I know that although Tang Ange cannot be called in love with me, he must still have some feelings for me after being together for so long. However, this kind of feeling cannot make up for the harm he has done to me. I can love him regardless of anything, but I
Even when I hate him, I can let go of everything. Although I will also feel heartbroken. Especially when he hugs me, I want to hug him with the same strength as him and ask him why he doesn't love me?
When you give up everything for a man and love him desperately, only to find out in the end that you are just a chess piece that he can throw away at will, being deceived and betrayed, this feeling is like the sky is falling. You will be like me.
, uncontrollable anger, uncontrollable hatred, I suddenly understood why Princess Jinyang hated Tang Ange so much, because now I am on the same road as Princess Jinyang, and I can't help but hate. I can't control myself.
——Because I once loved too deeply.
In the morning, Tang Ange woke up very early. He got up early and got dressed beside the bed. He moved very slowly and put the clothes on his body piece by piece. His long and silky hair was not affected by the pillow at all, and it was still the same.
Soft as silk.
I was confused for a moment, thinking we were in the past, so I casually asked him why he woke up so early? Was it because I was dishonest and squeezed him while sleeping last night?
But as soon as I finished speaking, my consciousness immediately came to my senses, and I regretted that I had just said such a stupid thing.
"Well, no." Tang Ange tied up the green belt around his waist and leaned over the edge of the bed: "What do you want to eat in the morning? If you get up late again, you should have lunch."
"As long as it's made by you, everything tastes delicious!" With a happy smile on my face, I held Tang Ange's neck, took a small bite of his on the skin exposed outside his clothes, and used my teeth to chew it carefully.
Grind.
Tang Ange has no blood, so no matter how hard I bite, there won't be any red marks, which is no different from biting a corpse. Sometimes I doubt myself, how could I fall in love with a thousand-year-old corpse?
"Does it hurt?" I relaxed and asked Tang Ange.
"It doesn't hurt." Tang Ange smiled warmly, stretched out two delicate white fingers, tapped my forehead, and asked me to wait for him. Then he called me and walked out.
As soon as Tang Ange left, I quickly opened the quilt to see if any of my relatives were here. But I was disappointed, there was no sign of visiting.
For a whole day, I pretended to be sweet and affectionate with Tang Ange, and at the same time I was concerned about when my relatives would come. However, every time, there was nothing except some crystal clear leucorrhea on my lower body.
One day passed, but it didn’t come. Two days passed, but it still didn’t come. Three days, four days, five days...
I'm really going crazy. These days, there are still no signs of my relatives coming. I'm so tired. I didn't expect that pretending can be such a tiring thing. I'm obedient to Tang Ange, combing his hair and bathing him.
, dressing and serving meals is more thoughtful than serving my dad, but now, my relatives haven't come yet, what's going on?!
An extremely frightening and worrying thought spread in my mind, making me sit in my chair and afraid to get up.
I think this is not true, absolutely not true! Tang Ange is a ghost and I am a human being. This kind of thing will never happen to us!
Tang Ange has been in the ancient tomb these days, and I haven't seen him go anywhere once. Now he is pruning the leaves of the bonsai on the flower stand in the hall.
I walked quietly behind Tang Ange, stretched out my arms to hug his waist, and pressed my face against his back. I didn't say anything for a long time. Tang Ange didn't stop what he was doing and said to me.
Already?
The tone was gentle and endearing. For a moment, I wanted to let go of my hatred for him. Indeed, my heart warmed a little with Tang Ange's words.
"My dear, do you still remember the last time the pear blossoms bloomed? You stood under the pear blossom tree next to the monument and looked at the falling pear blossoms and smiled. Do you know that you looked so beautiful when you smiled?
My soul is hooked."
Tang Ange seemed very happy. He turned around and hugged me in his arms. The smell on his body was nice, faint, and seemed to come from the body wrapped in clothes. He pressed his face closer to his clothes.
The more you bury it, the better the fragrance will be.
The tip of Tang Ange's nose was pressed against the tip of my nose, his eyes were staring at my eyelashes, his warm breath spread on my face, and his lips would touch my face and corners of my mouth from time to time.
I was actually tempted by his posture. Being a bit obsessive, when Tang Ange's lips lingered on the corners of my lips, I couldn't help but turn my head and kiss him, and this time I didn't find it disgusting.
Damn it, my scar was healed and I immediately forgot about the pain. Tang Ange would be so kind to me, probably because I can help him deal with the princess in the future.
I don’t want to think of things in a bad light, but this is the fact. Otherwise, why would I go to all the trouble to escape now?
