The starlight fell down, like covering Dazang with a sheet of cold frost, and his whole person looked like an emotionless ice sculpture:
"Because there is nothing wrong with the card itself. The fault lies in the person using it not playing the card well. The true meaning of gambling does not lie in what kind of good cards you have, but in how well you can play a bad hand.
, but if you really have a good hand and lose this round, do you think I might be the one who regrets it?"
His metaphor was very profound, but Zhui Feng could still hear the meaning: "Don't you think that woman won't blame you in her heart?"
Dazang said solemnly: "If she is that kind of woman, then she is not worthy of my concern.
Zhui Feng's mind was already beginning to shape the image of this woman. He was silent for a while before sighing: "I like you very much sometimes."
Dazang said: "Oh?"
Zhui Feng also looked into the distance: "Sometimes, I feel that I know you very well. In the words of Master, you are the most special one."
Dazang was also listening.
Zhui Feng sighed: "But sometimes I also think you are a terrible person, and it makes people scared from the bottom of their hearts."
Dazang said sadly: "Maybe you are not wrong."
Zhui Feng said: "The reason why I understand you is because I know that you actually have your own pain. It is really not easy to sit in this position and play this role well."
Dazang said: "But I can't understand why you think I'm scary."
Zhui Feng said expressionlessly: "We are still friends because today you are the president of the God's Realm. I am an old drunkard. If one day our identities change, the opportunity to sit together like this will disappear.
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Few people can understand this kind of words. Dazang seemed to be deep in thought.
Zhui Feng said: "I said the last time we met, we fight all the way, not to live, but to truly live. Ask yourself, have you truly lived? Even if it's only for one day."
Dazang couldn't answer.
Zhui Feng stood up and stretched: "I decided to buy a radio. If you have nothing to do, listen to the Xingmeng Radio broadcast."
After saying that, he staggered and walked along the river, while Dazang was still deep in thought.
Zhui Feng's figure disappeared completely, and he was still deep in thought.
After a long while, he lowered his head. He slowly picked up a bottle of beer on the mat, raised his head and took a big sip.
At this time, if you look into his eyes again, you will find that they have lost their usually subtle wisdom and an almost iceberg-like calmness, and have been replaced by sadness and confusion.
That was many years ago, and he clearly remembered that he was only level 15. He often teamed up with a group of familiar players in the town to practice in the wild.
In that team, there was a ranger singer named Mengruo Tianqing, who was also a human shield nanny.
The little girl is very brave in battles and is often in the front row to absorb damage immediately. Because of her generous and straightforward personality, everyone affectionately calls her Qingqing.
Da Zang spent his time in this team from level 15 to level 25. The long-term battles made the cooperation between them quite tacit. Over time, Da Zang discovered a pattern. Every time Qing Qing encountered a major danger, he would
The first person you cast the healing light on is yourself.
Later, he couldn't help but find Qingqing privately and asked: "Why am I the first person every time you add blood?"
Qingqing smiled and said: "I've been observing you, and all your equipment is from the store. I guess you are not financially well-off. If it explodes once, you will suffer huge losses. I am also afraid that you will have an accident, so
I will take care of you first."
It was a bright spring afternoon, and when Qingqing said these words, the flowers all over the mountain seemed to be blooming, but none of them were as innocent and beautiful as her smile.
Since then, Dazang has developed a very tacit understanding with her. Sometimes one word, one look, and one action can tell what the other person is thinking. If one more word, one more look, and one more action, then
Qingqing will blush, and Dazang will feel his heart beat faster...
But now it seems that it is not his real good life, but his most precious and touching memory, just like something that happened at a certain stage in your life is particularly important to you, to what extent is it important?
Woolen cloth?
Every night when the crowd is quiet, you will carefully recall a certain detail under the lamp, savor a certain period of time over and over again, and never mention it to anyone, because this matter only belongs to you.
The happy time is always so short. After level 25, the day comes for the two to separate. Qingqing's sisters will take her to leave the town and explore the outside world, while Dazang will also lose the greenness of a novice and leave.
Zhenzi goes to fight far away, he has higher pursuits and more ambitious goals.
Cultivation is sometimes a kind of self-exile. In this process, people can figure out many things and have an accurate positioning of themselves. Even though "The Ninth Continent" is a virtual world, Dazang also hopes to have a virtual life for himself.
