Obviously you are not that good, but you still attract the love of so many people. Once upon a time, I would ask myself, An Changting, what are your virtues and abilities?
Sometimes people are really contradictory. They hope to be blessed with thousands of favors, but they don’t know what you will do in return for the people who have given you “thousands of favors” when you really have them.
There were footsteps approaching, and when I turned around and saw that the person coming was Qi Xuan, I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.
Qi Xuan sat next to me silently. With the foundation from childhood as a foundation, we could sit together for the whole afternoon without saying a word.
Just like now.
Looking at the small fish swimming happily among the aquatic plants, I suddenly felt something: "I really want to stop being a human being, it would be great to be a fish."
At least a fish won't be tangled up all day long.
"You want to be a fish?" Qi Xuan sounded surprised.
"There is currently such an idea."
"Hanyang said that fish have no memory, and they can only remember things for seven seconds."
"Seven seconds? What do you mean?"
"It means that the time is very short. In just a moment, you will forget what you did before. There is no memory in the life of a fish." Qi Xuan explained.
I didn’t know that people like Hanyang knew this.
Forget it, it’s better not to be a fish. If someone owes me money, then just forget about it, wouldn’t it be miserable?
"Then I'll change and become a bird. Birds are free and soar in the sky."
"He will be shot down. Then he will be stripped naked and roasted to eat." Qi Xuan said nonchalantly.
"..."
I thought for a moment and said angrily: "You won't be shot down if you are a beast, right?"
"Animals are driven and hunted by humans, but they still cannot escape the fate of dying violently. What's even worse is that they have to be skinned and made into furs to be worn by humans." Qi Xuan seemed to be trying to get into trouble with me, trying every possible means to refute my suggestion.
.
I was a little annoyed: "I'll just make a tree."
"You will be chopped down, and there will be many birds pooping and peeing on your head."
"You mean it, right?" I jumped up and stared at him angrily.
Aren't I miserable enough these days? He still treats me like this, and he has to make me suffer from split personality, right?
Compared with my excitement, Qi Xuan must have seemed calm and comfortable. He put his hands behind his back, looked at me while lying on his back and said: "Escape is not an option. No matter you are a human, a tree, or a flower, bird or animal, you are all there."
You cannot escape your fate. You don’t want to be a human being anymore. You just feel that being a human being is miserable, tiring, and burdened with too much. But have you ever thought about it, maybe this is your fate?”
I remained silent.
Pei Yuan made a fortune for me before, saying that I would be destined to have a peach blossom in the future. He didn't take it seriously at the time, but found it strange because the word "peach blossom" was something out of reach for me.
But now... he had decided for the first time.
Is there really such a thing as destiny?
Qi Xuan changed into a comfortable position and continued: "Just like me, I had to be manipulated by others and couldn't even make my own decisions about marrying a wife. Before I fell in love with Hanyang, I kept looking for ways to get rid of my fate.
Later I discovered that this is fate. Unless you die, you will never be able to break free from this shackles. At that time, there were only two ways in front of me, either to fight hard or to obey destiny."
"Which one did you choose?" I couldn't help but become curious. You know, before, he would never ask me these meaningful questions.
Every time something went wrong, Qi Xuan would comfort me by saying, "Go to hell," or "Why don't you go to hell?"
