At the end of the sentence, Feng Beichen's expression gradually became distorted and his voice became more and more gloomy. No one would be able to remain calm when talking about such a thing.
Xiao Siluo on the side once again refreshed his understanding of what kind of man this was, who could do such a dirty and shameless thing.
Feng Beichen had lived in such a family since he was a child. No wonder he had such weird problems. For some reason, when Xiao Siluo learned more about Feng Beichen's past, he felt more and more sympathy for this man.
Yes, it was pity. She was a person who had lived in a honeypot since she was a child and felt a deep sense of warmth. She could not imagine how Feng Beichen grew up in such an environment, and how his poor mother was.
She endured the abuse and indifference from her husband.
Seeing Feng Beichen's memory in pain and unable to extricate himself, Xiao Siluo stood up and walked over slowly.
Seeing Feng Beichen lowering his head, clenching his fists, and piercing his eyes, Xiao Siluo hesitated for a moment, reached out and held his hand, and forcefully opened the clenched fists.
At this time, Xiao Siluo discovered that this man's palm had been pierced by nails. You can imagine how angry and forbearing he was just now.
"Your hand is injured, where is the medicine box?"
Xiao Siluo hurriedly grabbed Feng Beichen's hand, fearing that he would clench his fist and hurt himself again.
Feng Beichen couldn't feel the pain in his palm at all. Compared with the heartache caused by other memories of what happened when he was seven years old, this pain was nothing.
Over the years, Feng Beichen has been trying to find his childhood memories. He wants to figure out why he was so repulsive to the opposite sex.
Feng Beichen knew what kind of person his father was, but he always felt that his mother's death could not be just because his father had a woman outside, so the forgotten memories were the most important.
This morning, he went to Ouyang Jie's for relaxation therapy as usual. Unexpectedly, under hypnosis, he remembered some things, and those things were memories that almost destroyed his outlook on life. He finally understood why his mother did that.
I left this world decisively.
Feng Beichen fell into the painful memories of the past again, his expression became more and more painful. The hand that had been tightly held by Xiao Siluo clenched his fist again, and the blood on his palm fell on the carpet along the fingers.
Upon seeing this, Xiao Siluo immediately raised his head and shouted Feng Beichen's name desperately, but Feng Beichen seemed to be in a nightmare, as if his whole body was blocked by something, and Xiao Siluo's voice could not be heard at all.
"Feng Beichen, calm down."
At this moment, Feng Beichen looked particularly painful, his expression was twisted, his eyes were cold, and there was no trace of warmth in his deep eyes. Xiao Siluo kept calling his name, but he didn't respond at all.
Seeing Feng Beichen's expression getting more and more painful, Xiao Siluo was quick to think. Then, she waved her hand and slapped Feng Beichen on the face.
There was a loud snap, even Xiao Siluo himself was startled.
Fortunately, Feng Beichen finally reacted. He looked stunned and stared at Xiao Siluo with dull eyes. When Xiao Siluo saw this situation, he explained nervously.
"I'm sorry, I kept calling you and you didn't respond. Are you okay..."
Before he finished speaking, Xiao Siluo felt a tightness in his waist, staggered and fell directly into Feng Beichen's arms.
Feng Beichen didn't know what he was thinking. Looking at Xiao Siluo with a worried face in front of him, at that moment, only one thought flashed through his mind. He must have frightened this woman just now, and then he wanted to kill her.
The woman holds in her arms.
"Si Luo, I'm sorry, did I scare you?"
Feng Beichen's voice was trembling and a little nervous. He hugged Xiao Siluo tightly with both hands, as if he wanted to carve this woman into his bones.
Xiao Siluo couldn't react to the sudden hug, but at this moment, she didn't have time to think about it. She just felt like she was entangled with something, and it was getting tighter and tighter, so tight that she almost couldn't breathe.
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As for Feng Beichen, from the moment he hugged Xiao Siluo, he felt a soft body impacting his fragile heart. At that moment, he actually felt a sense of peace in the world. His impetuous heart gradually calmed down, and the pain in his heart also disappeared.
Little by little, I was driven away by this soft temperature.
At this time, a painful groan came from Feng Beichen's ears.
"Feng Beichen, I can't breathe."
Almost instantly, Feng Beichen let go of Xiao Siluo, and then looked at Xiao Siluo with a guilty and nervous expression, like a child who had made a mistake, so nervous that he didn't know what to say.
"Yes... I'm sorry... Did I hurt you?"
Finally freed, Xiao Siluo exhaled heavily. For a moment, she thought she was going to suffocate to death. That would be too unfair.
But now seeing Feng Beichen's guilty and uneasy expression, she tried her best to smile, shook her head and said.
"I'm fine. It's just that you hugged me too tightly just now and I was a little out of breath."
After saying that, Xiao Siluo raised his head and looked at Feng Beichen's face carefully, and asked with concern.
"are you OK."
Facing Xiao Siluo's concern, Feng Beichen felt even more ashamed. Why had he lost control just now and almost hurt this kind girl.
"I'm fine. Did I scare you just now?"
Feng Beichen said anxiously, he was afraid that his appearance just now scared Xiao Siluo, and he was afraid that this woman would alienate him because of this.
