Shen Wangjin often cannot remember what the past life was like.
The so-called past refers to those long and difficult days before adulthood.
He and his younger brother originally came from a good family, but their parents died young and he and his younger brother became orphans. Those so-called relatives deceived him when he was young and took away almost all the property of the Shen family, while he and his younger brother had nothing.
At that time, he was only in his teens, but he was already responsible for the entire family.
Now that I think about it, I can't remember many details of those days. The only thing I remember clearly is a dark and damp back alley - that's where he and his brother lived for five years and never saw the sun.
The days of his youth were nothing but darkness for him.
He has worked his way up from the filthiest and most filthy places. He has seen the filthiest corners of the city, the darkest nights, and the most sordid people's hearts.
The only thing he had never seen was an angel.
He is the mud in the deepest part of the earth, and even the corners of angels' clothes have no chance to touch it.
Later, he gradually became what he is today, and he had seen all kinds of women, but without exception, they all matched his kind - sensual, indulgent, want money, nothing more than that .
Living in such an environment, he did not want his younger brother to follow the same path as himself.
So I carefully selected for him a real lady, talented and beautiful, thinking that this way my brother could live a normal life.
But he was the one who got greedy in the end.
He is not qualified to have angels, but he just likes angels.
Pure and flawless, jade-rich and ice-clear.
It's not that I haven't been shaken before. After all, once something happens, you can't go back.
For a while, he began to stay away from home all day and all night, just hanging out.
Until a week later, when he returned home, she was still sitting in front of the piano as usual, teaching the neighbor's little boy to play the piano with a smile.
When the neighbor boy was afraid of him, she actually smiled and told the boy: "Uncle is a good man."
She actually said he was a good person.
Shen Wangjin has never heard anyone comment on him like this in his life.
But is he a good person?
He is not.
Never.
That night, he broke into her room and remained unmoved no matter how much she panicked and cried.
Because he is not what she calls a good person at all.
…
That's why she hates him, that's why she's afraid of him.
That's why she became what she is today little by little.
Everything started because of him, but he lost interest after she completely changed her appearance, patted his sleeves lightly and turned around to leave.
Is there a worse person in the world than him?
It's probably gone.
Shen Wangjin thought so, but his hand unconsciously reached between her eyebrows.
She used to look so beautiful when she smiled, but at this moment, the knot between her eyebrows is so annoying.
Shen Wangjin couldn't help but stretched out his hand and rubbed it repeatedly with his fingertips, as if he wanted to soothe all the uneasiness between her brows.
But just such a slight movement suddenly woke her up from her sleep.
She suddenly opened her eyes, and when she looked at him, her eyes were full of panic and confusion - just like that first night.
Shen Wangjin couldn't help but open his palms and cover her eyes to prevent her from seeing him.
Miraculously, she calmed down, without struggling or panicking, and even her stiff body softened slightly.
The lack of vision brought about the amplification of other senses. She could feel his body temperature and smell his scent——
Now, at this time, that was the smell that made her feel at ease.