Although Huang Li said it calmly, I felt that she actually regretted it.
She was right, her father had such great achievements, if she had really chosen to take the career preparation examination.
Then maybe now that she has really become an official, her life will undergo a huge change.
But no one can be sure about this life. The only thing that is certain about life is the uncertain life.
After Huang Li heard Chen Miao ask this, she was silent for a while and then replied with a smile: "I regret it, of course I regret it. Do you know why I regret it?"
Chen Miao shook his head.
Huang Li picked up the wine glass again and took a sip of wine with Chen Miao. After putting down the wine glass, she said, "What I regret is that because of my actions, I hurt my parents."
Huang Li paused, then smiled bitterly and said: "Chen Feng knows that my father is a government official, and the official is not young, and my mother is also a professor at the university... They originally had a very good career, but because I am not sensible
, made them all quit their jobs, and it has been until now that no one cares about it.”
Chen Miao frowned after hearing this.
Huang Li continued: "I didn't understand before. I thought that what I said was that it was their life anyway, and I have the final say in my own life... Only now do I understand that from the day we were born, our destiny has already been
Tied together. If you ask me what I regret? Then it’s probably that my regret has affected my parents.”
After listening to Huang Li's words, Chen Miao fell into silence completely.
I believe that as a college student, it is impossible for her not to understand what Huang Li said.
This is also the purpose of bringing her here, and Huang Li did not disappoint me. She knew what was going on just by the look I gave her.
But I believe what she said is all from her heart.
To be honest, this was the first time I heard her say this.
After Huang Li had another drink with Chen Miao, she stood up and said, "Okay, I'm going back to sing. My husband is not here today and there is no one to cover my shift. You guys can chat."
After Huang Li returned to the small stage, she continued to sing.
Chen Miao is completely different from when I brought her here just now. She keeps her head down, not knowing what she is thinking, and her expression is a bit complicated.
"Are you still drinking?" I asked her.
She glanced at the finished wine bottle, shook her head and said, "I won't drink anymore, I'm a little dizzy."
"I told you that the alcohol concentration of this vodka is not low, but you don't believe it."
"Haha, I believe it now."
"Then let's listen to the song, and I'll take you back later."
"Um."
It's rare for me to calm down and listen to Huang Li sing a song completely. It's really a pleasure to listen to her sing every time.
It's not that she sings beautifully, but her singing always carries a sense of story, which makes people indulge in it and can't help but imagine a picture.
"You are so tender, give me a dream, rippling in the undulating waves, in your arms;
It is you who is so affectionate, shaking my dreams, lingering like every nameless wave in a sponge, on your body;
Dreams come true, turning around, the waves and shadows are surging and disappearing from the world of mortals, leaving only traces of water and empty space to leave regrets;
I only wish that when he lives, his shadow from yesterday can be with him, and we will never be separated from him forever..."
…
This song is a bit old. It is "Flowers of the Sea" sung by Jenny Jenny.
I remember Huang Li liked this song very much. She said it was her father's favorite song.
Every time I listen to her song, I will have an inexplicable emotion swaying in my heart.
I vaguely feel that it tells the story of a man and a woman who are lovers but cannot eventually get married.
"Dreams come true", every time I hear this sentence, I have a window facing the sea in my heart, looking out at the moonlight, waves and stars.
On a summer night, the breeze blows through the window screen, and I fall asleep beautifully, sweet and beautiful, thinking about the person I love...
After she finished singing the song, Chen Miao turned back to me and said, "She sings beautifully and has great artistic conception. Why not become a singer?"
I lit a cigarette and replied with a faint smile: "You know there is a saying that the masters are among the people? Sometimes singing is just a hobby, although turning a hobby into a career is what many people dream of.
But, it’s really not necessary.”
Chen Miao was silent for a while, looked at me and said, "I want to go back."
I nodded and said, "Okay, I'll take you back."
After standing up, Chen Miao walked over to Huang Li and said to her: "Sister, I'm going back first. I'll come and play with you when I have time."
Huang Li smiled and nodded to Chen Miao, and then looked at me again. I also made a "goodbye" gesture to her and said to her: "Thank you."
On the way back to Chen Miao's residence, she remained silent and looked out the car window.
I don't know what she is thinking, but both her sitting posture and her eyes are much more polite than when I brought her here.
I didn't take the initiative to communicate with her, so I just left her alone.
After sending her to Chen Dajiang's residence, she suddenly said to me when she got off the bus: "Brother Chen Feng, thank you for today."
I looked at her with a smile and said, "Thank me? What are you thanking me for?"
"Anyway, thank you. I will go back to school in the next two days."
It seems that she really figured it out, and it was not in vain that I spent most of the night struggling with her.
I smiled and said, "Okay, just be fine."
"OK Bye Bye."
After she got off the bus, I sent a WeChat message to Chen Dajiang, telling him that Chen Miao was back and asking him to go downstairs to pick her up.
After Chen Dajiang and Chen Dajiang replied that I had received Chen Miao, I drove back to my residence alone.
It's not too late today, it's only ten o'clock in the evening when I return to my residence.
However, the two children had already gone to bed, and An Lan was still awake and was reading a book in the living room.
Because the study room has been converted into a bedroom, An Lan can only read in the living room.
After seeing me come back, she asked me: "How is sister Chen Dajiang doing?"
Because I made it clear to her before that I was going to see Chen Dajiang’s sister tonight and told him some things about Chen Dajiang and his sister.
After I put on my shoes, I came to the sofa. After sitting down, I sighed and said, "There should be no problem. She told me that she will go back to school in the next two days."
An Lan sighed softly and said: "You! You take care of everything, how can you take care of it!"
I smiled bitterly, hugged her over, held her in my arms and said, "Then what can I do? It's quite annoying for me to see Chen Dajiang in such a stateless state every day!"
"He is such an old man, is it possible that I can't enlighten his sister?"
"He is just a big boss. He is always hitting and scolding him. If he confronts Chen Miao like this, even I, Chen Miao, will be annoyed."
"Then how did you make her obedient? Let me tell you."
I smiled and said, "Hasn't she always been a member of society? I thought of Huang Li, and then I took her to Huang Li's bar and heard Huang Li talk about some of her past things."
"that's all?"
"Yes, her mind is not bad, she just needs someone to point her in the right direction."
"Then can you enlighten me?" An Lan said to me suddenly.
"Do you still need some guidance?"
She suddenly sat up from my arms, sighed and said, "I'm going crazy from being tortured by your baby girl."