He must have tried hard for a while before talking, that's how he is, if he can't fight, then he can't fight again.
"You fight!" I said firmly.
Qi Xuan smiled, stretched out his hand and patted me on the head: "I'm finally smart for once."
Fuck you uncle! Is this called smart?
"But the end of fighting is very miserable, just like a bird that doesn't like its own feathers. In the end, it plucks out those annoying feathers regardless. The process of pulling out is bloody. Only those who have struggled with fate will understand that kind of pain.
, but what happens when you really pluck out those feathers? Are you no longer a bird?"
Looking at Qi Xuan, I suddenly understood why he compromised in the first place.
It's not that he doesn't want to fight, but there is no need to fight with God.
A bird without its feathers, even though it looks comfortable, can no longer fly. He wanted to tell me that some things that seem like burdens are just born with you and you cannot get rid of them at all.
"But you don't seem like me!" I said.
What he wanted to get rid of was a fate that was not controlled by others, but what about me? I was tortured by the four people in the cave.
"Actually, the truth is the same. After that, I chose to compromise, slowly adapt to it, and no longer thought about deliberately resisting. On the contrary, it was much better than the bloody fight before. Now I am a king, and I have also found the woman I love in this life.
These are things I never dreamed of before.”
I wholeheartedly agree. I never dreamed that I would offend these people before.
"Chang Ting, you are hesitant now, or you want to escape. In fact, there is no need or any use. Or you can do it like I did before, but you don't dare. You are afraid of getting hurt, and you are afraid of hurting others. This is you.
The difference between me.”
I nodded, as if I was right again.
"Then what should I do now?"
"Accept the reality and don't think about what will happen in the future. The present is the most important. Who knows what will happen in the future?" Qi Xuan shrugged at me.
I frowned and carefully pointed to the cave not far away: "Accept reality? How to accept it? It seems like they are going to kill me."
He didn't see how terrifying Xia Yan's eyes were. Yan Xitong almost died because of my damaged vitality. If Liu Chi hadn't tried his best to heal him, Yan Xitong would have died a long time ago.
But I know that Liu Chi doesn’t really want to save Yan Xitong, it’s just because Yan Xitong has a bodhi seed in his body. In addition, everyone is injured. If we continue to fight like this, there is no other choice but to die together.
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"Grape, your blind avoidance will only make the matter more serious."
"I just wanted to run away because I didn't want things to get serious!"
"What are you afraid of?"
I was stunned. What on earth was I afraid of?
"In other words, if you had nothing now, would you still be afraid?" Qi Xuan asked.
I was stunned again.
Having nothing is actually not a truly sad thing, it means that there is nothing to lose, blessings and misfortunes depend on each other, and gains and losses only occur in a moment. Compared with "never getting", "gaining and losing again" is the most desperate.
"Qi Xuan, I'm afraid that Xia Yan and Yan Xiaoqing will fight again. If the two of them fight, it won't be as simple as a fight. People will die. Similarly, I'm also afraid of Liu Chi fighting with Yan Xiaoqing. Although Liu Chi doesn't want to kill Yan Xiaoqing, but
Imprisoning him for the rest of his life would be more painful than killing him."