64. Chapter 64 It's not about giving up, it's impossible to face
Although Chu Yixing spoke to her lightly, his eyes were fixed on the sniper rifle muzzle at the second floor window of a nearby hotel. The movements of his hands and feet were very nimble.
The car sped out.
If he hadn't walked out with Jian Shan, Bai Li would have shot her without any hesitation. He knew Bai Li too well.
Three chapters of the agreement...
Does he violate this?
"You are a gangster, do you understand the gangster? I am a policeman! The police are here to arrest you. Have you ever seen policemen and gangsters eating together?" Jian Shan gave him a fierce look.
"Shan'er, please keep your voice down, are you afraid that others won't know?"
"..."
She was chatting with him, but her heart was already in a mess, like an ant on a hot pot, restless and confused. Nothing was going to develop as she thought! Everything would be unexpected!
Jian Shan, what are you going to do...
She closed her eyes and said, "Stop the car."
"..."
"I have something to ask you. After you answer it, I will leave. From now on, the water in the well will not interfere with the water in the river."
After hearing what she said, Chu Yixing was stunned for a moment, and then drove the car to the parking lot on the side of the road and stopped.
"You disappeared without a trace ten years ago. I know it was because something happened to your family. Tianlin Group collapsed and your father also died of asthma."
Chu Yixing pursed her lips. She knew it was not surprising at all. Ten years ago, this was big news that caused a sensation in Nuancheng.
"For ten years, I have always had a doubt in my mind. Without an answer, I felt like a bird trapped in a cage. I wanted to fly but couldn't get out."
Chu Yixing's hands tightly grasped the steering wheel.
"What doubts?"
"Why did you give up on me?"
Jian Shan looked at Chu Yixing seriously. His face was still handsome and attractive. She was still sitting next to him, but the world was just around the corner.
She watched as his thin lips pursed tighter and tighter.
"Is it difficult to answer?" Jian Shan asked.
Chu Yixing looked at her, her big, watery eyes filled with her expectations and... fear.
At this moment, he seemed to understand something, and something seemed to open a hole in his heart.
"It's not about giving up." Chu Yixing said lightly, "It's about not being able to face it."
Jian Shan swallowed her saliva, she didn't know what kind of answer this was.
"It's not that I can't face it, it's that your feelings for me are too shallow..." Jian Shan chuckled. It seemed that he no longer needed to look for the answer, because the four words "unable to face it" were too perfunctory.
"That day you and I had a tryst in the bamboo forest. My mother was looking for me like crazy, and my father was not only arrested but also died of asthma." Chu Yixing's knuckles holding the steering wheel turned white, but his voice
But calm and calm,
"You said you were afraid that I would suddenly be called to a meeting by the student union again, and you didn't want anyone to disturb us, so you took my phone and turned it off. I leaned on you, lusted after you, held you, kissed you, and listened to you.
We may say nice things, but we regard a simple bamboo forest as a paradise..."
That's their past, so beautiful it's intoxicating.
He spoke word by word, but Jian Shan's heart was like needles pricking her...
"I always think that if I hadn't been fascinated by you and followed you so much, I should have been able to see my father for the last time..."
Jian Shan slowly covered her mouth with her hand. She really never thought that it was her childish behavior that prevented him from even seeing his father for the last time. She said with difficulty, "So... you blame me..."
