I know she needs such support at this time, but I feel stiff because I should keep some distance from her now.
I pushed her away gently and said, "Are you okay?"
Her tears had already flowed out, she nodded, and said with choked sobs: "Chen Feng, I know you can't forget An Lan, and you can't love me with your heart, but I want to give myself a chance."
With that said, she started to take off her clothes again.
Seeing this scene, I hurriedly grabbed her hand and said to her with a heavy expression: "Don't be like this, Lily, it was me before."
I suddenly didn’t know what to say. I just felt like I was such a scumbag, really such a scumbag!
Huang Li looked at me with a puzzled look and said, "Have you thought about it clearly?"
I remember that I really wanted to explain our relationship to her clearly that day, but she asked me to think about it.
I never thought that I would see An Lan the next day and even reconcile with An Lan.
But how should I explain to her now? This is really a sin.
In my silence, Huang Li suddenly smiled bitterly, put on her clothes again, and said, "It's okay, I understand."
"Lily, me"
"Stop talking, don't say anything, let's not mention these things again, we are still good friends."
I bit my lip tightly, and for a while I really didn't know what to do.
I don’t know if anyone has ever faced a dilemma like mine, and I don’t know how they dealt with it.
Anyway, I am in a dilemma now. First, I feel sorry for her and An Lan. I just want to give myself two big words.
Really, I slapped myself hard twice.
When Huang Li saw this, she hurriedly took my hand and said, "What are you doing? Are you crazy?"
"I just feel like a bastard and not a human being!"
"Can you please stop doing this? I don't blame you, and you didn't take the initiative both times. Is it necessary to do this?"
I didn't say anything, but Huang Li stretched out her hands to hold both sides of my face and said, "Don't do this to yourself, okay? I hope you are well and I hope you are happy."
I still looked at her with an embarrassed face, but she kept smiling at me and continued: "Okay, don't be so embarrassed. I won't tell anyone what happened to us. It's rotten in my stomach."
Be happy, we all need to be happy."
After saying that, she took her hand away from my face, then picked up the handbag next to her and said to me: "Let's go, go home."
She left the room one step ahead of me, and I followed her out of the hotel.
Standing on the roadside, we took two cars and went back to our homes.
Life is really full of choices. When you are a child, you choose a school. When you grow up, you choose your friends, your lover, your job, your house, your car.
Always wandering among countless choices, how many people get lost in this choice.
Looking out of the car window into the depths of the night sky, I could see the incomprehensible vastness. I was wandering like a ghost in the vast time, and felt some unspeakable helplessness.
The darkness of the night covered up all the impetuousness and noise, and my heart slowly settled in the silence.
After running around for such a day, when I returned to my apartment, I lay down on the sofa and fell asleep like a dead dog.
The next morning, I adjusted myself and arrived at the new office location early. Looking at the spacious and bright new office building in front of me, I was filled with emotion.
This is the power of capital!
Everything in the office in front of me is brand new, even the air is fresh.
I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, and couldn't help but laugh.
After just a moment, there was a sound outside, and then I saw several familiar faces appearing in front of me.
I greeted my colleagues one after another, and their eyes lit up when they saw the new office. They all seemed like they had never seen the world before.
"Boss, is this our new office? This is too awesome!" A colleague immediately sighed.
"Look, I said it was a wise choice to leave Sun Xiaoxiao and follow our boss!" Another colleague agreed.
I finally said to them: "Although we have left Sun Xiaojie's company, please don't say bad things behind our backs."
After all my colleagues arrived, I held an impromptu meeting and simply arranged a few things.
The first is to adjust the work status as soon as possible. Those who were responsible for the previous work will continue to be responsible. The staff will report it to colleagues in the Human Resources Department, and any missing office materials will also be reported to the Administration Department.
Second, the video about confirming Liu Qinglan’s character should be made as soon as possible, and more than three different and similar themes should be submitted to me based on the previous plan.
The third is to improve the company's new management system and salary performance.
After the meeting, I went to the Industrial and Commercial Bureau to get the company's business license, and also applied for many trivial documents.
Everything went smoothly. Even if there were complicated procedures, I just called Jianghe and it was done in a few minutes.
This is the power of capital. If you have money, you can let the devil push you. I have seen it.
Jiang He trusts me. He doesn't interfere in any affairs of the company. I can just tell him what I need.
But he still came to the company at noon, and I introduced him to everyone.
In fact, everyone knows very well that half of the company's surnames are Jiang.
In the afternoon, I called Yoona back to the new company and prepared to start accepting advertisements for her.
Yoona has changed a lot during this period, and she seems to have become more beautiful, or she knows how to dress up better.
Looking at her, I smiled and joked: "Yooner, you are getting more and more beautiful now!"
Yoona still smiled shyly and said, "No way. I just watched some live broadcasts of beauty bloggers recently and learned some makeup techniques."
"you lost weight."
"I've lost weight, but I think I'm pretty good now."
"Yes, but you must pay attention to your health and don't just focus on losing weight. You have a very heavy task next."
"It doesn't matter, Brother Chen Feng. I've been playing this game for more than half a year. I always feel that I'm stupid and can't do it well."
"Didn't you do a good job this time? The last time you helped a child suffering from congenital thalassemia, this video has been on the hot search. Didn't you know?"
Yoona really didn't know. She shook her head and said, "I really don't know about this. I went to the hospital to visit the child last time and the operation was very successful."
"Yes, I also guessed the news. They even sent a banner specially. Our staff recorded the entire process and prepared to make a documentary."
Yoona smiled bitterly and said, "Brother Chen Feng, you arranged all this. In fact, I didn't do anything."
"I pay and you contribute. Now many businesses have approached our Ministry of Commerce for cooperation."
Yoona frowned slightly and said, "But the character I chose is for charity. Would it be weird if I suddenly accepted an advertisement?"
"It will be very strange, but I have considered these things. When the time comes, we will use one-third of all advertising expenses to establish a charity center, so that there will be nothing."
Yoona nodded again and replied: "This is good, then I will accept all arrangements."
"Well, you go down first. I have arranged a new office for you, and someone will arrange work for you next."