65. Chapter 65 Take it for granted that she will be forgotten
"So...you blame me..."
Chu Yixing still had helplessness on his face, "I also want to blame you, but you are innocent. The only one I can blame is myself..."
"You said that, but you just disappeared, so suddenly, so unprepared!" Jian Shan gritted her teeth tightly, tears fell down her face, she clenched her fists, and couldn't hide the cry in her words,
"Even if there is an accident in your family, I will still treat you the same! Only when you show up can I comfort you and support you. You know how much I want to give myself wings when I hear about the accident in your family from the news.
Flying to your side? I want to tell you that even if there is nothing left, you still have me!"
"..." Chu Yixing's knuckles turned whiter.
"But I can't find you... Wuwu... I ran through dozens of streets, and my legs were broken! I searched every corner of the school!... Wuwu... It's like you have never been there before
It’s the same thing that existed before… woo woo…”
Jian Shan covered her face and burst into tears. It was as if all the grievances and complaints she had made in the past ten years collapsed at this moment. She only felt that her heart ached, even if it was her who prevented him from seeing his father for the last time.
, then this man should also contact her, just for a moment, even if he blames her, even if he breaks up with her out of anger...
Only in this way can she shamelessly tell him that no matter what happens, she wants to be with him, and she can tell him confidently that she is willing to compensate him no matter what she has to do...
She can spend ten years, twenty years, or even a lifetime to make up for him! She will never complain at all, she will be good to him, she will get rid of all the bad habits, and she will get rid of all the things he doesn't like.
A place that would really be kind to him...
But he didn't give her a chance, and she didn't understand, because in the end he chose to remain calm, quietly, and then disappear!
Chu Yixing tilted his head slightly. He only had Jian Shan in his eyes at the moment. The girl covered her face and cried so sadly. It was obvious that she had done nothing wrong. Why was she crying? She was such a shameless person.
Thick, but she sheds tears so easily. At such an old age, she still looks like an ignorant child...
He didn't blame her, he just didn't have time, opportunity or conditions to take care of her at that time, in that place, in that situation...
He just took it for granted that he would be easily forgotten by her, and no amount of explanations would be in vain.
But how could he know that this woman, who had always been heartless, would still be thinking about what Chu Yixing had given her to this day?
She cried, but he remained silent. For the first time, he felt that her tears would leave him speechless and helpless. He wanted to coax her but didn't know what words to use, and wanted to hug her but didn't know where to stand.
After a long time, Chu Yixing's mind slowly calmed down and her eyes became firm again. It took a long time before Jian Shan finally cried her eyes dry. She took out a few tissues and wiped her face randomly.
"No matter what the reason is, it will not change the fact that I was dumped by you. Come to think of it, the reason why there is not a phone call, a text message, or a note is just because I am not that important to you.
"
Chu Yixing looked at the empty road in front of him. Unconsciously, the setting sun gradually opened the curtain of the night.
Jian Shan seemed to have made up his mind, "Chu Yixing, you can laugh at me in your heart. I, Jian Shan, have been trapped by such an obvious answer for ten years! But from now on I won't!"
