The blood in front of me was so shocking that I almost fainted from nervousness. Postpartum hemorrhage is called hemorrhagic collapse, which is very vivid. It is one of the main causes of maternal death. I tried my best to make all preparations before, regarding the possible complications during delivery.
I have basically considered all the issues, but I am not a professional doctor after all.
I don't have advanced medical tools or medicines, so I can only use the first-aid measures in the books that I don't know whether they work or not to stop the hemorrhage from continuing. Qingyu has not been in a coma. She is awake. She can't see that she has shed so much blood.
But his weak body was trembling slightly.
I think she can also feel that death is getting closer to her.
"It's okay. It's just a small problem. It will be fine soon. Don't be nervous." I kept comforting her, hoping that she could calm down.
The main cause of postpartum hemorrhage is uterine atony, which requires skilled massage strength and skills to help the mother recover her contractions as soon as possible. I have never done this before, but my past work required meticulousness and patience, so
I grasped it quickly. After a while, the amount of bleeding decreased significantly and the symptoms gradually disappeared.
"Okay, okay, everything is okay, you and the child will be fine..."
My hands were covered with blood and sweat. I turned around to look at Qingyu and saw that she had fallen asleep. My heart suddenly became nervous and I quickly went to test her breathing.
Fortunately, she was still breathing, although her breathing seemed very weak.
The night passed like this. When the first ray of dawn in early spring came through the cave, what I saw was the beginning of life and hope. Her child was very healthy and would cry from time to time. The little guy
It seemed that I had been in a state of half-asleep and half-awake, and the childish cries kept infecting me. Looking at the pale Qingyu and the children beside her, I almost couldn't help crying.
We didn't have anything that could quickly replenish her blood, so we could only slowly nourish her with some traditional folk supplements. In the next few days, I felt that her body was getting weaker and weaker, and she was irrecoverably weak.
This kind of weakness is simply indescribable, as if a gust of wind could take away her life. I am very worried, but there is no other way. It is too late to take her out of the mountain now. She will never be able to withstand the bumps.
I stayed by the bed to take care of her and accompany her. Three days later, the newborn child opened her eyes for the first time and looked at this strange and novel world. I vaguely knew who this child was. When she opened her eyes
At that moment, the most vulnerable part of my soul was touched again.
She was at a loss, and her watery and pure eyes seemed to be shrouded in a layer of gray mist. Although she opened her eyes, she could not see everything about this world. From the moment she was born,
It was destined that she would spend the rest of her life in darkness.
But she couldn't feel the pain yet. She stretched out her two tender little hands and tried to touch her mother. When her hands touched Qingyu's bloodless face, the newborn child showed her face for the first time.
Smile. I can't bear to look at her anymore. She is so small and pitiful.
I stayed by the bed for a week, and I could only sleep for a short period of time every day. My eyes were red and my cheeks were sunken. But Qingyu's condition got worse and worse. Sometimes, she seemed
While sleeping, she actually fell into an unconscious coma. At this time, I would try my best to wake her up. I had a premonition that if I didn't call her, she would continue to sleep.
Sadness is hurting my heart. No matter whether I admit it or not, or whether I am willing to face it, the feeling in my heart has clearly told me that Qingyu is going to die.
In such a difficult state, Qingyu managed to hold on for another two or three days. She had no strength to speak or use any body language to express her thoughts. Occasionally when she was awake, she would turn her head and look in the direction where I was,
Motionless, looking at me with those gray eyes.
I don't have any other emotions except sadness.
On the tenth day after the young life was born, the weather was very good, the clearest day after the long winter. The day before, Qingyu slept for more than ten hours. When she woke up, her condition suddenly improved a lot, but
The improvement in her condition only allowed her to barely speak a few words, nothing more. This was already not easy for her.
She moved her fingers slightly toward me, beckoning me to come closer to her. I bent down and said to her, "I'm here."
"I want to... thank you..."
When I heard her words, my body suddenly trembled, and an indescribable feeling surged in my mind. Because at this moment, I realized that the tone of her speech was completely different from the past, it seemed
It is the most common way for a normal-thinking person to express gratitude to others.
"Thank you... thank you for accompanying me... for accompanying me through the most... painful period of my life..." She spoke with great difficulty, that's all.
It's a simple sentence, but it takes several times to say it.
Her eyes couldn't show emotion, but I could clearly feel that her thinking was normal. She clearly recalled everything that had happened before, what she had experienced in Dayanpo, and what she had done in the barren mountains for so long.
Get along day and night.
Her mind cleared up, which allowed me to recognize my current position in an instant. It was just an unexpected encounter between me and her, it was that simple. She would never mistake me for another person again, and she would never mistake me for another person again.
You need my hug. Two people from different worlds should not have any feelings.
However, how can it be possible to completely forget some things?
"I don't know...don't know who you are...but I have a message...for you...it may not be of any use...
.But I still have to stay..." Qingyu panted sharply, clutching the mattress tightly with both hands, and her chest was rising and falling sickly.
I had a premonition that she was dying. But when faced with a dying person, the only thing I could do was to let my heart continue to be broken and heartbroken.
"Dayanpo...Shiding Rune..." She used up the last bit of strength in her body. I realized that she left these words when she was dying. In fact, she just didn't want her to die.
The interpretation was cut off. She had to keep the relevant information. As for where the information would drift to in the future and who would fall into the hands, she could no longer control it.
In the past, I was very curious about the meaning of the beak inscription on the stone tripod and wanted to understand it, but I was infected by the current emotions. I suddenly didn’t want to know these secrets. I would rather never know it, as long as she could live again.
Go down. However, this is just wishful thinking. No one can keep the person the God of Death wants to take away.
"The stone tripod rune... represents..." Qingyu took a few more deep breaths and said word by word with difficulty: "This world's...
....Nature......"
With my current understanding, I can't understand this sentence at all, but I can't ask any more questions, and she doesn't have the strength to answer anymore. After saying this sentence, the breath from Qingyu's body seemed to be taken away in an instant,
The vitality was slowly leaving her, and her already gray eyes became even darker.
"Thank you...last request...after I die...throw me to...a place where no one is..."
She tried her best to say the last words in her life: "I don't want...I don't want anyone...to find me again..."
I don't know when my eyes were soaked with tears, and I couldn't control them at all. The tears fell silently. I was powerless to change this tragedy. I could only use my tears to commemorate this woman, who once brought me a trace of warmth.
and women who are moved, sad and happy.
Her consciousness began to blur, and this blur would be the last time, and she would never wake up again. She tried to open her eyes wide, and then slowly turned her head, trying to take a look at the young life next to her. She said no
I couldn't see her eyes even after she spoke, but at this moment, her and I seemed to be connected mentally.
The young life did not know that at this moment, the most painful and sad parting in the world would happen. She also opened her gray eyes, her little hands were constantly moving, touching her mother's face, and she made vague babbling sounds.
Unclear syllables.
Qingyu didn't even have the strength to move her fingers. She cried silently, tears welling up. She may have had too many regrets in her life, which led to her not knowing that she had regrets at the last moment of her life.
What were the specific things? Perhaps the only thing that made her uneasy was the newly born child next to her.
She was crying, looking at me, begging, and feebly wanting to move her fingers and touch her child.
I knew what she wanted to say, so I picked up the child, put it in front of her, and let her chapped lips gently kiss the child's young face.
This child was her last concern, and she would not be able to let it go until her death.
"Don't worry and go..." I held the child in my arms and slowly said to her: "I will do my best to take care of her..."
When I finished saying this, Qingyu's eyes full of tears closed immediately, and a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth. This smile finally solidified, as if it had settled with the time of 1986, forever.