713 points Sorry, Kavin, I feel extremely gloomy, please take a day off!
I'm extremely sorry, Kavin, I feel extremely gloomy, please take a day off!
Kawen is inherently uncomfortable and has constant troubles in life.
Sitting in front of the computer, my mind was in a mess, and I forced myself to write more than a thousand words. As a result, I couldn't read the content myself. If I can read it, I will post a 2,000-word chapter.
Why!
I originally wanted to talk about the situation, but after thinking about it I decided not to, it was too LOSER!
Sure enough, only spiritual giants are real giants.
I've recently come to understand somewhat what this means.
I come from a rural area, and the stigma brought by my original family is really heavy. How come I have become a people-pleasing personality?
How much vision can parents who have never even been to a rural area have?
It's not that I look down on my parents, I'm just stating a fact.
We have no one to rely on, no one to show us the way, so we have to crawl and understand on our own, stepping through pit after pit.
Looking back, I am almost forty, more than half way through my life, and I am still like an idiot, unable to see the world clearly.
I'm angry at my immature mind!
I hate that I go out of my way to be nice to others, but my wife of eight years can’t remember my birthday!
I regret it so much lately.
When I was a sophomore in college, I signed a contract with Qidian for my first book. Internet writing had just appeared at that time. How great would it be if I had started entering this industry at that time?
After graduation, I took a lot of detours when looking for a job. Finally, I felt that my salary was very low, so I started writing novels.
That book is about panic!
Fortunately, the panic did not fail me!
This book helped me save a down payment for a house and money for decoration. Although it was just a small house, I still had a home.
Of course, the most important thing is that she also helped me get a major appointment, and many book friends are still supporting me!
It was me who failed everyone and the online community.
God’s grades were pretty good, but he left me to do it on my own, and it didn’t reach the heights it should have.
It’s time to cheer up!
Next, I will work hard to update, and I must finish writing the book "" this year. According to a rough estimate, there are still about three million words left.
By the way, I also adjusted my schedule.
Since I was discharged from the hospital in 2022 and started writing this book, I go to bed at three or four o'clock every day. I don't know what I am doing?
Unhappiness in marriage makes the whole world dark. You spend half of the year suffering from insomnia. When you have insomnia, you read novels, browse Zhihu, and watch movies, and then you can't even fall asleep.
But I think I should be able to come out this year!
There is no solution to always complaining and worrying about this failed marriage. Some people cannot be saved, and there are some things that there is no point in regretting.
This year we will work hard to update, putting God’s perfect completion first!
I originally planned to simply send a note asking for leave, but ended up nagging me so much.
sorry!
I'm going to bed!
Get up tomorrow and welcome a new life!
Damn it, it would be great if I could be reborn in high school!
Meet Ji Xinyan and Zhu Qiunan again!
All right,
I want to eat peaches!
But fortunately, after all these years, I still like to write and read novels, and I have a group of good book friends like you who like to read novels!
I have to work hard, there are still many stories in my mind.
I've been thinking recently, if one day I suddenly burp my butt, my first reaction is that it would be a shame if I didn't write down these inspirations.