My tears couldn't stop flowing. It was so uncomfortable. I couldn't face such a living person, and he disappeared from my world.
The last time I felt so uncomfortable was when Anlan had an accident in Sanya.
But since then, I have never heard of An Lan's whereabouts, haven't seen her body, and haven't had any news.
I would think that she was still alive, and I got over it with this thought.
But now, Liang Jing's body is lying in front of me.
My heart ached so hard that I couldn't breathe. I was thinking about how she felt when she jumped from the fifth floor.
At this time, the staff asked me: "Can you contact the family members of the deceased?"
I shook my head and replied with a pale face: "She has no family members, I am her family member."
"But the police said that the deceased had a mother. If she wants to be cremated, her mother must sign."
"I'll say it again, she has no family." I said to the staff in a more serious tone.
An Lan hurried up and said to the staff: "Sorry, let me mediate."
After saying that, she whispered to me: "Chen Feng, please be sensible. I will make arrangements for Liang Jing. Why don't you go sit in the hall outside for a while."
I nodded mechanically, and then An Lan took me outside to the empty hall.
An Lan immediately went to negotiate with the staff, while I sat alone in this deserted hall, very quiet, as if nothing had happened.
Yes, very quiet, very quiet
Suddenly, a familiar voice sounded in front of me: "Chen Feng, Chen Feng"
I looked up suddenly and saw Liang Jing standing in front of me. She was wearing makeup and the color of her lipstick was very bright.
She smiled at me, so lightly.
I looked at her in horror, with my mouth half open, but couldn't say a word.
I stood up and tried to catch her, but I missed her. When I looked back, she had disappeared.
It's just an illusion
I don't know how long it took, but An Lan came out. She came to me and said to me: "We have communicated and the body will be cremated immediately."
I closed my eyes and felt the wind blowing outside was bitter.
An Lan didn't say much, she kept sitting next to me.
It's been a long time, a long time has passed
The staff sent word that Liang Jing's body had been cremated and we were asked to collect the ashes.
I really don't want to go, I don't want to see a good person turn into a pile of ashes.
I was so uncomfortable that I couldn't breathe. Finally, An Lan went to collect the urn, which was packed in a black cloth bag.
"Where are Liang Jing's ashes buried?" An Lan suddenly asked me.
I remembered something Liang Jing said to me before. She said that when she makes money in the future, she will definitely go back to the small county where she was born and buy a house. She said that the county where she was born is very beautiful.
I only remember where it is, but I have never been there.
I immediately said to An Lan: "I understand, go to her hometown."
"Okay, then when is it convenient for you?"
"Tomorrow, I will go and bury her in person."
After saying that, I took a long breath, took Liang Jing's urn, and walked out without looking back.
An Lan caught up with me and asked me, "Are you okay?"
"It's okay. I'm sober now. I have to face the fact that Liang Jing just left one step ahead of us. From the moment we were born, death has been a topic that we can't avoid. I don't want to be talked about again.
I'm troubled by such problems, but everything will be fine as long as the sun comes up."
After saying that, I smiled bitterly and said to An Lan: "We all have to face death, right? An Lan, if one day I die in front of you, don't be sad, just live how you want."
, do you know?"
An Lan reached out to cover my mouth, frowned and said to me: "Don't tell me this, I'm afraid of hearing such words."
I had mixed feelings in my heart, and I wanted to say a few more words, but I couldn't do it anyway.
I could only hold her tighter, and then looked down at the urn in my hand.
I took An Lan back to my residence, and An Lan told me that she had been in contact with Ye Shanshan in the past few days and asked her to go to school to teach Ruirui, but Ruirui still didn't want to go with her, so she had to live in the school.
I can't care about so much now, I just want Liang Jing to rest in peace.
After returning to my residence, I didn't let myself have any leisure time. I wanted to keep myself busy as much as possible so that I wouldn't have to think too much.
Facts have proved that I did it. I searched online for the cemetery in the small county where Liang Jing was born, and contacted the salesperson at the cemetery, making an appointment to visit it tomorrow afternoon.
After I finished all these things, An Lan had already cooked noodles for me.
I was not in the mood to eat, but I still forced myself to eat some.
An Lan said to me: "Chen Feng, you may be the only one going to Liang Jing's hometown tomorrow. I'm going to London. I'll leave at noon tomorrow."
"It's okay, you can go ahead. I don't intend to let you go to Liang Jing's hometown with me."
"Then you must take care of your emotions. I will call you. Eat well and don't miss a meal."
"I know."
"There is also the matter of Liang Jing. I know you are very sad, but life has to go on, and you have to get out of it as soon as possible."
"I know, this is not the first time."
An Lan lowered his head with a sad look on his face. It was indeed not the first time for me. I seemed to be numb.
In silence, I said to her again: "Can you lend me some money?"
"How much do you want?"
"I just consulted the sales at the cemetery, and they said it's about more than 100,000."
"Okay, I'll transfer it to you later."
I smiled bitterly and said, "I didn't expect you to be willing to help me like this. I feel quite embarrassed myself."
"Why do you think so?"
"Liang Jing is my friend. Do you think it's okay for me to borrow money from you for her?"
"There is a problem with your understanding. First of all, Liang Jing is also my friend. I am also very sad about what happened to her. But I know that you are already very sad. If I show you are sad again, you will feel even more sad."
I suddenly didn't know what to say. In the end, I just smiled bitterly and said, "Okay, we all need to be okay, and those of us who are alive should live well."
"Yes, you are right to think so."
I should also think so, moaning without illness is just a nuisance!
Although I am sad about Liang Jing's death, life has to go on, right?
Early the next morning, there was light rain outside the window, and the cool morning breeze revealed the atmosphere of early autumn.
I packed Liang Jing's urn and put on pure black clothes.
An Lan walked me downstairs. She gave me the car keys and said to me: "Be careful and drive safely. I'll call you before I get on the plane."
"Well, I won't go see you off and wait for you to come back."
I placed the urn firmly on the passenger seat and placed her belongings on the passenger seat as well.
I looked at the last things Liang Jing left on the passenger seat, smiled and said, "Sit tight, you stinky girl, I'll take you home."
The rain is still falling, washing away all kinds of filth in the city, and it is like endless tears of sorrow for mankind.