Fortunately, Xiao Siluo didn't care. Instead, he felt a little more pity for this man. Xiao Siluo shook his head and said.
"It's okay, it's good that you're okay, but have you always been like that before?"
Xiao Siluo once again felt the horror of Feng Beichen's mental illness.
When Feng Beichen heard this, he frowned slightly. He wanted to say no, but he didn't want to deceive, so he finally nodded and said.
"It used to be more frequent, but it has gotten a lot better in the past two years. This time it may be because I remembered something, which shocked you. I'm sorry."
"Hey, why are you saying sorry again? I'm really fine. I'm just a little worried about you. By the way, where is your medicine box? The injury on your palm needs to be treated as soon as possible."
With that said, Xiao Siluo turned around and prepared to go out to find Ji Jinyan and the others to get the medicine box, but before she turned around, she felt something was empty under her feet.
"Feng Beichen..."
Xiao Siluo screamed nervously, and Feng Beichen picked her up again.
"Your leg is still injured. The medicine box is in my bedroom. I will carry you there."
Hey, it sounds a little weird, but when he saw Feng Beichen's blood-stained hands, Xiao Siluo didn't speak and let Feng Beichen hold him and leave the study.
The two of them arrived at Feng Beichen's bedroom. This was the first time Xiao Siluo entered Feng Beichen's bedroom.
Feng Beichen placed her at the end of the bed, then went to the dressing room to get the medicine box, and then sat down next to Xiao Siluo.
Xiao Siluo took a look at the decoration inside the bedroom, with gray walls and gray furniture. Fortunately, they had bought the bedding together before, as well as the bright curtains, but overall the whole room still looked a bit cold and depressing.
Xiao Siluo withdrew his eyes, found disinfectant and cotton swabs from the medicine box, and cleaned Feng Beichen's wounds bit by bit.
Feng Beichen sat quietly with no expression on his face, as if he couldn't feel the pain, but Xiao Siluo knew very well how painful it was to clean the wound.
Ten minutes later, Feng Beichen had three or four band-aids on his hands, and the trash can on the ground next to him was full of blood-stained cotton balls.
"Doctor Ouyang and Assistant Ji are still downstairs. Should we go down? You probably haven't eaten lunch or dinner. We are like iron rice and steel. Even if you are in a bad mood, you cannot abuse your body."
Xiao Siluo, the cook last night, was starving after not eating a meal. At this time, her stomach was already growling with hunger.
Feng Beichen had no appetite, and he even didn't want to see other people. Whenever he was in a bad mood, he was used to digesting himself, so at this moment, he was a little reluctant to go downstairs.
But Xiao Siluo didn't give him a chance to escape and flinch. He directly took his hand and stood up and said.
"Feng Beichen, I came to your place as soon as I received the call from Dr. Ouyang. I didn't even have time to eat the takeout I ordered. If you don't have an appetite, just treat it as eating something with me, okay."
With that said, Xiao Siluo took Feng Beichen's hand with one hand, and then jumped towards the door. Seeing this, Feng Beichen could only take two steps quickly, and then he hugged Xiao Siluo as before.
Walked out of the bedroom.
"Feng Beichen, I can leave by myself."
It was inappropriate to be carried around by a man like this. Xiao Siluo hurriedly spoke to stop him, but Feng Beichen said very domineeringly.
"Be good, do you want your leg injury to be more serious? Ouyang and Jingyan are not outsiders, they won't talk nonsense."
Why does this sound so awkward? What the hell is being nice and coaxing a child? Her two brothers often coax her like this at home. Could it be that the one next to her also has a love-sister complex.
Forget it, considering that this man was in a bad mood, she should just be quiet. Then, Xiao Siluo leaned obediently in Feng Beichen's arms and let him carry her downstairs.
Feng Beichen saw that the woman in his arms suddenly became quiet. When he lowered his head, he saw that Xiao Siluo's head was leaning on his chest. The corners of Feng Beichen's mouth could not help but rise slightly. The mood that had been irritable for the whole day was calmed down again.
As soon as they reached the stairs, Ouyang Jie was about to go upstairs to ask them to eat. When he saw Feng Beichen and Xiao Siluo appearing on the first floor, and looking at the appearance of the two people at this time, he couldn't help but raise his eyebrows, but he didn't reveal it.
, but said something.
"Dinner is ready, Miss Silo. I don't know what you like to eat, so I just made something casually."
While Ouyang Jie was talking, Feng Beichen had already carried her to the restaurant. They had five dishes and one soup. Ji Jinyan just came out of the kitchen with his rice bowl. When he saw Feng Beichen holding Xiao Siluo, his expression was much more exciting than Ouyang Jie's.
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When Xiao Siluo saw Ji Jinyan's beaming expression, he immediately jumped off Feng Beichen and explained as he walked towards the restaurant.
"Feng Beichen carried me downstairs because I had difficulty moving. Assistant Ji, don't get me wrong."
When Ji Jinyan heard this, he was about to say that there was no misunderstanding, but he felt the cold wind on the back of his head. When he turned around, he met Feng Beichen's piercing cold eyes, and he trembled with fear.