In my silence, Huang Li said to me again: "It's not surprising that you feel this way, because of An Lan, right?"
"I don't know, maybe!"
After a pause, I continued: "Just half a month ago, a man named Sean came to my door and said he wanted to take An Lan away. I started to worry."
"Who is this guy?"
So I told Sean's identity and his purpose.
Huang Li also frowned after hearing this, and was silent for a while before saying, "Perhaps you already knew that this day would come, right?"
Let me tell you, Huang Li really understands me.
Although this Sean just appeared, I had already had a premonition about it.
Because An Lan and I are not on the same class level, even though I have some success now, in An Lan's previous circle, I am nothing now.
Sean was right what he said that day. If he wanted to deal with me, it would be easier than squeezing an ant to death.
I knew this day would come sooner or later, but I never thought it would happen in this way.
Huang Li said to me again: "Chen Feng, I think you should believe An Lan. Anyway, as a woman, I basically know all the women who have appeared around you in the past few years. Only An Lan I think she is sincere to you... She is for
You have given up so much. No, I shouldn’t say giving up, but choosing. Her choice is you."
I smiled and said, "Yes, I also believe that she will not leave me, but you know, I have always been very scared."
"Then do something that doesn't make you afraid. When you truly become a person that others need to look up to, will all this still be scary to you?"
I shook my head. The reason why I am afraid now is indeed due to my own lack of confidence and the difference between classes.
"So, you have to work harder to make yourself less afraid. I believe you can do it, because from the day I met you, I knew that you would not be ordinary in the future."
I smiled, looked at the high-speed train that just passed by, and said, "But I just want to be an ordinary person, but life makes me go upstream."
She patted my shoulder again and said, "Okay, don't talk about this anymore. I know you are also upset about this. Please walk with me again."
"Are you feeling well?"
"fine."
So I walked forward with her again, just like walking, aimlessly...
Ever since I met Huang Li, although she is two years younger than me, she has always been like my life mentor.
Even now, she is still pointing the way for me.
How could I let such a friend go?
From this moment on, I made a decision: I had to find a hospital that could treat her disease, no matter how much money it cost, I would go to her.
I didn't say these words because I knew she wouldn't agree if I did.
We continued walking for a while, until she said she was tired, and then we returned to the car.
But on the way back to the hospital, Huang Li said nothing and did not look out the car window.
She closed her eyes and kept leaning on the seat. I didn't know that she felt uncomfortable from time to time.
I speeded up the car and returned to Southwest Hospital.
Just after I stopped the car, Huang Li opened her eyes and said to me: "Chen Feng, thank you today!"
"Why are you thanking me? As long as you are happy, if you are not feeling well, I will take you back to the ward."
She shook her head and said, "I'm fine. You don't need to go back to the ward with me. I'll go up by myself."
"It's okay. I'll send you up. I'm not worried if you do this."
"Can you listen to me? I hope to leave a good impression on you. If you are really worried, can I send you a WeChat message after I return to the ward?"
I don't know why she insisted on not letting me send her back to the ward, but she insisted on it and I had no choice but to agree.
She looked at me again, smiled, and said, "I also want to tell you something."
"you say."
"After I die..."
"What are you talking about? Don't talk about whether you will die or not. You are living well."
"Listen to me," she paused, then continued, "I know it's hard for you to accept, but you have to accept it... I don't want the friends around me to cry. You know, I have always been an optimistic person.
Man, my urn must be colored... Also, you are not allowed to cry that day, and you are not allowed to wear black and white clothes. Dress up in a cheerful manner... It is best to play some of my favorite songs at my funeral.
Leave happily."
"Can you please stop saying that? I beg you!"
She smiled, waved to me, and looked at me hard.
It seems like this look lasts forever.
Seeing me getting out of the car, she pointed at me again and said with a serious face: "Don't follow me! If you follow me, I will be angry and I will cry for you..."
"Sister Li..."
She smiled at me again, made a smile gesture with her hand on her mouth, and said, "Keep smiling, I hope you will all be happy."
I could only stand there and watch her jump towards the elevator entrance.
Until her figure completely disappeared in front of my eyes, I felt my eyes were moist.
I really don't want the people around me to leave me anymore. I hope they can live healthy and just live.
Standing there, I was stunned for a long time before I came back to my senses. I quickly took out my mobile phone and called Mr. Wu.
However, since there is no signal in the Miao Village, I was not in the service area when I called.
I don’t know when Mr. Wu will come to town, and I can’t wait any longer, so I decided to take Huang Li to the Miao Village with me tomorrow and let Mr. Wu see if her condition can be treated with traditional Chinese medicine.
This may be the only hope, because I was pulled back from the hell gate by Mr. Wu.
At this time, I received a WeChat message from Huang Li.
She told me that she had returned to the ward, and told me not to worry, that she would receive treatment well, and also sent me a "smile" emoticon.
Looking at this smiling expression, I couldn't laugh at all.
I just feel that it is too difficult, as if even living has become a luxury.
What else is there to look forward to?
The cell phone rang suddenly, it was An Lan calling.
After sorting out my emotions, I answered the phone: "Hello, An Lan."
"Don't you have a home?"
"No, I'll be back soon."
"Well, Chen Min has given me the news. Let's talk about it when we get back."
"good."
I responded, hung up the phone, started the car, and left the hospital parking garage.
On the way back, I was still thinking about Huang Li's condition, and I didn't know if it would be okay after seeing Mr. Wu.
And is she willing to go to a place so far away with me for medical treatment?
Thinking about these things, I returned home soon.
An Lan was playing with Yangyang in the living room. This child was also strange. He was almost two years old but could not speak yet.
And now even my parents shout less. When I go to the hospital, the doctor says it’s nothing, but as a parent, I have to worry!
At this moment, An Lan was guiding him to speak, and even bought a toy to guide the child to speak.
After seeing me come back, An Lan asked me: "Where have you been?"
"Went to the hospital."
"What's wrong with you? You didn't feel well after drinking last night? I told you to stop drinking, but you didn't listen..." An Lan immediately expressed concern.
I walked up to her, smiled and said, "I'm fine. I just went to see Huang Li. She's sick."
"Huang Li?" An Lan was stunned, and then asked in confusion, "What's wrong with her?"
"leukemia."
"Ah?! How could this happen?"
I sighed softly and said: "I don't understand if it's hereditary. Anyway, her current state is too annoying... I plan to take her to Miao Village tomorrow to give Mr. Wu a look."
An Lan also kept frowning and said worriedly: "This is too worrying, how could this happen?"
I forced a smile and said, "Let's not talk about this, let's talk about Chen Min? What did she say when she called? Do we have any chance of winning this lawsuit?"