"Your sister will get married in the future. She has been weak since she was a child. It will not be easy for her to grow up. If she gets married, she must marry into a well-off family. Otherwise, how can she survive? But who would like us?
What about the daughter of this kind of family..."
"How can I support three of you siblings by myself? It's so difficult to live. It's better for our whole family to throw themselves into the river and die a hundred times. We won't have to suffer anymore..."
She cries sadly every day, what can the original person do?
I can only go out and show my face to make money, support a large family, and be the kind of woman whose mother talks about being unruly.
But she had no special skills, so she barely found a job as a dishwasher. She left early and came home late every day, and the little money she earned was not enough to cover the expenses of her family.
But even so, Gu's mother still took the money she earned and accused her of embarrassing her ancestors by going out.
Every day the original body worked hard outside to make money. When she returned home, she made the original body kneel in front of Gu's father's memorial tablet to repent.
He was originally a filial person with an extremely docile personality, and he always obeyed his mother's words.
I originally thought that if we lived like this, our family could barely survive.
But unexpectedly, something happened later.
My younger sister, Gu Zhen, was already weak. At this time, she got an acute illness, and only quick-acting medicine from Western hospitals could cure her.
But the medicine was too expensive, a sky-high price for Yuan Shen’s family.
Gu's mother collapsed, holding her little daughter in her arms, and started crying and making a fuss about taking her little daughter to drown herself in the river.
The original person was forced to have no other choice, so she went to Paramount, the largest entertainment venue in Jincheng, and offered herself a pillow to sell herself to Mr. Zhang, the owner of Paramount.
She was beautiful and had a good voice, so Mr. Zhang agreed to keep her to sing at Paramount.
After she signed the deed of sale, she was given a sum of money for emergency relief.
Gu Zhen finally took the quick-acting medicine and got over it.
The original person also became a Paramount singer.
In such a sensual place, a woman is no different than an object. If she is teased or teased a few times, it is the least serious matter.
The original person also witnessed a sister being raped and beaten to death by a powerful boss in Paramount.
She was afraid, and the shadow this scene cast on her made her lose the courage to resist in the face of teasing and trolling.
So this kind of thing finally happened to her.
When she returned home covered with scars, she told her mother that she didn't want to stay at Paramount anymore. She was afraid...
But what greeted her was not her mother's relief and distress, but her mother's words...
"Then your younger brothers and sisters can't study, and we don't have money to buy rice and pay rent. How will our family live? We might as well jump into the river, and the whole family won't have to suffer..."
The original body was suddenly powerless, and the pain she suffered never seemed to be a big deal to her mother.
And her mother's words seemed to tell her that sacrificing you so that the whole family of three can live a good life is a very cost-effective deal.
The younger brother Gu Han also seemed to know what it meant for his eldest sister not to go to Paramount, and he knelt in front of the original body and made a promise.
He did not explicitly say that he wanted the original person to continue to be a dancer. He only said that he wanted to continue studying, that he wanted to bring glory to his family, and that he wanted his sister to be prosperous in the future.
The mother also cried that her brother would not be able to study in the future and would have no future.
Yuan Shen said cautiously, almost humbly: "Mom, our family doesn't have the conditions anymore. My brother has been reading for a few years and is already literate. Can't we just finish reading?"
"That won't work. Isn't this ruining the good future of your younger brothers and sisters? Your younger brothers and sisters are so smart that they are ready to study. Now that you have read it, you must continue to read it! Keep studying and study abroad in the future to bring honor to our old Gu family.
How could you not read it?"
Everyone is pleading with the original person to go back to Paramount and continue working.
My younger sister Gu Zhen even said: "Since the eldest sister is not willing to support a family, then I can go to Paramount to work as a dancer to make money."
How could the original person be willing to watch his clean sister being pushed into such a quagmire and encountering the same thing as her?
She finally endured despair and pain and returned to Paramount.
The whole family said that an eldest sister is like a mother. She sacrificed herself for the family. Her younger brothers and sisters will remember her efforts and be grateful to her. Her younger brother will provide for her in the future and no one will dislike her.
The sentence "Elder sister is like mother" completely stuck in the original person's life.
So with her efforts, her younger brothers and sisters became educated and thoughtful new young people. They followed other students to march on the streets, advocated democracy and freedom, and wrote articles to criticize women who were willing to degenerate for money...
At this time when Gu Mo came back, both Gu Zhen and Gu Han had grown up.
Gu Zhen accidentally killed a patrolman in the patrol room because he was forced to save a man.
The patrol room has posted Gu Zhen's portrait to arrest her. Once found, Gu Zhen will definitely die.
So the whole family is begging for the original person to take the blame, because Gu Zhen and the original person are somewhat similar, and if she takes the initiative to say that she was the one who committed the murder, no one will suspect anything.
Gu's mother almost dried up her tears and begged for the original body.
"Xiao Mo, your life is already like that, but your sister is clean and has a bright future, how can you die? If she dies, all the years of hard work I have spent on raising her as a mother will not be in vain.
How can you go to see your father underground? Just save your sister..."
No one thought about the original body's feelings, and no one thought about the original body's future. They all wanted to push her out.
If the original body doesn't go, Gu's mother will throw herself into the river again.
What else can the original body do?
In the end, she went to the police station to surrender on behalf of her sister and was sentenced to death.
The death penalty, what a serious punishment, don't my mother and younger siblings know about it? Of course they know.
At that moment, the original body probably gave up. Maybe death was a relief for her.
But unexpectedly, she did not die in the end.
The patrol house secretly colluded with the invaders. The captured prisoners, the men, were sent to the invaders for mining or human experiments, while the women were sent to them as tools to vent their anger...
The original body was in the hands of those invaders, and the life was worse than death for five years.
Until the war was over, the enemy was beaten away, and the original person was rescued. He returned to Jincheng with a scarred heart and a scarred body.
The original person who went through all kinds of hardships really came back to find his mother and younger siblings with his last bit of hope.
I thought the family reunion would be a blessing after all hardships, but I didn't expect it to be just the beginning of another torture.
After the original person was arrested by the police station, Gu's mother announced that the original person had died in an accident.
Now that Yuan Gao Gao has been sent back by the troops who rescued her, everyone knows that she has been a comfort woman. The neighbors are pointing and saying that her younger brothers and sisters are all people with integrity, but she is the only one.
Sister, you don’t have much to offer, you just work as a dancer for money, and you work as a comfort woman to survive, and now you still have the nerve to come back?
