Chapter 708 The eldest sister of the Republic of China heroine is crazy (4)
Because when foreign enemies invaded, Gu Zhen and Gu Han also adhered to the bottom line and maintained their integrity. Gu Zhen even married an officer who resisted the enemy, and both of them became positive people.
The excellence of the two younger siblings made the original body look like a rat crawling out of a smelly ditch, filthy.
And when the original person was attacked by these rumors, her mother and siblings never stood up and said a word for her.
They had obviously said that they would not dislike her and would take good care of her, but now they all avoided her like a snake or a scorpion, and even breathing was a problem for her.
The original body even heard her mother sigh privately.
"Zhenzhen and Han'er have a bright future. They can live clean lives in the future and bring glory to our Gu family. But now, everyone knows that Zhenzhen and Han'er have such a dirty sister. What will they do in the future?
What to do? Xiaomo, Xiaomo, if you die outside, you will die, why do you want to come back and harm your siblings..."
The last glimmer of light in Yuan's heart that supported her survival was completely extinguished.
On a heavy rainy night, she quietly left the Gu family and jumped off the Jincheng Bridge, ending her short life.
Gu Mo couldn't help but sigh. His whole life was like a flash in the pan.
She exchanged the most beautiful ten years of her youth for the safety and health of her family, but pushed herself to a dead end.
After her death, her mother and younger siblings were not very sad either.
Because of the outbreak of the civil war, Gu Zhen's husband's identity was somewhat sensitive, so the family left the mainland and went to Taiwan, and the family lived happily ever after.
They also did not tell their descendants that they actually had an older sister who went to the dance hall for them at the age of fifteen and was eventually arrested and used as a comfort woman in order to take the blame for them.
The original person probably only realized when she died that from the moment she chose to go to Paramount, all her efforts were not worth mentioning.
Deep down her mother disliked her restlessness.
You can tell from the house she lives in.
Although the house they live in is rented, it is large in area and has three bedrooms and one living room. It is considered a house that only moderately wealthy people in Jincheng can afford.
Her mother and younger siblings lived in three bedrooms respectively, and she...
I had to live in a utility room that could barely fit a small bed, and the utility room was at the far corner of the house, far away from the three bedrooms.
The mother's reason was that she didn't live at home often, so she had to live here temporarily.
She didn't think much about it at that time and suggested that she and her sister could live together. After all, they were two sisters.
But my mother said that my sister usually studies, and living with two people would disturb her reading.
In the end, in order not to disturb her sister, she had to live in the utility room.
The money for renting a house was originally her hard-earned money, but everyone in the family automatically regarded her contribution as non-existent and treated her as an outsider.
Even they never ate at the same table with her, and her mother always taught her younger siblings, consciously or unconsciously, to keep a distance from her.
She overheard it at that time and thought it was her mother who felt sorry for her.
It was only when I died that I realized that my mother was afraid that she would contract some strange disease and infect her younger siblings.
Even her mother was afraid that the neighbors would know that she had a daughter who was a dancer, so she would kick her out before dawn before the neighbors got up to go to work. She also told her that it would be late at night when everyone in the house was asleep.
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Since her father's death, she has shouldered the heavy responsibility of supporting her family, but she has rarely had a warm meal at home, a sip of hot water, or a word of distressed concern.
It seems that she should give everything for this family.
And how could she not understand that what her mother said before she died was actually meant for her.
I just want her to find a quiet place by herself and die peacefully, without disturbing her younger brothers and sisters.
She wanted to die, but she was unwilling to die.
Why is she filial and devoted to her siblings, but in the end she becomes the worst person?
Anyone in this world can hurt her, but how can her mother and siblings, who she sacrificed for, do this to her?
So her biggest wish is to come back to her life, live a clean and upright life, and live only for herself.
As for her mother and siblings, she has sacrificed her whole life for them, what else does she owe them?
If she owes anything, it's also what they owe her.
But she doesn't care about their repayments, nor their confessions. She has experienced despair and pain from those closest to her, and no matter how much guilt they give her, they can't make up for her scars.
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Gu Mo had just finished sorting out the original memory, but before the feeling of sadness in his heart dissipated, he heard Gu's mother's voice.
"Xiao Mo, do you still feel pain? Do you feel uncomfortable?"
Gu Mo opened his eyes.
A smile suddenly appeared on Mother Gu's face, "Blessed by Bodhisattva, I finally heard my mother's voice and woke you up."
Looking at her loving face, if he hadn't known what she had done, Gu Mo would have really believed that she loved his eldest daughter very much.
Compared to Gu Zhen and Gu Han's ingratitude, Gu Mo despised this woman even more.
Raising her children was originally her duty, but she threw it all to the original body. She threw negative energy to the original body every day. She never thought about what her fifteen-year-old daughter could do? She just subconsciously wanted to do this.
The pressure was transferred to her daughter.
However, the original body shouldered the pressure that she should have shouldered, raised her younger siblings, and raised them well, but she, as a mother, was the first to dislike the original body.
When her daughter had no money to buy medicine, her son had no money to study, and her family couldn't survive, she told her that all the girls outside were learning new ideas.
When her family became wealthy, she used the traditions of the old society to condemn her for not abandoning her bottom line and becoming a dancer.
But when the original person really refused to become a dancer, she threatened the original person with throwing herself into the river.
As a mother, her selfishness and cold-bloodedness towards her eldest daughter is truly disgusting.
Gu's mother didn't know what Gu Mo was thinking. Seeing Gu Mo's dull expression, she felt distressed and reached out to touch Gu Mo's wound.
Gu Mo immediately ducked away, looking at her timidly and full of vigilance.
Then came, "Who are you?"
Gu's mother was stunned. Her daughter had been working in the dance hall for almost ten years. It was impossible for her daughter to have such pure and clean eyes, and it was impossible for her daughter not to recognize her own mother.
She asked cautiously, "Xiao Mo, I am your mother."
"Mom?" Gu Mo tilted his head, "Then why don't I remember?"
Don’t you want a daughter who is clean, will not embarrass you, and is promising? Soon you will find that I am not only clean and traditional, but also promising.
