297. Chapter 297 Maybe it's just loneliness for a woman to have a baby
"Zixin? Zixin? Zixin——!" After dinner, Jian Shan was bored and prepared to look for Zixin for a walk, but after searching upstairs and downstairs, there was no sign of Zixin.
Sighing heavily, she had to go back to her room. The originally white room was painted pink and white. The reason was very simple. Qing Ling also lived with her, but Qing Ling did not have the freedom of Jian Shan, so she could only stay in
You are not allowed to go anywhere in the room.
Qing Ling was pregnant, but Jian Shan always felt that seeing white everywhere was not good for the fetus, so she asked someone to change the color.
"Zi Xin disappeared again. I really don't know what she has been doing these past two days. Sure enough, Mr. Huangfu is back and she doesn't want to see me anymore..." Jian Shan lay on her bed.
"Huangfu has gone too far. He is with the one he loves and doesn't care whether I live or die... Then why did he save me in the first place..."
Qingling's bed was placed by the window. She leaned on the head of the bed and looked out the window quietly. This was what she did most...
People who always look out the window must be filled with sorrow...
Jian Shan held her chin up and looked at Qing Ling, "Qing Ling, have you decided what to name the child?"
Qing Ling came back to her senses, looked at Jian Shan, and stroked her belly for a long time, "I didn't think about it."
Jian Shan suddenly leaned over to Qing Ling's bed. Qing Ling frowned because Jian Shan suddenly came closer, "What are you doing?"
"Qing Ling, can I touch it?" Jian Shan swallowed, "I've wanted to touch it for a long time..."
"..."
Seeing that Qing Ling had no objection, Jian Shan stretched out his hand to cover her abdomen...
Qing Ling looked at the woman in front of her. They were similar in three ways...maybe it was their eyes. Her hand was soft and gently pressed against her abdomen. She didn't know what the purpose of this woman was.
Why was she brought out of the dungeon? I don’t know what she was thinking.
Qing Ling didn't believe that Jian Shan didn't know her situation. She was under house arrest...
But she is still happy, at least on the surface...
"Qing Ling... I have always felt that... if a woman is willing to give birth to a child for a man, she must love him very deeply." Jian Shan touched her gently and couldn't help but feel, "I also want to give birth to a child for my man."
A child, I promised him... that he would create descendants for his family..."
Qing Ling's eyes looked away uncomfortably, "You are very naive. A woman will give birth, not necessarily for a man. Maybe she is just lonely and wants to have a companion."
Jian Shan raised his head and asked, "Are you lonely?"
"..."
"This child...is Qi Jinmo's, right?"
Jian Shan knew it, she smiled softly, "He doesn't know the existence of this child, right?"
"He would not let any woman become pregnant with his child."
"..."
"Ever since he forced me when I was fifteen, I had no choice. To him, I was just a tool to vent his sexual desires." A hint of bitterness flashed across the corner of Qing Ling's mouth, "He killed my parents.
, killed my brother, but asked me to be his woman, what is he not a devil? "
Jian Shan knows this.
"Every time I make love, it is a kind of torture for me, both mentally and physically, but for him, it seems to be a kind of fun and a kind of entertainment... The louder I scream, the more I cry.
Fierce, he seems to be more and more satisfied... From the age of thirteen to now...it has been twelve years, and gradually, I don't know what resistance is..."
"It seems like my fate to die in his hands and become a toy that he plays with."
