A person's world is very quiet, so quiet that you can hear your own breathing and heartbeat.
If it’s cold, put on a coat;
If you are hungry, buy yourself some bread;
When you are sick, give yourself strength...
Because of the severe symptoms of early pregnancy, her body was as weak as a piece of paper, and she fainted several times after returning from work.
Many times after waking up, I find myself sleeping on the cold floor. The sadness is beyond words.
Every time she cheered up and got up, telling herself that everything would pass and everything would disappear.
Four months later, her early pregnancy symptoms began to improve, and her spirits slowly began to improve.
Therefore, her condition gradually improved and she no longer had to change jobs frequently.
The days of pregnancy are painful, but also sweet.
The fetus also slowly began to move. Sometimes it would be like a bug, squirming in the belly, and sometimes it would be like a fish swimming happily.
After 6 months, the child will still turn somersaults in the belly, and sometimes her hands and feet can be touched randomly.
That kind of joy of life made her feel infinite joy and comfort.
The days were spent in hardship and joy, and in a blink of an eye, it was the 10th month of pregnancy.
In order to earn more money, she was still working the day before her due date.
When it was almost time to get off work, her stomach began to hurt.
At that time she knew the baby was about to be born.
However, she still insisted on finishing the day's work before going to the hospital, because this way she could get an extra bonus for perfect attendance.
When she went to the hospital, her prepartum labor pains had begun to become intense.
But because the uterine opening has not yet opened, she has been waiting.
Because the harm of a caesarean section is far greater than that of a normal delivery, doctors abroad will not perform a caesarean section on the mother at will. A caesarean section will only be performed when both the mother and the fetus are in danger.
Therefore, Qiao Manman could only wait patiently for the opening of her uterus.
Prepartum pain was the most unbearable. The pain kept attacking her like an overwhelming mountain of pain, tossing her to death every moment.
It was like there was a stone in her belly that was about to crack, hitting her stomach constantly, causing her to burst in pain.
It was like there were knives being twisted there, trying to tear her belly apart.
Sometimes the pain was so painful that she didn't even have the strength to get up and pour a glass of water.
The mother who gave birth next time was accompanied by her family, but she was alone.
The doctor who examined her asked her doubtfully, "Miss, where is your husband? Why doesn't he come to accompany you for such a big event as giving birth to a child?"
Husband?... Qiao Manman laughed dumbly, and a hopeless smile appeared on his pale face.
Tears slowly appeared in his eyes as quiet as water, filling them little by little.
Yes, where is her husband?
Is it in China? But that’s not her husband!
She has no husband...
She is alone with herself and her children.
Seeing her expression, the doctor looked at her suspiciously but said nothing.
Qiao Manman didn't pay too much attention because she was used to this kind of gaze.
Every day she goes to class with a big belly, and she has long been accustomed to the kind of looks on campus that make people feel like they are covered with thorns.
She didn't think much about it and continued to bear the excruciating pain bit by bit.
Time passed slowly in suffering, the night passed in silence, and the sky finally ushered in the bright dawn.