500. Chapter 500 A deep love that others can't understand 11
The melodious, plaintive and emotional singing came from the headphones, but in front of Shengshi, the night of Han Chengchi's birthday not long ago appeared.
He took Gu Lanshan to retreat early from Han Chengchi's birthday party. Gu Lanshan came out of the blue and said to him, "Let's go have a drink."
They went to Houhai, she drank too much, and she opened her heart and told him a lot of her thoughts.
Later, she walked along the long streets of Beijing, and when she reached the overpass, she suddenly turned her head, and her face that originally smiled deeply turned into something sad, and said to him: "Twenty...
....Do you know how much I miss the old us?"
"Twenty...why did you come to me...do you know that I have been waiting for you to come to me, Twenty, I miss you so much...
....”
"Twenty, how could you leave me for so long without even coming to see me? I don't like Shengshi, I like Twenty."
As Shengshi thought about it, he felt a dull pain in his chest.
That night, he didn't understand why she said that.
But now, as he watched her unconscious after cutting her wrists to commit suicide, he suddenly seemed to understand everything in an instant.
Her tearful expression appeared before his eyes again.
"If you yearn for the sky and long for a pair of wings, letting you fly, your wings should not accompany the roses to wither in time."
She didn't love him because he trapped her by his side.
His original purpose in marrying her was to treat her well.
But in the end, he forced her to die.
Shengshi felt a heartbreaking pain in his chest, as if a hand had tightly grasped his heart and twisted it into different shapes.
As if by chance, her voice appeared in his ears again.
"You are not twenty. He will not come back at twenty. He will never come back."
"Never coming back."
When she said that twenty would never come back, how much pain she felt in her heart, he really felt it now.
Because he realized at this moment that when she lost Twenty, Twenty actually also lost Chu Chu.
What was once the initial beauty is now the final end.
Shengshi closed his eyes gently. He didn't want to force himself to think about it, but he couldn't control himself. He saw Gu Lanshan squatting on the ground in the streets of Beijing, huddled up, crying like a child.
.
How sad was she at that time?
Thinking of this, Shengshi raised his hand and grabbed his hair fiercely. His head hung heavily, and no one could see his expression. How painful it was at this moment.