Perfect explanation.
In a blink of an eye, he reached level 35. At this time, he was already a close disciple of Fairy Haitang. Her master had extremely strict requirements on their brothers, especially Dazang.
harsh.
Most of the time, Dazang practiced hard in the deep mountains and forests, leading a completely ascetic life.
While others are doing well and drinking spicy food, he is just living a simple meal; while others are traveling around, he is cultivating; while others are picking up girls, he is cultivating; while others are drinking and singing, he is still cultivating; even if others are offline, he is still cultivating.
Practice; sometimes even if he is offline, he will prepare all the things he will use for the next practice...
In his eyes, all the fun a normal player has in "The Ninth Continent" is a luxury, or even an unforgivable sin.
His purpose is not only to collect enough money to leave that cannibal planet, but also to survive in a new place after leaving that planet. And the most important thing is that he is so desperate and life-threatening, even risking his life.
Or insist on faith.
Every kind of success has its own unique charm. Dazang's belief is: "When you are having fun, eating, drinking, and being happy, do you know what I am doing? Can you see it and hear it?"
His life creed is to use a pair of eyes to see clearly the invisible things.
Dazang only gets approval from Fairy Haitang every month, allowing him to spend three days returning to the Misty Rain City of the Justice League to buy supplies.
He was different from other senior brothers. Whenever this happened, Anso Chiyo and the others would get extremely excited, clamoring to go shopping, eat, drink and play.
But Dazang was not. He was used to a simple and simple life. After buying supplies at the store, he would rather go to a simple stall in the night market outside the city to eat a bowl of high-quality and cheap meat noodles than go to the food court in the city for a feast.
He is not only thrifty, but also the kind of person who really knows how to thrift.
One time when he was having dinner at the Chengdong Night Market, he unexpectedly met Qingqing.
Qingqing is still so innocent, beautiful, cheerful and generous, but the difference from before is that there is a gangster young man beside her, and this young man is also very handsome, and there are a group of arrogant players around her.
A large group of people gathered together to eat and drink, and the scene was really lively.
If you have enough experience, you can tell at a glance that these people are just second-rate people like Hua Laosan and He Madman who are not doing their jobs properly.
The young man's name is You Yang, he is the boss of the Chengdong Night Market, and Qingqing is his girlfriend.
Dazang was very surprised when he saw Qingqing again. He didn't understand how an innocent and honest girl could be with an idle ruffian. But looking at the intimacy between them, it didn't look like they were beautiful and had money and power. They were ignorant.
With the combination of childishness and sweet words, is it possible that you are playing with real feelings?
At that time, Dazang was still young after all, and he did not yet understand the answer to this love proposition: the more different two people are, the more attracted they are to each other; and the more difficult the environment, the more desperate they are.
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That night, You Yang toasted Dazang politely. After all, neither he nor Qingqing knew that Dazang was a famous disciple. They both thought he was a newbie from that town, so he was not worthy of You Yang's attention.
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Dazang is no longer a novice in terms of strength, but he is indeed a novice when it comes to the relationship between men and women.
Dazang didn't drink much that night, but he was groggy and in a trance when he left. For some reason, he felt a trace of loss in his heart. It felt like half of the world had abandoned him, and the rest
That half is his own world.
How can an incomplete world become wonderful and happy?
However, he quickly adjusted to these emotions, packed up his salutes, and continued on his way to live his long and arduous life of spiritual practice.
From this time on, Dazang never forgets to go for a walk in the eastern suburbs of the city every time he comes back. He can always see Qingqing, and when he hears Qingqing chatting happily about the trivial things in life, he will also laugh along with him, laughing from the bottom of his heart.
Although he is not a person who likes to laugh.
Even when Qingqing talked about her relationship with You Yang, he was still smiling. It was a complex smile that contained blessings and tolerance, but no one had ever seen it. The trace of the smile that was inadvertently revealed was extremely hidden.
Deep helplessness.
And every time Qingqing asked Dazang what he was doing recently, Dazang answered honestly that he was practicing in the wild. When Qingqing saw his ordinary clothes stained by the dust, before leaving, he would give him a bag of red and blue medicine, and Dazang did not refuse.
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It's not that he can't reject Qingqing, but he can't reject himself. He can deceive anyone, but he can't deceive himself or his true inner feelings. (To be continued...)
