This feeling is different from before. Although I still have concerns, it comes from my heart and is not forced.
In the past, Shen Wangjin would have been happy to see Zhuang Yibo like this.
But how happy would he be when she really became like this?
Shen Wangjin watched her finish drinking the milk, then stretched out his hand to wipe away the remaining milk from the corners of her lips, but his hand stayed there unconsciously and never left.
Zhuang Yibo originally lowered her eyes, but under the warmth of his fingers that stayed there for a long time, she seemed relieved and curious, and finally couldn't help but raise her head and look at him.
The moment she raised her eyes, his figure suddenly fell down and completely enveloped her.
He kissed her.
The familiar touch, the familiar temperature, but she was even more sluggish than before, not knowing how to refuse or respond at all.
But he kissed her again and again, unwilling to leave.
It wasn't until he suddenly noticed a touch of wetness between his fingers that Shen Wangjin finally slowly left her lips.
She cried again, but there was no trace of sadness in her eyebrows.
Shen Wangjin didn't know why she was crying, but he lowered his head and kissed away the tears from the corners of her eyes little by little.
Such close contact seemed to soothe her. When she lay down at night, although she was still uneasy, when she opened her eyes and saw him, her eyes were actually peaceful.
Shen Wangjin reached out and gently stroked her eyebrow, and she slowly closed her eyes.
Soon she fell asleep, even though she was still full of fear, her weak body could not withstand the torment of the day, but even when she fell asleep, her breathing was not steady.
Shen Wangjin gently brushed her hair, his eyes fell on her slightly frowned eyebrows, and in a daze, he couldn't remember her original appearance.
He thought hard for a long time before a clear image finally emerged in his mind.
Yes, she was so noble, elegant, bright and charming in the beginning, but now, Shen Wangjin could no longer see a trace of the past on her face.
It seemed that she had seen him once before. Even when she smiled at Huo Jinbei, there were only a few shadows of her past. But when she faced him, there was no shadow of her past at all.
At that moment, he suddenly felt dull.
What he likes is not the former Zhuang Yibo? She is a fairy who looks like she is in the clouds and lights up when she smiles.
He once thought he could wait until she changed back to her former self, but he waited patiently for so long, and in the end, he only saw the person he wanted to see when she faced other men.
So suddenly, I seemed to have lost all interest and just thought, why bother.
It’s just a woman he likes, Xiao thought, it’s enough to get it, what else is there to hold on to?
No need, really no need...
But there was no need anymore, and he appeared here again.
Shen Wangjin himself couldn't explain why exactly. He didn't know.
Just looking at her like this and thinking about her in the past, I feel a burst of pain in my chest.
How did it become like this? Why did it become like this?
If she could go back to the past, to the Shen family mansion in Bincheng, to a time when she would eat at the same table with him, chat and joke with him, and take the initiative to play the piano for him when he was unwell, what would she do?
How good?
If he could really go back to that time, would he still take that taboo step?