning, Lao Qi came and learned from somewhere that I had picked someone up from the roadside and brought him to the hospital. He started scolding him.
It's rare to see him so angry.
He asked me if I knew what I was doing.
I said, I know.
It's best to do what you said, otherwise you won't even know when I'll kill you! Lao Qi dropped these words and left.
In fact, I really didn’t think much about it at the time, it was just like seeing an abandoned kitten on the roadside.
And this cat happens to be raised by a relative of yours.
So I picked it up easily.
After the anesthesia, the little liar woke up and cried very sadly. It turned out that he was heartbroken.
However, the little liar had good self-regulation skills and was soon able to watch movies with a smile on his face. He even asked me if I had seen "The Last Day".
When I got home just now, I turned on my computer and checked it out. Well, it should be the right name.
And the photo that I had been looking for for a long time turned out to be in the hands of a little liar.
February 24, 2006
Yesterday afternoon, the little liar got into trouble in the hospital and had to go through the transfer procedures.
The doctor suspected that the little liar had a disorder such as agitation, especially when he later learned from the little liar that she had been seeing a psychiatrist for a long time. It was hard to imagine the resistance and fear of such a young child when facing a psychiatrist.
Before going to bed, the little liar said that the little monster has true love for Ultraman. I have never heard this saying before, it is quite novel.
I received a call from Little Liar in the morning, as if he was here to remind me that I should go to the hospital to see her. I don’t know how this idea came to my mind at that time.
After going to the hospital, the little liar had been picked up by her father.
When leaving, the nurse handed me a book, saying that the patient had left it behind. The paper looked like a pirated book. I glanced at the title, "Lolita".
The little liar seemed unwilling to return to city B, so he called me secretly and wanted me to 'rescue' her.
Later, the little liar disappeared.
Find her at the cinema and take her back to the hotel.
Her warmth still seems to be on my lips.
Aren’t you surprised, some things are unexpected, and also curious, how easy it is for children nowadays to mistake dependence for ‘love’?
February 25, 2006
While eating, my cell phone rang. It was a call from a little liar. I didn't answer it and turned it off.
When I was cleaning up the living room just now, I saw the book I had thrown carelessly on the coffee table.
I had nothing to do, so I flipped through two pages.
February 26, 2006
The little liar didn't call again today, and he didn't send any text messages.
You should have figured it out.
February 27, 2006
I just received a payment text message from 10086, and the phone bill is less than 20 yuan.
…
March 12, 2006
In the middle of the night last night, I was woken up by a phone call. I answered it without checking the call. It was a call from a little liar.
She said that yesterday was her birthday.
Her soft voice was cautious, not as arrogant and domineering as when we first met her. Before she could say something shocking, I hung up the phone.
I couldn't help but reflect, as an elder, have you ever behaved inappropriately?
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March 12, 2006
On Xiao Yun's birthday, she and Chu Liang went to a boutique to pick out gifts and saw a kitten in a cage.
The blue cat eyes are very bright and beautiful.
After asking the boss, I found out that this type of cat has a good name, Ragdoll cat.
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March 18, 2006
Before going to take a shower, I turned on the TV.
When I came out, I found a TV series being played.
I sat and watched it for a while. It was about a group of children studying in school. When I saw the preview for the next episode, I knew the title of the show was "Eighteen Years Old Sky".
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March 23, 2006
I watched the news today. Senior high school students across the country were preparing for the exam. The TV cameras showed middle school students wearing school uniforms and carrying backpacks coming out of the school gate.
If I remember correctly, foreign middle schools do not have a college entrance examination system.
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March 30, 2006
I just called home. My mother's fifty-ninth birthday is in the middle of next month, and she wants me to go back.
By the way, I also brought Han Jingqiu with me.
April 1, 2006
I received a call back from Han Jingqiu in the early morning. She must have just come back from outside and had been drinking.
Holding the phone in hand, I suddenly found that there were very few topics to talk about.
After explaining the matter, he hurriedly hung up the phone.
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April 16, 2006
I didn't expect to see the little girl on the train. She said she was going out to play with her classmates. When she said this, her eyes averted, and she knew she was lying at a glance.
For some reason, I suddenly felt that she would be related to me on this train.
When we arrived at the hotel, this guess was confirmed. She was indeed here to see me.
She didn't understand it, but in two months, she got into trouble. She told me not to like Jiang Hui.
I don’t know how she thinks I like Jiang Hui.
He deliberately mentioned Han Jingqiu in front of her, but when he saw her showing a guilty and withdrawn look, the little girl was too young and did not really understand the so-called love and love.
The moment she put the ID card into my hand, I felt some obvious emotions, a little helpless, a little irritable, maybe a little angry.
It's like watching a young child take off the last layer of clothing in front of you, pretending to be mature.
How could she afford to play this kind of adult game?
——————The author has something to say——————
ps: The old man’s diary is a selective record of some things. It cannot cover everything, otherwise it will be almost like writing a text. This is only written from the perspective of the second brother. As a young man with a good foundation, he will not allow himself to
In the diary, he freely vents his emotions, including the problems in his marriage with Han Jingqiu. Even though the diary is a sexual object, I write this diary for everyone because I want everyone to experience the emotional changes of the old man towards the little girl through these records, rather than through
I describe it straightforwardly to show that he is not the stable and restrained second brother, but a wanton and lewd man. I hope everyone understands and bows~
