Moreover, now her role is a student. Do you want her to go to school with her belly?
From that moment on, she fell into great confusion.
Wandering between the hardships of life and the stay and departure of children.
After thinking for several days, she finally decided not to do so.
She was afraid that after the child was born, she would follow her single mother to endure a life of no food and clothing in this strange country.
Rather than asking children to come to this world to suffer, it is better to stop the tragedy from happening.
So, that day she went to the hospital and asked the doctor to remove the child.
But when she was lying in the abortion room, looking at the cold utensils around her, she began to hesitate.
Maybe when she wakes up again, a life will disappear from then on.
Her blood flowed in that life, and another man's blood flowed.
Does she really want it like this?
This is part of her body...
It's really cruel to cut off a living life like this...
"Miss, we're injecting you with anesthetics now." The doctor's formulaic voice rang in her ears.
Feeling the doctor's thin needle, about to penetrate into the veins in her arm, suddenly a storm of hesitation surged in her heart.
"No..." She suddenly screamed, "No...I don't want to have an abortion..."
She struggled desperately with her limbs tied tightly by medical instruments, and a light of water appeared in her eyes, "Doctor, let me go, I want to leave the child..."
Seeing her like this, the doctor looked at her and loosened her limbs.
Walking out of the hospital and looking at the floating sky of Bo Yun, she realized that another life had begun.
After touching her still flat belly, she smiled far-fetchedly.
From then on, she lived a more difficult life.
In order to save the cost of the child's birth, she found another job and worked as a waiter in the restaurant.
So every day after school, she immediately went to help a local Chinese child tutoring Chinese.
After tutoring, she went to the restaurant in the night market to work as a waiter.
The restaurant is usually open until late at night, so she has a hard time working and has very little rest time.
The first few months of pregnancy were the hardest, perhaps because her physical condition was not very good, fatigue, lethargy, vomiting, anorexia, and a series of symptoms bothered her.
Every morning, she would hold her eyelids that could not be opened and drag her tired body to school.
Moreover, she vomits several times every day, because she can’t control her vomiting when she is pregnant. Many times she has to go to the bathroom during class.
Then, with the strange eyes of the teacher and classmates, they returned to their seats.
Sometimes when she is working, she can't help vomiting, so she always attracts dissatisfaction from her boss.
Finally, once when she was holding food to the guest, her stomach was overwhelmed without any indication.
Before she could turn her head, she spit it on the food on the plate.
At that time, the boss was furious and immediately fired her, not even the salary she deserved.
The next day, she immediately looked for another job.
But because she was pregnant and had a poor mental state, she not long worked for every job.
In the past few months, she almost kept changing jobs, and her life was in a miserable way.