Feng Beichen's study was in the second room upstairs. The three of them came to the door of the study. There was no light in the crack of the door. It should be said that the entire second floor was dark except for the corridor.
Xiao Siluo hesitated for a moment, then reached out and knocked on the study door, but it was quiet inside and there was no response.
"Sir, Miss Silo is here, could you please open the door."
Ji Jinyan shouted to the study from the side. The three of them waited for a while, but it was still quiet.
At this time, Xiao Siluo spoke up.
"Feng Beichen, it's me, Silo, could you please open the door? Didn't I say that before? If you have anything, you can talk to me, or if you let me in, it's just me, okay?"
Xiao Siluo said as if coaxing a child, but there was still no response.
At this time, I didn't know what was wrong with Ji Jinyan, and suddenly started to care about Xiao Siluo's leg injury.
"Miss Silo, let me help you. Your legs are still injured. You can't stand like this all the time."
Xiao Siluo was confused. At this time, he asked her about her leg injury. Did she not distinguish the priorities?
But just when Xiao Siluo said it was okay, he heard the door click. The next second, Ji Jinyan quickly opened the door. The three of them only saw a figure flashing past in the darkness, waiting for Ji Jinyan
When he turned on the light in the study, Feng Beichen had already walked back to the sofa by the window sill.
"Beichen, what's wrong with you?"
Ouyang Jie was the first to rush in. As Feng Beichen's friend and his attending doctor, he wanted to know what happened to Feng Beichen.
Ji Jinyan, who was also worried about Feng Beichen, came in next, but after he entered, he just stood aside silently.
Finally, Xiao Siluo limped up to Feng Beichen, and then he saw Feng Beichen's situation clearly.
The whole person felt haggard and aged several years. Yesterday, he was still a handsome man. But now, he was covered with stubble, his eyes were dull, and his face had an expression that said "I have something to do, something important", and the whole study was filled with...
A suffocating low-pressure atmosphere.
"Feng Beichen, are you okay?"
This was the first time Xiao Siluo saw Feng Beichen like this. He looked like a loser who was trapped in an abyss and had completely lost his fighting spirit. He was unable to resist, and his whole person exuded a pessimistic and negative atmosphere. This feeling was terrible.
As Xiao Siluo spoke, he slowly approached Feng Beichen. After walking in front of him, he hesitated for a moment, stretched out his hand, and touched Feng Beichen gently just like his brothers did when he was sad when he was a child.
Beichen turned his head and said softly.
"Feng Beichen, didn't we say what we said last night? If you have anything, you can tell me and I will face it with you, okay?"
A 22-year-old girl is comforting a 28-year-old mature man, but this scene is not abrupt at all, but makes the dull atmosphere of the room gradually dissipate.
Ouyang Jie was the first to feel Feng Beichen's change. He pulled Ji Jinyan and said.
"Beichen, you haven't had dinner yet. Jingyan and I will get dinner for you, and you can chat slowly."
After saying that, Ouyang Jie winked at Ji Jinyan, and then walked towards the door. When he was about to reach the door, Xiao Siluo stopped Ouyang Jie.
"Dr. Ouyang, I came in a hurry just now and I didn't have dinner. Could you please make an extra serving?"
"No problem, I'll call you later."
As he said that, Ouyang Jie cast a grateful look at Xiao Siluo. He and Ji Jinyan had been trying to persuade him here for two or three hours, but they still couldn't get into this room. He didn't expect Xiao Siluo to be able to do so easily with just a few words.
Let Feng Beichen open the door. It seemed that looking for Xiao Siluo was the most correct decision.
Ouyang Jie closed the door for them when they left, and Xiao Siluo took a brief tour of the study.
The last time I came over to help Feng Beichen tidy up, the doors to these rooms were all locked, but judging from the curtains here, they should have been newly replaced. After looking at the surrounding furnishings, it was probably Feng Beichen who later re-installed them.
I've done it before, and it's not too depressing.
After that, Xiao Siluo sat down next to Feng Beichen, tilted his head, looked at Feng Beichen, and saw that he was sitting so quietly on the sofa, his shirt was wrinkled, his tie was loose, and his hair was a little messy.
After a long time, Feng Beichen still sat quietly, as if he had no intention of speaking, so Xiao Siluo could only speak first.
"Feng Beichen, can you tell me what's going on? Everyone is worried about you."
Xiao Siluo opened his mouth, but Feng Beichen still didn't respond. Xiao Siluo could only sigh softly and thought about staying with him quietly.
Suddenly Xiao Siluo stood up and was about to leave the sofa when Feng Beichen grabbed his hand.
"Are you leaving?"
"Ah, no, I'm a little thirsty. Do you want some water?"
