Since I came to the throne, the people who have left me are all people I don’t need, and the people I need have never thought of leaving.
During that time, I kept thinking, why did Changting leave? Because of my cold-bloodedness? Because of my killing, because of my cunning? Or maybe there were other things.
But in the end, there was only one answer - for Yan Xitong.
Play this trick with me for an enemy.
Anger made me do many unbelievable things. I issued a search warrant to capture her.
During that time, Yan State declared war on Xia State, and I was very busy. Only when I was busy could I temporarily not think about that hateful guy.
But once she is free, she can't help but think about some illusory questions. The weather is getting colder. Will she be warmly dressed and well fed outside? She has no money, but is there a place to stay? She has such an impatient temper and doesn't know how to advance or retreat.
Will I be bullied?
With full of doubts, I embarked on the journey.
This is not the first time that he and Yan Xiaoqing have met on the battlefield, but there has never been such a complete defeat.
In the first few battles, we didn't go up or down, but with the addition of a group of Wu tribesmen, our army became obviously weaker. I still remember that day when I personally led the troops out of the city to fight. Yan Xiaoqing found a substitute and said that this is Changting.
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I knew in my heart that that person was not her, it was just Yan Xiaoqing's trick, but I still fell for it.
That night, there was heavy snowfall, covering the entire river in a vast whiteness. I led people to the river to find the substitute to find out, but I was attacked by Yan Xitong and was hit into the river with a palm.
Later, I drifted to a floating island, and the entire island was covered with snow. I walked around the island by myself. It was pitch black all around, and with the heavy snow covering the sky, I suddenly lost my way. The night was deep, and there was only one thing around me.
All that remains is the cold light reflected by the white snow.
For the first time in my life, I discovered that I am a coward, so afraid of death.
The first thing that came to mind was, what would Xia Guo do if I died? But this thought was quickly buried.
A country will not stop progressing because of the death of its king. Once an emperor dies, a new generation of emperors will naturally emerge. There is no need to worry about this.
In fact, I know it very well.
I'm just afraid that if I die, no one will take care of An Changting.
She is so stupid, who can have the patience to remind her all the time?
She is so innocent, who will block a clean sky for her?
With her kind of happiness, who can guarantee that this happiness will never be replaced by sorrow?
Don't be afraid of ten thousand, just be afraid of the eventuality.
What if I really accidentally lose my life this time...
I found a higher snow slope and stood there, enduring the biting cold wind and carving my last words on a dead tree trunk.
People's minds are especially clear when they are about to die. To this day, they still remember what was written on the dead tree that had been broken and thrown into the river.
——Zen is located in King Huan.
I have always felt that national affairs are more important than anyone or anything, but at the last moment of my life, I only used five words.
The following content is all explained to Xia Huanzhi.
I want him to find An Changting, deprive her of her posthumous position, imprison her for half a year, and then find an opportunity for her to escape after half a year. In this way, she will never want to see me again.
