Some people say that liking someone is painful, others say that liking someone is happy, but for Dazang, liking someone is both painful and happy.*
Another routine return to the city was a late night with heavy rain. Qingqing and You Yang had a big fight, and then You Yang left in anger. Afterwards, Qing Qing began to regret it again, and then went crazy all over the city to look for You Yang.
He also brought Dazang along to look for him.
Dazang will never forget the scene of that night. Outside a bar with flashing neon lights, Qingqing and You Yang, who was full of alcohol, hugged each other and cried. Not far away, across the street, Dazang was alone in the heavy rain, silently
He looked at them without saying a word, turned around and disappeared into the rain and mist.
The days seem to be like two parallel lines. One person practices, returns to the city, visits old friends, and the cycle starts over and over again; while the other person falls in love, quarrels, and get back together, over and over again. Dazang once had this idea and regarded Qingqing as a person.
Keep secrets in your heart forever.
He was wrong to think so. When he returned to the city, Qing Qing really broke up with You Yang. You Yang went to work in a guild and would never come back. Qing Qing, who was crying, told Dazang that You Yang had a woman outside.
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Dazang listened patiently and did not say anything to comfort her. In fact, he didn't know how to comfort a woman at all. The only thing he could do was accompany Qingqing in her mess and take care of her to prevent anything from happening.
In those few months, Qingqing lost a lot of weight and became emaciated. Dazang stayed with her whenever he had time.
As soon as the two people met, they sat face to face. One person lowered his head and was full of thoughts. The other person just looked at each other quietly, and no one could tell from that person's face what he was thinking.
Sitting like this often lasts for several hours. Only people who have experienced this situation can understand that many things cannot be seen with the eyes or heard with the ears. Only by feeling with the heart can we understand the other person's heart.
From then on, Qingqing became cheerful again. Every time she saw Dazang, she had endless things to say, chattering happily like a happy little sparrow, but Dazang was still so calm and his demeanor was still so calm.
But then everything came naturally and naturally, and on a hot midsummer night, their hands were naturally held together. But it was just holding hands, and there was not much intimacy.
You can understand it as Dazang's innocence, or you can understand it as a trivial matter of first love, or you can understand it as a kind of moral and etiquette restraint, but one thing you can't deny is that this kind of relationship is definitely not a child's play. It is truly invested.
Every encounter is actually a goodbye. And every time they see each other again, Qingqing will always beg him to come back soon.
Why doesn't Dazang want to come back as soon as possible? It's just that he has not yet completed his studies, and his master's requirements are very strict, and Fairy Haitang's rule is that as long as you are almost done with your cultivation at this stage, I will give you leave.
Dazang practices even harder just for those few days of each month. Of course, this is not the case in the eyes of Fairy Haitang. Dazang's mentality is called being too hasty to eat hot tofu, and haste makes waste.
Fairy Haitang immediately asked him what was going on? Dazang had always respected his master and did not dare to hide it, so he answered honestly.
Dazang still remembers the thoughtful and dignified expression on his master's face. It took a long time for Fairy Haitang to speak: "Are you leaving?"
Dazang was surprised: "Shall I leave? Master, do you want me to leave?"
Fairy Haitang nodded: "Yes, I want you to leave my place."
"Why?" Dazang didn't understand.
Fairy Haitang said word for word: "Because you still don't know how to choose."
At that time, Dazang would never understand such words, but if the master wanted him to leave, he would definitely leave.
But before leaving, Fairy Haitang still left him a way out: "If you are desperate in the future, you can still come back. As long as I haven't retired, the door here will always be open for you."
Dazang returned to Smoke City directly after bidding farewell to his master. That period was when he was truly happy. It should be said that it was the time when he made his own decisions.
He took Qingqing to play around, travel everywhere, fight monsters and level up everywhere. They even went back to the old town to reminisce together. It was really a wonderful time, just like Mad Dog Dragon's nostalgia for Mao Cao Village, simple, beautiful and memorable
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It's a pity that his good life was interrupted until You Yang reappeared. What does it mean when You Yang reappears in front of Qingqing?
In fact, Dazang himself knew that the other party wanted to get back together with Qingqing.
It was an anxious night. Da Zizi was waiting anxiously on the bridge in the city, waiting for Qingqing to give him a reply, or to give You Yang a reply.
