My heart began to beat wildly, and my blood seemed to have no time to supply oxygen to my brain, so I was completely blank, and I didn’t know what words to say as our opening remarks six months later.
In the silence, her voice came again from the phone: "I know you are feeling very complicated right now. I struggled for a long time before calling you. I don't know how to tell you all this."
Just for a moment, there were many things I wanted to say in my mind, but in the end I just asked her: "How are you?"
"I am fine, and you?"
"Thanks to you, I'm fine too."
"Chen Feng"
"So you know that my name is Chen Feng. I won't say much else. I just want to ask, why did you lie to me for so long?"
"I can't explain these things to you for a while."
"Then tell me where you are. I will come to you from all over the world. Please tell me clearly in front of me!" My tone was very serious, which was a sign of my anger.
"You should know by now what I have been doing during the six months since I disappeared. I don't want to tell you this now."
"Okay, then don't talk about it. You can continue to keep your mystery. I don't want to explore it anymore. You are lucky that you are not dead."
After a short pause, I smiled and said to her: "I forgot to tell you. I have almost forgotten you in the past six months, so let's do it! I don't want to see you again in the future."
"Why?"
I laugh
"Do you still need why? Do you know how the hell I got here in the past six months? I imagined you were alive again and again. I even went to Sanya to look for you, but there was no news about you. I know now,
The strange account that has been sending me messages before is you! You have been observing me in the dark. You know that I am living in such a miserable life, why are you not willing to tell me the truth? "
As I said that, I gave another wry smile and said, "What's wrong? Are you afraid that I will tell others the news that you are still alive? Or is it that in An Lan's heart, the fate of your An Group is greater than anything else?"
She was silent, and I continued in her silence: "I hate you An Lan. You haven't done what a girlfriend should do at all. I don't care what your reasons are. In short, the moment you are out of danger
, you should tell me that you are really cold-blooded."
"I know, it's my fault. I should have told you right away, but I"
"Stop talking, don't say anything, just leave it like that! I have fallen in love with someone else now, and I have broken up with you."
An Lan didn't speak anymore. I wanted to say something, but in the end I didn't say another word.
After I hung up the phone, I remembered what I wanted to ask her: Have you ever truly loved me in all this time?
That's all, from now on I will definitely live a good life and won't be sad for anyone anymore.
The person I am now is no longer the Chen Feng I was six months ago. What I have now will definitely bring me happiness.
As long as I don't think about her, she will eventually be forgotten from my world just like the millions of dreams I have had.
I hate her, but I still want to be a good person. I hope that no man will appear in the future to hurt her like she hurt me.
I turned off my phone, lay on the bed, closed my eyes and didn't want to think about anything.
But after I closed my eyes, some people and some pictures entered my mind recklessly.
It made me feel painful, and then I fell asleep in this pain.
I had a dream in which I never knew An Lan, or even Huang Li, Liang Jing, Sun Xiaojie, and Xiao Wei
In the dream, I never even went to college. After graduating from high school, I stayed in the small county where I lived.
I opened a grocery store, selling snacks, cigarettes, and all kinds of firewood, rice, oil, and salt.
I have no female friends, but I live a happy life every day. After closing the store, I go to the Internet cafe to play two games every day. I occasionally go to the Foot Washing City for a massage, and I also meet up with friends to play cards and drink.
After waking up, I felt a little reluctant to leave. I really wish I could live such a normal life, a life that doesn't require much money.
Is that kind of simple happiness really impossible to find again?
I sat in front of the windowsill in the early morning, with a cigarette in my mouth, watching the cleaners in the community downstairs cursing by the pool. I didn’t know who drank too much vomit by the pool last night.
And the old man who practices Tai Chi is still practicing Tai Chi in the same place, as well as those walking dogs and jogging in the morning.
Everything is so real, and this world will not change in any way because of someone's troubles.
After washing, I gathered my emotions and went out. No matter what happened, life must go on.
I can't stay in Sun Xiaoxiao's company anymore, but before I leave, I want to do what I should do so that I can have a solid career.
After arriving at the company, I called Gao Sheng into my office and told him to inform other colleagues in the company that those who are willing to join me should submit their resignations now.
I knew that Sun Xiaoxiao would know about my big move soon, but I didn't expect that she would know about it so quickly.
Only an hour later, Sun Xiaojie came to the company and rushed directly into my office.
"Chen Feng, what do you mean? Would you still rather believe Jiang He than me? Have I ever wronged you in all this time?"
Faced with Sun Xiaojie's excited tone, I seemed extremely calm. I lit a cigarette slowly and slowly, and then said: "Sun Xiaojie, the matter is over, there is no need for you to continue to pretend in front of me."
Sun Xiaoxiao's expression suddenly became serious, and then he said: "What am I pretending to do? Chen Feng, please explain clearly to me."
"If you want me to be more clear, I would like to ask you why you want to use me?"
"Why don't you believe me?"
I smiled bitterly, then stood up, looked at her with the same attitude as Sun Xiaojie, and said: "Sun Xiaojie, please listen to me clearly. I, Chen Feng, am not stupid. I trust you too much, but trust is like a knife. In addition to using it to warm me, you can also use it to poke me!"
Sun Xiaojie was probably frightened by my momentum. She instinctively took two steps back and said with a guilty conscience: "I just want to know why you would rather believe Jiang He than me? What did I do wrong? ?”
"Stop pretending, okay? You make me feel sick!"
"Okay, Chen Feng, you have the guts, you really have the guts! Just wait for me."
After saying that, she glared at me fiercely, then slammed the door and left.
Then I heard her shouting outside: "Everyone, listen to me! I know that most of you want to follow this bastard Chen Feng and leave the company, but I just want to say one thing, I, Sun Xiaojie, don't I've treated you all badly! If you want to leave, I can't stop you, but I also hope that some people are willing to stay. For those who stay, I will give each of you a salary increase of 2,000. And for those who insist on leaving, don't blame me, Sun Xiaoxiao, for being ruthless! "
I don't know why Sun Xiaoxiao said such words in front of so many people in the company. Maybe she was really anxious. She knew that once I took away a large number of employees, her company would collapse.
And I am not in a hurry at all, because I have made the most correct judgment!?