Xiao Siluo pointed to the water dispenser not far away and asked, but as soon as she finished speaking, Feng Beichen stood up, then walked to the water dispenser, poured two glasses of water and came over, one of which
Put it in Xiao Siluo's hand.
"Is your leg feeling better?"
Feng Beichen looked down at Xiao Siluo's left leg. It seemed like this woman was limping when she walked in just now.
Xiao Siluo saw Feng Beichen speak. Although he didn't talk about his own affairs, it was a good thing to speak.
Xiao Siluo looked at his legs and replied.
"Fortunately, it doesn't hurt as much as yesterday. How about you, how are you? If you don't want to say it, don't say it. I'll stay with you."
Xiao Siluo felt like he was coaxing a child. He used to be coaxed by others at home, but now he started coaxing others too. But this person seemed a little strange. Well, thinking about the man in front of him, he should have been traumatized.
, she should just endure it.
When Xiao Siluo asked, Feng Beichen fell silent again, but this time he didn't stay quiet for too long. He took a sip of water and spoke.
"I remembered some things, some very unpleasant things, and I finally know why I am so resistant to women, haha..."
Speaking of this, Feng Beichen suddenly smiled bitterly. Seeing this, Xiao Siluo frowned slightly, but he did not rush to ask, but waited quietly for Feng Beichen to continue.
As expected, Feng Beichen continued to speak after a while.
"My father has many women. In fact, this is normal in country t. There are more men than women in country t, so many men who have families often have other families outside. This situation in country t
It is more common in the upper class of society."
When Xiao Siluo heard this, he felt that his cognition had been refreshed. In what age is it now, is it still popular that the red flag at home does not fall down and the colorful flags flutter outside? If this were in their Xiao family, the appearance of such a man would make him unable to do anything in a minute
humane.
Xiao Siluo looked at Feng Beichen with a strange look. Well, at this moment, she had missed the point. She asked.
"how about you?"
Hearing this, Feng Beichen didn't react for a moment. When he understood what Xiao Siluo wanted to ask, he couldn't help laughing or crying. He was obviously depressed before, but now he couldn't help but want to laugh when he looked at Xiao Siluo's expression.
"I watched my mother live in a failed marriage all her life and finally committed suicide. Do you think I would let something like this happen to me again? My mother and I were both victims of this failed marriage. I
It is impossible for my beloved woman and our future children to go through such pain, do you understand?"
Feng Beichen suddenly said seriously, and his burning eyes fell on Xiao Siluo.
Xiao Siluo was slightly startled. Feng Beichen's eyes were really too intense, so intense that she had a misunderstanding for a moment, but then she shook her head and let her heart slowly calm down.
"Sorry, I shouldn't ask such a question."
Xiao Siluo lowered his head, exhaled secretly, and said softly.
Feng Beichen still looked at Xiao Siluo in front of him with burning eyes, and that strange feeling flashed through his heart again. For some reason, at this time, his emotions seemed to have gradually calmed down.
At this time, Xiao Siluo remembered the content of their chat just now. It seemed that Feng Beichen hadn't mentioned what he remembered today, so he raised his head and looked at Feng Beichen curiously and asked.
"You haven't said what you thought of today?"
After asking this question, a hint of anger flashed across Feng Beichen's face, but when he met Xiao Siluo's pure and penetrating eyes, that anger gradually faded away.
Afterwards, Feng Beichen stood up, turned to look out the window at the dark night, and sighed softly. This was an unspeakable thing for him, and it was a scandal that he did not want outsiders to know.
Feng Beichen was a little tangled in his heart. He had just been impulsive and wanted to tell what happened today, but at this time, he hesitated. He didn't want Xiao Siluo to know those dirty things, and they were things that happened around him.
Xiao Siluo saw Feng Beichen's confusion. Although she was curious, she didn't like to pry into other people's secrets. To make this man so repulsive to the opposite sex and even have psychological problems would be something difficult to talk about.
.
Thinking of this, Xiao Siluo said in the calmest tone.
"If you don't want to say it, don't say it. We are all worried about you. If you think you can digest it slowly, then keep this matter in your heart."
"No, Silo, I hope you know me as a real me without any concealment."
Suddenly, Feng Beichen figured it out, or he had some selfish motives.
After saying this, Feng Beichen turned around and looked at Xiao Siluo with a bitter look on his face. When he met Xiao Siluo's clean and penetrating eyes, Feng Beichen actually felt a little inferior.
After a long time, Feng Beichen spoke.
"I remembered what happened when I was seven years old. It was my mother's birthday, but my father brought his lover home on the night of my mother's birthday. They had a big fight that day, and my father even
I beat my mother and lost my memory. My mother held me and cried all night, while my father slept with his mistress in the master bedroom all night."