In the late summer night, rain began to fall in the smoky city. The neon lights across the river were blurred in the rain. The big screen of Xingmeng TV station in the square played an ancient song:
On the last subway train, you say goodbye with tears in your eyes, I know you won’t be too far away;
But in this rainy city, there is at least one person who will lose sleep for you tonight;
Our brief love came to an end at midnight, and you decided to return to him;
But you said you will always remember that there is another person who still makes you feel nostalgic;
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The singing was very nice and the melody was very rhythmic, but Dazang was frightened by the music. The singing was so amazingly consistent with what was happening in reality.
Sure enough, half an hour later Qingqing burst into tears in Dazang.
"I'm sorry!" Qingqing only said these three words to him when she left.
After many years, Da Zang felt an indescribable gratitude to Qing Qing, but at that time, he didn't understand it very much.
He still can't understand that if the other party really tells him the reason for breaking up, the harm will actually be greater, and the truth is often very cruel.
A woman's first man often occupies an inexplicable position in the woman's heart. If you want to explain it, no words can explain it accurately and vividly, but it is easy to understand with an analogy.
For example, when drinking, most men will think of women, all kinds of women, when they drink too much; while most women will think of men when they drink too much, but they often think of the same man.
Qingqing's departure did not make Dazang feel disheartened. He had no time to feel disheartened because he was hunted down by a guild called Arrogant Nine Heavens for many days.
The reason was that he found out later that after Qingqing followed You Yang, You Yang became suspicious. He suspected that Qingqing had slept with Dazang a long time ago. Of course, Qingqing had not done this and would never admit it.
In anger, You Yang mobilized the masters of the guild to hunt down Dazang. The so-called masters are just that. The blame is that Dazang's strength at that time was very average.
This journey went from the Justice League across the Twisted Jungle, Warrior Continent, and the Hall of Geniuses to pursue and kill him. Unfortunately, Dazang was betrayed by his master, and finally reached the day when he had no other way out.
When he appeared again in rags and with a gray face on the seaside of the Hall of Geniuses, Fairy Haitang just said lightly: "Do you know why I said on the spot that you don't know how to choose?"
Dazang could only shake his head.
Fairy Haitang taught him sincerely: "Everyone has his own mission. From the day you become my disciple, your mission is destined. If you want to choose, if you gain something, you will lose something. You are destined to be a
For people who have achieved great things, this success requires you to sacrifice a lot of things that belong to you.”
So Dazang stayed at the Hall of Geniuses, and he practiced seriously for two years before he left the mountain.
Under the recommendation of Fairy Haitang, the God's Domain Guild recruited Dazang, an outstanding player, and Dazang did not embarrass his master.
After joining the guild, he was focused on the affairs of the guild and won recognition from the top management with his outstanding performance. The actions he participated in became more and more important every time. He climbed up step by step from the most ordinary member of the God's Domain to the position of protector.
Before he was promoted to the president of the conference, he stayed in the God's Realm for ten years. In ten years, a young and immature boy had grown into a stable and shrewd boss.
In the past ten years, he has never been flirtatious with women. People who know this characteristic of him are divided into two types. One is the layman who thinks there is something wrong with him, and the other is the expert, such as Mr. Zheng.
I think this person is very scary and will definitely achieve great success in the future.
In fact, Dazang can always think of Qingqing inadvertently. Assuming that he was in the position he is today, he believes that Qingqing will never leave him. But the problem is that once that situation comes true, Qingqing will still be the Qingqing in his memory.
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Two years ago, he served as the president of the God's Realm amid the support of many people. Since then, the situation has been different. Countless women have taken the initiative to throw themselves into his arms, all kinds of women, graceful, beautiful, and lovely.
The noble and cool, the small and exquisite...the rich, the status, the status, the powerful...all swarmed up.
But Dazang was unmoved, because his many years of guild experience allowed him to see all these things clearly. What others valued was his identity, not the person he was.
Until Xiaojia appeared... Dazang was pushed into a scene similar to that of the past, and he remembered his master's original teaching: "The way of choice."
He still feels that it is difficult for him to understand this truth. The most terrible thing about this truth is that it is easy to understand when you say it, but when you are really immersed in it, it becomes difficult, too difficult, to make a decision.
"Because I know you actually have your own pain. It's really not easy to sit in this position and play this role well." Zhui Feng really knew him well, so he came to such a conclusion.
I think he was just an unknown boy at the beginning, but it is different today. He is the boss of the God's Domain. God has given him another chance. Let's see how you choose?
The stars gradually dimmed, and Dazang walked slowly by the river. As he walked, his figure finally disappeared into the depths of the night, blending into the darkness. (To be continued...)
