"It seems like my fate to die in his hands and become a toy that he plays with."
"Qing Ling, I have seen his cruelty and terror, but...Qi Jinmo...treats you differently...you are pregnant with his child."
"Haha! You don't know how this child came about, do you?" Qing Ling laughed out loud, "Every time we have sex, he will force me to swallow medicine, but once I fainted and didn't swallow it, he forgot, so
I just got pregnant with this child.”
"He doesn't want children. It's not like I've never been pregnant before. I was aborted by him twice..."
"But when I realized that I was miraculously pregnant with another child, I changed my mind... I no longer want to stay with him, I want to escape, I want to give birth to this child, I want to start a new life, this
Children are my only hope!"
Jian Shan stepped forward and hugged Qing Ling gently, patting her back to comfort her.
Today I captured a woman, she was so beautiful, especially her eyes were very moving, but I killed her whole family... I begged the old man to bring her over, but she wouldn't let me get close...
Qing Ling bit me, and it turns out she has sharp teeth...and a nice smell...I like it so much.
Today, I wanted her, she was so raw, and so was I... She cried and asked me to let her go, but I didn't want to... She was so warm...
Qingling was pregnant. I didn’t want a child. I hated children, so I had her child aborted. Qingling was very angry.
I killed them, all of them... Qingling saw it, she was standing next to me, like a puppet, I walked over, but she hugged me... I thought she would always hate me, hate me until she dies...
…
Will Qingling... be different from others? Will Qingling... accompany me forever? Will she? I dare not ask her... I'm afraid that the answer... won't be what I want.
"Qi Jinmo might have been young at that time, but things are different now. If he knew that you had given birth to another child for her..."
Qing Ling hurriedly pushed Jian Shan away, "We can't let him know! I don't want to go back to him again——! I don't want to live like that again!"
"Okay, pretend I didn't say..."
"If you tell him, I will kill you! Jian Shan, I will kill you!"
Jian Shan chuckled, "I can't see him, how could I possibly tell him?"
Qing Ling looked at her and came to her senses, she had already said too much...
Jian Shan seemed to know what she was worried about, "Qing Ling, we are already friends. Although I was hurt badly by you, from another perspective, I saved your mother and son..."
"I'm sorry..." Qing Ling finally said it.
Jian Shan smiled and said, "I think it's always good for people to have hope. Your hope is the child in your belly, and my hope is the person I love."
"So you are willing to be under house arrest here?"
"Don't say that house arrest is so unpleasant... I don't know what kind of agreement there is between my man and Huangfu, but I know that at least so far, everything Huangfu asked me to do is to better protect me in the future.
Own."
"I also hope that in the future, I will become his hope, just like you will become this child's hope."
Jian Shan thinks so.
The pain of the past has passed. She can't hold on to it, nor can she immerse herself in it and feel sorry for herself. She is Chu Yixing's woman. If Chu Yixing denies this, all she has to do is become a truly worthy woman.
