At this moment, I cannot use words to describe my mood at this moment.
There was a moment when I felt particularly calm, and then I thought of the past half year, as if I had been in a dark hell, waiting for that glimmer of light.
Looking at the beam of light shining through the dark clouds in the distant sky, I suddenly felt extremely sad.
The sad thing is that if she was not dead, why didn't she tell me?
Even if there is a reason for her, why can't she even tell me?
Do I exist in her heart?
I missed her so much that I suffered from depression and almost committed suicide!
But now, I have almost come out of her shadow, and now she comes to tell me that she is still alive and still controlling everything behind the scenes.
How could I figure it out? How could I figure it out?
With trembling fingers, I took out the cigarette and lit it, and took a few puffs, trying to calm down my emotions.
But no matter how hard I tried to calm down, I couldn't calm down.
Jiang He seemed to see through my thoughts, and he said to me again: "Do you find it difficult to accept it? Because she is still alive, but she has been hiding it from you, and there is not even any news that she is still alive."
I was silent, then smiled bitterly and said: "I'm not sad, she's fine. I just want to make sure, is she really still alive? How did you know?"
"I didn't know it at the beginning, and I didn't think about investing in you at that time, because I never thought about getting a share of the Internet. I've made enough money in this life, and I'm not that greedy.
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After a slight pause, he continued: "An Lan found me. We have known each other before. I also told you that I have overseas cooperation projects with An's Group. In fact, she found me when I signed the contract with An Lan.
And she told me a lot of information. From that time on, she already knew that you were deceived by Sun Xiaojie and Jiang Feng."
I was so shocked that I stared at the river and was speechless for a long time.
In my silence, Jiang He said again: "Actually, most of everything that happened in the past six months was because of An Lan. At this point, everything was controlled by An Lan. She knew that if she directly told you that Sun Xiaoxiao had a problem, you wouldn't believe it.
I had no choice but to use this method to show her true colors."
My emotions were close to collapse, but I tried my best to endure it. I wanted to cry, but at least I couldn't cry in front of Jiang He.
I picked up the tea cup with trembling hands and took a sip of tea before finally saying with a trembling voice: "I don't know what to say now. My mood is very complicated. Do you understand?"
"I can understand. An Lan also told me that when I tell you these things, you will be surprised and confused, but she believes that you can make the right judgment."
I sighed heavily and asked him again: "Then where is she now?"
"I don't know, we've never met."
"Then how are you sure she is still alive?"
Jiang He was silent for a while, then took out his phone, clicked on the screen a few times, and then handed the phone to me.
I grabbed my phone and watched the video above. If the person in the video was not An Lan, who could it be?
She cut her long hair short, and although there was no makeup on her face, she was still very delicate.
She was the only one in the video, and she was still so confident and calm facing the camera.
"Chen Feng, I think you will be very surprised when you see this video! I don't know how to explain all this to you, but what I want to say is that in our lives there will always be
There are many unexpected things happening, including what is happening to us now. I did not expect it to turn into what it is now.
Yes, I am still alive, or I have always been alive. Maybe it was God’s will. After I fell into the sea in Sanya, I was saved by a passing fishing boat. No one thought that I would survive after being in a coma for two days.
Come here, I wanted to come to you as soon as possible.
But as you know, I was framed by Min Wenbin. I had to know what methods they used to frame me, and I also had to figure out what would happen when they knew I was dead. So, I made a major decision.
Just to let everyone know that I am dead, so that I can have more time and opportunity to understand the internal affairs of the An family.
Finally, I hope you can understand me, and I hope you don’t hold grudges against me. I know that your life has not been very good in the past six months. There have been several times when I almost couldn’t bear to come out to see you. Please forgive me. I can’t see anyone.
including you.
When the time comes, I will naturally appear in front of you, but now is not the time, so please understand me."
After watching the entire video, I felt mixed emotions, indescribable feelings and depression.
But in an instant I became very calm again. For no reason, as I said before, it’s good that she is still alive. This is better than anything else.
But the pain in my heart is also real, because I can't understand that she didn't even tell me such an important thing to Jiang He.
What does this mean? Maybe she never cared about me in her heart, all she cared about was her An Group.
There is a kind of pain that breaks my heart.
At this moment, I couldn't hold it any longer and covered my face and cried bitterly!
While I was crying bitterly, Jiang He didn't say a word and just smoked lightly beside me, as if all this had nothing to do with him.
Yes, what does it have to do with him?
I always thought that we were very good friends, but now I realize that I was wrong. It was only because of An Lan.
But I hate An Lan, I hate her for not telling me that she has been alive, I hate her for being so selfish and not showing up during my most painful period.
Even if she is worried that I will expose her fake death, then she would rather believe Jiang He than me. What else can this mean?
Maybe in her heart, the group is more important than anything else. I can understand that, after all, there are many people like me.
Crying, crying, I laughed again because she is still alive. Isn't this what I have been looking forward to happening the most?
But this huge news seemed to take away all my time, and I didn't even know how to face her in the future.
I'm really heartbroken
What I have is a kind of pain that I cannot tell others about.
Because no one has ever been able to truly understand what kind of feelings I place on An Lan.
I didn't expect that I originally came to Jiang He to confirm who could be trusted between him and Sun Xiaojie, but I didn't expect that he would tell me such huge news.
Now it's self-evident who I should believe, even though I'm really in pain right now.
I didn't talk to Jiang He anymore, and I wasn't in the mood to stay here any longer. I needed to go to a place where no one was around to vent my feelings.
After leaving Jiang He's residence, I took a taxi directly back to my residence, and then bought a bottle of liquor and two bags of Drunken Peanuts from a convenience store outside the community.
At this moment, I desperately longed for alcohol to numb me and stop me from thinking about so many bad things.
When I got home, before I could sit down, my cell phone rang.
The call was from Chen Min. As soon as I answered the call, she said to me in an excited tone: "Chen Feng, I have great good news to tell you. I have confirmed that An Lan is still alive. She just contacted me.