After reading this update posted by Li Yuchen, I was a little confused.
It stands to reason that after Su Tao posted such a video to clarify, there is no need for him to post such a message again, and there is no need to bring trouble to himself.
What exactly is Li Yuchen thinking?
An Lan had already taken back the phone, and then said to me apologetically: "It was my fault, I shouldn't have doubted you. I have known you for so many years, and I should have known what kind of person you are."
I shook my head and said, "No, you are right to doubt this. If you don't doubt it, it just means you don't care about me."
After a short pause, I continued: "If this kind of thing happened to you, I might be more suspicious than you."
"Anyway, this matter is over, let's not mention it again, okay?"
"Um."
"You should have a good rest and try not to talk. You are still in a very weak state."
"Last sentence, how long have I been asleep?"
"I sent you to the hospital last night and you slept all night."
"Where are Xiaoman and the others?"
"I sent Xiaoman to kindergarten, Aunt Wang took care of Yangyang at home, and Li Ruixue also went to school."
"Okay, you should go and take a rest. It seems to me that you didn't sleep all night last night."
"I'm fine. Stop talking and take a rest."
I stopped talking and just looked at her like this. I will never get tired of watching her for the rest of my life.
"Why are you looking at me? You can rest by yourself!" She saw me staring at her and said to me again.
"I see you are still resting, please let me watch for a while, I'm afraid..."
An Lan interrupted me before I could continue: "Look, don't say those words."
"Sit closer to me, okay?"
"Um."
She moved the chair next to my hospital bed, almost touching it.
I grabbed her hand again, stroked it gently, and said, "An Lan, I know you don't want to hear me say this, but what I say next is very important."
An Lan probably knew what I was going to say. She didn't speak, she just lowered her head and looked a little unhappy.
I looked at her, hesitated for a while, and then said: "I have to leave this disease, and I feel that that day is getting closer... So, after I leave, you don't have to be sad, you can
Find a man who is good to you and your children...and the company. If you don't want to take care of it, don't take care of it. After I am discharged from the hospital, I will hire a professional manager to manage it on my behalf.
In addition, after I leave, there is no need for a grand funeral... Just inform my friends to come and see me off. What I am most worried about now is you and the child..."
An Lan finally interrupted me and said, "Can you please stop talking? You are fine now, why are you talking about this!"
"I'm just afraid that one day suddenly..."
"No, I've asked the doctor. Although your situation is not very optimistic at the moment, it can still improve if you insist on recuperation and a regular diet."
I know this is just An Lan comforting me. I know my own situation very well, and I have gone to the hospital for consultation more than once.
But she doesn’t want me to continue talking, so I won’t talk anymore to avoid making her sad again.
"Okay, okay, I won't say it anymore, and I won't say it again."
"You have to listen to me when you go back and leave the company alone."
"Um."
"Go to bed early and get up early every day. I will cook every meal for you myself."
"That's not necessary, Aunt Wang can do it."
"I've asked the doctor, you can't eat anything too greasy later, and it's best to just add salt. Aunt Wang usually has to clean the house and cook for us, so how can she have so much time to cook a meal for you alone?
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"Okay, whatever you say is whatever it is, I'll listen to you."
An Lan fell silent again. I didn't want to be silent. I always felt too deserted. At this time, I was very afraid of this kind of desertedness.
So I said to her again: "By the way, do Gao Sheng and others know about my affairs?"
"I don't know. I didn't tell them. Should I tell them?"
"Let's not talk about it for now. The company's situation is not stable recently. If we talk about it, it may have some impact."
"Look, look... I just told you not to worry about the company anymore, and you didn't listen, right?"
"Okay, okay, I'll listen, I'll listen."
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An Lan stayed with me in the ward the whole day. She was very sleepy, but because she was awake, she kept herself awake.
Until evening, Aunt Wang brought Xiaoman, Yangyang and Li Ruixue to the ward.
Xiao Man threw himself on my hospital bed and asked me with a milky voice: "Dad, are you feeling better?"
I reached out and touched her hair and said with a smile: "Dad is fine, Xiaoman is not worried anymore."
"Yeah! Dad is fine... Then dad, when can you go home?"
"I'll be able to go home and be with Xiaoman soon."
"Very good!"
An Lan then took Xiaoman away from me and said to her: "Xiaoman, don't lie on daddy, stand next to me."
"oh."
"Uncle Chen, are you okay?" Li Ruixue asked me immediately.
I looked at her, shook my head and said with a smile: "It's okay, I made you worry."
Li Ruixue turned to An Lan and said, "Auntie, you go back to eat first. I'm watching Uncle Chen in the hospital."
"It's okay, I'll just go downstairs to eat later."
I immediately said to An Lan: "Listen to the child and go back to eat and take a bath first."
Even Aunt Wang said to An Lan: "Yes An Lan, the family has prepared food, and you have been here all day and night. You might as well go back and take a shower and change clothes."
An Lan hesitated for a while, then touched Li Ruixue's head and said, "Well, Ruixue, please look at Uncle Chen. If anything happens, just call me. I'll be here in a moment."
"Okay, Auntie."
Before leaving, An Lan told me again, asking me to talk less and have a good rest, and then left with Aunt Wang and the others.
Xiaoman didn't leave, she stayed with Li Ruixue.
"Dad, today the teacher taught us how to write the names of our parents." As soon as An Lan and the others left, Xiao Man said to me happily.
"Then can you write?"
"Yes, yes, dad, I will write it for you to read."
As she said that, she took out a notebook and pen from her schoolbag, and then wrote down An Lan's and mine's names one stroke at a time.
An Lan's "LAN" character was a bit difficult to write, but Xiaoman still finished it, although the writing was a bit crooked.
Xiaoman is my pistachio now. It seems that as long as she is by my side, no matter how painful or uncomfortable I am, I can no longer feel the pain.
This little guy was simply photographed by God to save me. She healed me and made me no longer afraid of death.
Once upon a time, I always thought that death was far away from me, but now I realize that it is so easy to lose life.
But I know that this is just common sense. Birth, aging, illness and death are inevitable in life.
However, when I think about never seeing my lovely daughter and the woman I love again, I still feel great sadness in my heart.
At this moment, I was really tired and my heart was finally overwhelmed.
Perhaps, the value of life is a process of constant experience and constant redefinition.
Fate is always so cruel, it seems that it can always play our lives in the palm of our hands easily.