——Tang Ange won’t let me go, and he doesn’t care whether I like it or not. His only purpose of trapping me here is besides needing me in the future. Is he really that stupid?
It's the same as it is written in the book, trapping the heroine for love? Or being his sexual slave? He is a normal person, very smart, and will not miss his childhood dream because of a woman.
My mood gradually became calmer, and I allowed Tang Ange to kiss me however he wanted.
"My dear, if you said we slept together, would I be pregnant with your baby?"
After finally waiting for Tang Ange to kiss me enough and put me on a chair to sit with him, I pretended to be curious and asked Tang Ange.
"Yes, yes." Tang Ange reached out and brought a cup of tea over. He suddenly thought of why I asked this question, and immediately looked at my flat belly. Just as he was about to touch it with his hands, I suddenly panicked and hurriedly left.
I jumped off the chair and told him that my stomach hurt and I wanted to go to the toilet. I quickly lifted my legs and walked away.
"By the way Caiwei, I'm going to go out for a while. I'm afraid you might find it too hot, so I've asked Bai Qiuyuan to come up and accompany you."
I heard before that Bai Qiuyuan also knows some medical skills. If he comes, I have to ask him to help me check if I am pregnant?
I nodded quickly and was about to leave the hall without looking back, but I thought that although my relatives hadn't come yet, there was no guarantee that I was pregnant. I had been planning for so long and I couldn't give up in vain.
So he told Tang Ange to be careful when going out and I would wait for him to come back at home.
Tang Ange was stunned for a while, probably because he felt that my words warmed his heart, and even his smile became warm. He nodded and said he would come back as soon as he was done.
If I didn't know the true situation of everything, maybe I would go crazy with happiness right now.
Bai Qiuyuan came not long after Tang Ange left. He didn't talk to me when he came. He bought me a bunch of snacks and daily necessities that I needed. But I didn't expect that even the paper waiting for my aunt would also help me.
I've bought it.
I no longer cared about what happened last time. I originally wanted to say sorry to him, but before I could say it, Bai Qiuyuan raised his head and said to me:
"I can't break Tang Ange's barrier now. Give me some time and I will take you out as soon as possible. Please wait for me to stop the time. It won't be long."
I really didn't expect that Bai Qiuyuan actually listened to what I said last time. He was so excited that he spoke. He nodded quickly and said thank you to him.
Bai Qiuyuan shook his head and said it was okay.
"Bai Qiuyuan, I want to ask if you have any medical skills? Can you tell if I am pregnant?"
"Are you pregnant?" Bai Qiuyuan said with great surprise. He quickly pulled my wrist over and took my pulse.
"I don't know, I'm just afraid——."
Before I finished speaking, Bai Qiuyuan told me not to move. I shut my mouth obediently and looked at Bai Qiuyuan quietly.
After a while, Bai Qiuyuan's face seemed ugly. He slowly let go of my hand and took a sip of the tea I made for him.
"How's it going? Am I pregnant?"
"I'm pregnant." Bai Qiuyuan said calmly: "It's been more than a month, and it's a ghost fetus."
"Ghost fetus?" I was so frightened that I couldn't breathe for a while, so I asked Bai Qiuyuan what a ghost fetus was?
"A ghost fetus is a baby without a body. Now there is only a shadow in your belly. It is difficult to detect it unless you feel your pulse. Moreover, as it grows in your belly, it must constantly absorb spiritual power and energy.
Blood, now that the little ghost is still young, it can grow up by relying on the spiritual energy and blood essence in your body first, but once the spiritual energy and blood essence in your body are not enough for it to suck, it will feed on the people around you or others.
Only the essence and blood of animals can grow eggs."
I really didn't expect that I would be pregnant. This was unexpected, but it was reasonable. I suddenly wanted to cry, but I cried. I was taken advantage of by others, and it even left consequences.
, if I had known that I could get pregnant with a ghost, I would have taken some contraceptive measures, but I simply stopped doing it, but now it’s too late to say anything. With such a terrible thing in my belly, I’m so sad that I’m going crazy.
, I really want to take out a saw and cut my belly open, and then get this ghost baby out!
"Can it be aborted?" I asked Bai Qiuyuan.
"This ghost fetus belongs to Tang Ange, and it has absorbed a lot of spiritual energy from you, making it difficult to deal with. You should tell Tang Ange about this, because he should know whether to keep the child or not."
I touched my belly, feeling very scared and tears streaming down my face. I didn’t know what Tang Ange would do with the ghost fetus in my belly.