I know she doesn't want to make it so difficult for me.
She knew that An Lan was still alive, so she didn't want me to be so entangled.
Just now, she was smiling when she came in, but after I said that An Lan was still alive, her expression obviously changed.
And I noticed that she had obviously dressed up specially today, with exquisite make-up. She seemed to have had her hair done specially and put on a light blue skirt.
She is beautiful, as beautiful as a flower.
It’s not that I don’t understand this sentence, but I find it so difficult.
If, I said if, I didn't get the news that An Lan was still alive, maybe I would be with her regardless of everything.
I asked her to come to my house tonight just to tell her about this, but who would have thought that someone would come out of nowhere and tell me that An Lan was still alive?
In silence, Huang Li said to me again: "There is no need to worry about what you did in such a state. Go find An Lan! Go find An Lan."
She said three times in a row that she should go find An Lan. Without saying a word, her expression would become even more gloomy than the last sentence.
I felt like my five-flavor bottle had been knocked over. Why did An Lan appear at this time?
I feel like God is trying to get in trouble with me, Chen Feng, fuck me!
I smiled bitterly, and my eyes became moist as I smiled bitterly.
Huang Li hugged me gently again, then leaned into my ear and whispered: "Don't be so entangled, it's not a big deal. Anyway, I'm not a virgin anymore, so just go to sleep."
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Although I couldn't see her expression, I could feel her voice was a little hoarse. I wanted to see if she was crying.
But she didn't let me look. She still hugged me tightly and continued: "Stop drinking so much. What's the point of abusing yourself? You have to be good."
I don't know how long it took before she finally let go of me and smiled at me.
I finally saw her face, it was so brilliant, there were stars and sea in her eyes.
After a brief look at each other, she turned to look out the window, and then said to me: "Look at the sky outside, how beautiful it is!"
I followed her gaze mechanically and looked at the outside world.
It was already evening, and the setting sun was just hanging in the sky, dyeing the surrounding clouds golden yellow, very much like the world described by Hayao Miyazaki.
I was living in intoxication and dreaming in this world, and I completely lost the direction of my life in this world.
Suddenly, an inexplicable feeling of loss surged into my heart.
I don't know what happened, but the image of another woman suddenly floated in my mind. She was like the breeze coming in from outside the window, making my body tremble.
I tried to take a deep breath to get rid of her hazy image in front of my eyes, but what I breathed in was a burst of coldness, stimulating my fragile nerves, and I felt very dazed.
I can even clearly see my thoughts floating in the air I breathe, raging and choking with the love I still hide in my heart.
This kind of love makes me feel suffocated, and I feel a strong pain in my chest.
Suddenly, I lost my mind
In my absence, Huang Li stood up and went to collect the empty wine bottle and the pile of garbage from the coffee table.
When she walked to the door, she said to me calmly: "You should have a good sleep. It will pass after a good sleep. Everything will be fine."
Before I came back to my senses, she had already opened the door and walked out.
It wasn't until I heard the sound of the door closing that I suddenly reacted. I immediately got up from the ground and chased outside.
As soon as I ran to the door, I saw her entering the elevator.
I hurriedly chased after her and shouted at her: "Lily, don't leave"
"Go back! Forget what happened last night. It's not the first time anyway."
After she finished speaking, the elevator door closed.
And I was frozen in place, thinking about the meaning of her last words.
What do you mean, it’s not the first time anyway. Has it happened before?
It's impossible, except last night, I have never had any relationship with her.
Maybe she meant that it wasn't her first time anyway, so there was no need for me to feel so uncomfortable.
My heart then became a little empty, and my body seemed to have had its soul taken away. I slowly squatted down with my back against the wall, holding my hair with both hands and choking in pain.
Yes, all the sins are caused by myself, and all the troubles are caused by myself.
Even I was a little confused about what was going on. I originally expected her to be alive, but when I really knew she was still alive, I was so confused.
I think it's because she lied to me.
No matter what the reason is, she cannot lie to me, causing me to be like a zombie for the past six months.
I don’t know how much time passed, but it wasn’t until my cell phone ringtone came from the bedroom that I came back to my senses from this state.
I really hoped that An Lan would take the initiative to call me, but when I came to the bedroom and picked up the phone with great expectation, I realized that the call was from Sun Xiaojie.
I answered her call, and she asked me in a deep voice: "Did you go to meet Jiang He at noon?"
"Um."
"Then what did he say? What do you think now?"
I can now confirm who Sun Xiaoxiao is. She has been using me all along, but I don't want to break up with her yet.
I simply replied: "I haven't thought much about it. Let's talk about it when we come to the company tomorrow."
"Okay, you'd better give me an accurate answer tomorrow."
I didn't say anything more and hung up her phone directly.
I hate it in my heart, I hate why she wants to take advantage of me. From the beginning to now, I have always been the stupidest one.
Being played around by a group of women, damn, it's great, it's all great.
Since you want to treat me like this, don't blame me, Chen Feng, for being ruthless.
Not long after I hung up the call from Sun Xiaojie, the phone rang again.
The call this time was from an unfamiliar number, but the number looked familiar to me.
I answered the call without thinking much. Because I was in a bad mood, I said with emotion: "Who are you?"
"It's me."
When I heard this sound, my world suddenly exploded!
It's An Lan!
I'm sure this voice is hers. How could I forget this voice that I think about day and night?
Has she finally contacted me?
I can't describe how I feel at this moment. I just feel that my brain suddenly went blank, and then my whole person fell into a blank state.
I couldn't come back to my senses for a long time.
How should I feel when facing her?
Hate her, love her?
Or find a bunch of ugly words to scold her?
Or tell her how much I miss her?
Yes, I haven't thought about how to face her at all, but I just received a call from her out of the blue.?