"Help me up first and talk while walking." She said and sat up, as if it was a bit difficult.
I quickly reached out to support her and said, "You're like this, just stay in the hospital and don't leave."
"No, I hate the smell of the hospital. I have lived here for almost half a month. I really want to go out... please!" She looked at me with her aggrieved eyes and said.
"Does the doctor allow you to go out?"
"It's not allowed. I'm asking you to take me out secretly. Don't worry, it's okay. I've finished my chemotherapy today, and I'm in good condition now."
I hesitated for a while and then said to her: "Why don't you go for a walk downstairs in the hospital? Don't go too far. You are still so weak now."
"I'm really fine. I really don't want to be in the hospital anymore. Can I promise you? If I feel like there's something wrong, we'll come back as soon as possible."
I was in a dilemma. I wanted to agree to her, but I was also worried about her health.
After a moment of silence, he had no choice but to say to her: "Then tell your husband and let him come along."
"No, I'll just call her later. She's been too tired these days. Let her take a nap."
I really couldn't resist her, and she acted coquettishly towards me, so I finally had to compromise.
Huang Li immediately changed out of her hospital gown, found a very fashionable jacket in the cabinet, put on high heels, and even wanted to put on makeup.
I stopped her: "Stop putting on makeup, you look good like this."
"What does it look like? There's no color on the face at all. It's so ugly."
As she said that, she took out a lipstick from her cosmetic bag and said, "Then I'll just put on some lipstick."
I watched from the side. After she finished applying lipstick, she still put on the beautiful bag and a cute hat. She looked like a normal person.
"Okay, let's go."
I looked at her and smiled, then took her out of the ward.
When passing by the nurse's desk, she pulled down the brim of her hat for fear of being recognized by the nurse.
It wasn't until she successfully entered the elevator that she breathed a sigh of relief and then smiled all over her face.
But I couldn't help laughing. Seeing her like this made me feel even sadder.
After getting in the car, she entered an address into my mobile phone's navigation and asked me to go here.
I looked at the distance. It wasn't that far, but I wanted to know why she went to such a place.
I asked her: "What are you doing here?"
"You'll know when you get there. Let's drive. I'll give Qiu An a call."
Only then did I remember that her husband had the same surname as hers, Huang Qiu'an.
After the call was connected, Huang Li said to her husband: "Hey, Qiu An, you can go home and sleep. You haven't had a good rest in the past few days. I asked Chen Feng to take me out."
"It's okay, I'm in good condition now, don't worry."
"Well, I'll go back to the hospital soon so I can call you when I get back."
After she hung up the phone, I asked her: "Did your husband allow you to go out?"
Huang Li curled her lips and said, "She's not too willing, but she loves me. No matter what I do, she will follow me."
"Your husband is very kind to you."
"Well, he is very nice, but it's a pity...I couldn't give him a child." Huang Li said, suddenly letting out a heavy sigh.
I comforted him again: "Actually, you don't have to be so desperate. Leukemia can really be cured, and I believe you can be cured."
Huang Li smiled again and said, "Chen Feng, let's not talk about my illness from now on, okay?"
I glanced at her, and I could relate to her, because I was once on the verge of despair, and I didn't want to talk about my illness with the people around me.
I smiled at her and nodded.
Huang Li was really happy, and there was no trace of sadness in her at all. She even opened the car window and took a deep breath.
“The air outside smells so good!”
"Well, it's spring now, and there are birds singing and flowers blooming everywhere."
"I have been in the hospital for more than half a month, and I have really had enough. You don't know that the person in the same ward as me also has a blood disease. He just left a few days ago... He is not very old, only in his twenties, even I haven’t had a girlfriend yet... We were chatting before, and he said he liked painting and wanted to be a painter like Picasso, and he even painted a portrait for me..."
When Huang Li said this, his eyes were bright.
But as she spoke, she fell silent again, and then sighed: "Why do you think there are so many unfortunate people?"
"You know what? I thought about this problem a lot when I was sick, and I was even a little depressed for a while."
"Why didn't you tell me about your stomach cancer?" She turned to look at me and asked.
I smiled and said, "Didn't you tell me about your leukemia? Even when I called you during the Spring Festival, you didn't tell me either."
Huang Li pursed her lips and said, "Why did we start talking about illness again just now...forget it, let's change the topic!"
She paused and then said, "Sing me a song!"
"I sing?"
"Yes! I haven't heard you sing for a long time."
I smiled bitterly and said, "It's not like you don't know that I'm tone-deaf."
"It's okay, I want to hear you sing."
With her look like this, of course I was satisfied with whatever she said, so she nodded and said, "Okay, what song did you say you wanted to listen to?"
"Let me think about it!" She paused and then said, "Let's sing Jay Chou's "The Promised Happiness". Can you sing it?"
"Aren't you making things difficult for me? Jay's songs are too difficult."
"It's okay, just sing. No matter how well you sing, I want to hear it."
"Haha, you have to have an accompaniment. I can't sing a cappella."
Huang Li immediately picked up her phone, found the accompaniment of the song in the music software, and started playing it.
I also sang along with the accompaniment. I don’t like singing, but I like listening to songs.
Jay Chou's songs have been with me throughout my youth, so of course I can sing them.
Although I didn't sing well, Huang Li still listened quietly and shook her head, looking like she was enjoying it.
Until the whole song was sung, Huang Li still looked like she was still unfinished.
"Isn't it hard to hear?" I said.
"What are you talking about? I don't think it sounds unpleasant. As long as the emotion is in place when singing, I don't pay much attention to technique."
"I haven't heard you sing for a long time.
"Would you like me to sing a song for you to listen to?"
"I want to, but goodbye, you are like this now..."
She hurriedly interrupted me and said, "What's wrong with me looking like this? Let me tell you, I'm in better shape now than at any time."
I smiled again and said, "Then if you think it's okay, just sing a quieter song."
Huang Li nodded and searched in her phone.
After a while, she said to me: "This is the song! A new song I listened to recently is "Take Me Far Away" sung by Huang Xiaoyun."