"Am I so useless? Am I so worthless? Is it..." I murmured, my face kept burrowing into her arms.
"Why are you so fragile all of a sudden? This is not like you!" An Lan said softly while stroking my head.
"Hold me tight...I can't hold on to anything. I'm afraid you will leave me too..."
"What are you talking about?" An Lan held my head tightly with both hands and said softly, "Don't worry, I won't leave you. We will be together forever."
"Hold me tight...Hold me tight..." I murmured, burying my face deeply in her fragrant arms.
An Lan smiled softly and said angrily: "Why are you becoming more and more like a child..."
As she spoke, she pressed my head tightly into her chest, stretched out her hand and patted my back as if comforting a child.
She just hugged me tighter!
"Fool...fool, fool..." She murmured, but her breath was already tight.
I looked up at her and said, "Can you please take it off?"
An Lan looked down at me, turned his face away in embarrassment, and said softly, "Yeah."
She bit her lower lip lightly, embarrassed to look at me, and turned her face to one side.
After taking it off, I threw her down...
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When I woke up the next day, it was already past ten in the morning.
My head is still a little heavy, but my body has recovered and my spirit has recovered.
An Lan was no longer around. I sat up and leaned my back against the head of the bed. After a while, I got out of bed, put on my clothes and went downstairs.
Aunt Wang was cleaning the living room. When she saw me, she said to me: "Boss Chen, An Lan asked me to tell you that she went to the company and asked you to rest more at home...I will go and heat breakfast for you."
I waved my hand to her and said, "Don't bother Aunt Wang, I want to go out."
We agreed to go to the hospital to see Huang Li today, but it's almost noon now.
I put on my shoes, picked up the car keys, went out, and then drove to Southwest Hospital.
After arriving at the hospital, I called Huang Li's husband and told her that I was already at the hospital gate.
After waiting at the gate for a while, he came.
Huang Li's husband is a man who looks very artistic. Even though he is in his forties, he has a handsome appearance and is dressed in a very artistic style.
But with the naked eye, you can see that he is haggard, much more haggard than the last time I saw him, and his whole person seems to have aged all of a sudden.
There were many people in Southwest Hospital, but I still recognized him at a glance.
I followed him to the inpatient building, and he said to me along the way: "Mr. Chen, I haven't told Lily that you are here. When she goes there and she sees you, you must not tell her that I told you."
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I smiled and said, "If you hadn't told me, how could I have known it?"
He was stunned for a moment, and then said: "Then just say that you asked me why she was not in the store, and then I told you."
"Well, tell the truth, it's okay, she won't blame you."
I met Huang Li in one of the wards on the fifth floor of the inpatient department.
She was lying on the hospital bed with no complexion, her hair had fallen out due to chemotherapy.
When she saw me, she was very surprised and froze there.
Although I felt sad to see her like this, I still walked to her bedside with a smile.
"You...why are you here?" She looked at me and asked in surprise.
After saying that, she looked at her husband standing next to her.
Her husband immediately lowered his head and murmured: "Mr. Chen came to the store yesterday and saw that you were not there, so he asked me..."
"Didn't I tell you? What happened to you if you didn't tell him?" Huang Li immediately blamed him.
Then I said, "Sister Li, don't blame me. It was because I kept asking him that he told me."
Huang Li seemed to not want me to see her like this, so she hurriedly said to her husband: "Where's the hat? Where's my hat?"
Her husband hurriedly found a hat and put it on her. I smiled again and said to her, "It's okay, you are beautiful no matter what."
Mr. Huang Li said at this time: "Then you guys chat, I'll go to the cafeteria to see what I'm going to eat today."
With that said, her husband left the ward.
I then sat next to the hospital bed, kept looking at Huang Li, forced a smile and said, "Sister Li, why did you just lie down? This is not like your style!"
Even though Huang Li was like this, she still said calmly: "What's wrong? Isn't it just a minor illness? What's the matter?"
"Yes, it's just a minor illness. It's okay. It will pass in a while."
"Don't talk about me, let's talk about you. How are you doing during this time? Are you very busy?"
I shrugged and said, "I'm not busy at all. I just have a lot of trivial things to do."
"It's better to be busy. You should be busy at your age. How is An Lan?"
"Good."
"That's good. Where is your child? Do you have a photo? Show it to me."
I immediately took out my phone, pulled out the photos of Xiaoman and Yangyang, and handed the phone to Huang Li.
She took the phone and looked at it carefully, with a bright smile on her face.
She said: "Your daughter looks very much like you, as if she was carved from the same mold."
"That's what they say, but I think she looks like her mother."
"Are you in first grade now?"
"Not yet, it will be available in the second half of the year."
"It's good. You are stable now. It's great!" She sighed, and then handed the phone back to me.
I kept looking at her and said, "Sister Li, how long have you been sick?"
"Soon, oh, it's okay, why are you talking about me again? Keep talking about yours... I feel that you are more energetic this time than before, and your health is much better."
"Yes, I..." I paused and said, "I didn't tell you that I had stomach cancer before."
Huang Li was stunned and frowned: "Is it okay now?"
"Well, it's almost the same. It's not over yet. Now I insist on drinking Chinese medicine every day."
After a pause, I said again: "Look, I've survived cancer, so you have to work harder!"
Huang Li smiled bitterly and said, "I have leukemia, which is different from yours."
"Leukemia is not a terminal disease. It's fine and will be cured."
Huang Li smiled again and said, "Do you know how my mother left?"
My heart sank: "Is it also because of leukemia?"
"Well, it runs in our family."
"Then...then why wasn't it treated earlier?"
"It can't be cured. My parents took me to many hospitals when I was a child, but they couldn't completely cure it. I could only rely on medicine... But my disease is not acute and will not happen suddenly."
"Wouldn't it be possible to replace the bone marrow?"
"No," Huang Li said calmly, and then said with a smile, "Oh, it's really okay, this is my life."
"Your husband doesn't know this yet, does he?"
"He doesn't know. He always thought it could be cured. I know he has been thinking of a way. Did he ask you to borrow money?"
I was stunned for a moment, shook my head quickly and said, "No."
Huang Li smiled and said: "You don't have to cover it up for him. I know he must have asked you to borrow money. Don't borrow money. My disease can't be cured by getting bone marrow."
"Then you can give it a try!"
"My mother is an example. She also suffered from bone marrow, wouldn't she still be gone?"
"Then go to a bigger hospital. I don't believe it. My stomach cancer can be cured."
"As I said, we are different," Huang Li said with a long breath, "Okay, I don't want to talk about this, let's talk about something happy, okay?"
I still feel uncomfortable in my heart. It is difficult for me to accept that such a friend has left this world.
In my silence, Huang Li suddenly sat up and said to me: "Chen Feng, can you take me somewhere?"