I looked back at Wang Yi, smiled and said, "Yes, my mother has always liked reading, but their living conditions were limited at that time, otherwise my mother would have been admitted to college."
"This is life!"
"Yes, thank you Wang Yi."
"Why are you thanking me again? How many times have you said this all day?"
I smiled bitterly and said, "Thank you very much for staying with me these two days."
"I can understand how uncomfortable you feel. It's better to have someone by your side than to be alone."
I nodded and said, "No matter what, life must go on. I can tell the difference."
"That's good."
"Well, let's sleep in my hometown tonight and then go back to Chengdu tomorrow."
"Which room should I sleep in?"
"Are you afraid? If you're not afraid, sleep in my room."
"What are you afraid of? There is nothing to be afraid of."
I smiled lightly and said, "Okay, you can go sleep in my old room. I want to sleep in my mother's room tonight."
"Are you okay?"
"It's okay, don't worry."
Time is a wonderful thing. It not only teaches us how to grow, but also teaches us how to face life.
In the face of time, all suffering is not worth mentioning.
One day the dust will all settle, and we are just traveling around the world, no big deal.
That night, I kept myself covered in bed.
Looking for the only sense of security in that airtight place, I was already very tired, but I didn't feel sleepy at the moment.
There are too many things in my head and too many things on my mind.
As soon as I close my eyes, I can see those messy pictures. Some of those pictures are distorted, some are painful, and some are despairing, so they torture me at the same time.
Over the years, I have seen countless emotions collide in the troubles of life, sometimes false, sometimes real, including hatred, pain, and love.
But we can only pursue this real and illusory freedom with a trapped gaze.
When it was almost dawn, I woke up and was frightened awake by a nightmare.
But when I woke up, I couldn't remember the dream clearly. I just felt terrible and the dream made me feel suffocated.
After waking up, I never slept again. I sat in front of the bed, lit a cigarette, smoked quietly, and waited quietly for dawn.
This period is probably the most difficult time for me. An Lan's things have changed, and now my mother has completely left me.
They are the two most important women in my life. Now that they have left me, how uncomfortable do I feel?
But I don’t understand why this is happening. I obviously have everything now, but why did I lose everything?
Thinking of dawn, I still haven't figured out why.
On the way back to Chengdu with Wang Yi, I finally asked her: "Wang Yi, do you think that once people have something, they are destined to lose something?"
Wang Yi seemed to have a connection with me. She was silent for a while and replied: "No, it's just that you happened to meet me."
"To be honest, if I could have all the money I have now to exchange for my mother's life, I would be willing to live or die."
"But everyone will be born, old, sick and die one day. We are not children and we all understand this truth."
"It's still uncomfortable, ugh!"
"It's definitely uncomfortable. After you go back, just take a good rest for a few days. The company hasn't had any major events recently."
"I don't want to rest anymore. I want to keep myself busy. Leave whatever you have to me to do."
"Don't you really need to rest? Your current state makes me very worried!"
"It's really not necessary. The more I rest, the more uncomfortable I feel. I might as well keep myself busy."
At this point, I suddenly remembered something and hurriedly said: "By the way, the software department we are planning to open has already been approved, hasn't it? I'll start working on it later."
"Since you don't want to rest, that's fine, but you'd better do what you can."
"Ok, I know."
"Besides, I'm going back to Meigu County in two days."
"What? You still want to leave the company?" I suddenly became nervous.
"The one-month deadline has not come yet. I will decide whether to leave or not when it does. Let's not talk about it now."
"Then what are you doing in Meigu County?"
"There's something going on at the breeding base over there. I'll go over there and check it out. I'll go back to school to have a look."
"I'll come with you, just in time to fulfill the promise I made to the children."
"What promise?" Wang Yi looked at me with confusion.
"Have you forgotten? I told you to buy them multifunctional desks, but you can't keep your word."
Wang Yi glanced at me and said, "The day lilies will be cold when you think about it."
"What do you mean?" I looked at her strangely and said.
"I have sent it in your name."
"No? When did you do it? Why didn't you tell me?"
Wang Yi glanced at me again and said, "I told you, you don't care about it yourself."
"Hey! Oh my, I really need to go see it this time."
Wang Yi didn't speak any more, and I drove the car quietly.
We drove for a while on the way, and we didn't return to Chengdu until after one o'clock at noon.
Wang Yi and I went directly to the company. In order to prevent myself from being stuck in sadness, I could only keep myself busy.
Most employees in the company didn't know about my mother's death, but Gao Sheng knew.
As soon as I came to the company, he came to find me and asked me unexpectedly: "Boss, why are you here in the company?"
"Why can't I come to the company?" I asked him with a smile.
"You're not supposed to be the boss, are you okay?"
"Are you OK?"
Gao Sheng was a little confused by my rhetorical question, so he could only sigh and said, "My condolences, boss."
"Stop it, don't mention the word condolences to me again."
"Well, as long as you're okay, I'm worried that you won't be able to come out for a while, so I'll go out to work first. If you need anything, just call me."
After Gao Sheng left, I simply tidied up the mess on my desk.
Seeing a USB flash drive in the pen holder, I suddenly remembered that Fu Zhiqiang had given me a USB flash drive before, which contained information on his investigation of Chen Changping over the past half month.
I quickly found the USB flash drive Fu Zhiqiang gave me, inserted it into my computer, opened the folder, and started reading.
There are some photos and videos inside, all taken secretly, but they are still clear.
But when I saw one of the people in the picture, I felt a little bad.
Isn't one of the people in the picture Antonsen?
How could this old bastard be with an old fox like Chen Changping?
Could it be that the capital behind Chen Changping is Antonsen?
I suddenly woke up, but I was also shocked beyond measure.
From this point of view, Yihuang Media is justified in dealing with me, but why did Antonsen do this?
I don't have any grudge against him now. An Lan has already become someone else's wife, so his goal should have been achieved.
But why did you do this to me?
All of a sudden I fell into confusion, why is all this happening?