Crowds of people were coming and going at the airport. The plane bound for France had already parked at the parking lot. The entrance would open in ten minutes. There was already a long queue at the door. There were only a few people on the seats who were sitting calmly.
Well, among them is Su Yuheng.
He stared absently at the plane outside the window, his fingers constantly rubbing the dial on his wrist.
In ten minutes, he will say goodbye to this city, just like his sudden appearance, every time it is silent.
I didn't expect that his departure this time would be so embarrassing. He fled from one city to another, and then from that city to here again.
Going around and around, they all revolve around her.
Su Yuheng closed his eyes tiredly, trying to comfort himself and stop obsessing. When he came home from the hospital that day, his father's words made him lose his fighting spirit.
He doesn't dare to let the Gu family suffer any more pain. He can't bear the words "family destruction and death." And Dr. Ma Juhe is more suitable for him than you, more like a knife to dig out his heart.
Su Yuheng opened his eyes. His eyes were filled with tears behind his sunglasses. He turned his head and looked at the airport gate.
Suddenly, I had a random thought, it would be great if she could stop him from leaving.
Looking forward to it, Su Yuheng smiled bitterly. He lowered his head and tears overflowed from the frame. He laughed at himself for being so stupid. How could she come? His departure has nothing to do with her now.
The queues of people were entering one after another, and Su Yuheng looked into the distance from time to time, still hoping that she would suddenly appear like she did the last time she went to Puerto Rico.
When there were only a few people left in the team, Su Yuheng stood up in despair. Although he knew that the answer must be like this, he was still sad.
Separation without even saying goodbye was not their first time, but maybe it was the last time.
Su Yuheng slowly walked to the entrance and handed the ticket to the staff.
"Sir, you are in first class, so you don't have to wait in line."
"I'm waiting for someone."
"Has that person arrived?"
"She will never come again." The staff looked at him suspiciously and took the ticket from his hand.
The moment the ticket was torn off, Su Yuheng's heart was torn as well. He slowly walked forward, his heart hurting even more with every step he took.
He sat in his seat, looking at his phone absentmindedly, struggling whether to say goodbye to her.
He opened the message and edited a paragraph.
——Gu Nianxi, goodbye, I wish you happiness.
Just when he finished typing the word happiness, Su Yuheng's cell phone rang. He looked at the phone numbers jumping on the screen, and his heart was no longer calm.
It's her.
Gu Nianxi made this call after a lot of struggle. She was in a bad mood recently because Su Yuheng gave up treatment. After thinking about it for several days, she decided to call him in person to ask about the situation.
.
She wanted to know why he gave up treatment.
The phone rang for a while and was answered. The silence on the other end made Gu Nianxi very nervous. She pursed her lips and said nothing, having forgotten what she wanted to say.
"Hello."
"Hello."
The two people greeted each other awkwardly, neither of them knowing what the other was thinking. After being silent, Gu Nianxi spoke first to break the deadlock between them.
"I heard from Lin Wei that you gave up treatment. I want to call you and ask why?"
He was silent and didn't answer.
Gu Nianxi mustered up the courage to continue asking, "Am I not good enough?"
"..."
Su Yuheng suddenly remembered the past, "Am I not good enough?" She also asked him.
Tears welled up in his eyes. Su Yuheng lowered his head and answered her with a choked voice, "It's not that you're not good enough, it's my problem. It's been my problem from beginning to end."
"I can help you solve your problem. Aren't we trying to find a solution? Don't give up. Trust me, I will do my best to cure you."
"Dr. Gu, thank you, my disease...cannot be cured."
"Don't be so pessimistic. How about we try it together? I will definitely find a way to help you. Please trust me."
Her tone was close to pleading, which made Su Yuheng feel very uncomfortable. He held the phone tightly, and his fingertips turned white from the pinching.
"Doctor Gu, I can no longer see the light. The girl who gave me the stars has disappeared."
His voice was very sad, and Gu Nianxi's eyes were red when she heard it. She didn't know why, but she was particularly sad. She wanted him to believe in herself, that she could cure him.
"I have left city S and will rarely come back again. When I return to France, I will find another psychiatrist."
Find another psychiatrist...
This sentence made Gu Nianxi's heart sink instantly. She said oh and said with an embarrassed smile: "That's... that's good. There are many professional doctors in France, so I... won't bother Mr. Su.
goodbye."
"etc!"
Su Yuheng stopped her before hanging up the phone.
"Anything else?"
Su Yuheng opened his mouth to say something, but tears fell first. He still couldn't let her go. Her former smile flashed back in his mind, and their happy married life made him more and more heartbroken.
If you have never tasted sweetness, it will not be so unforgettable.
Su Yuheng pinched the bridge of his nose, controlled his emotions, and said to her with a thick nasal voice: "Gu Nianxi, learn to protect yourself from now on, and you must be happy."
"..."
After hanging up the phone, Gu Nianxi looked at the phone blankly for a long time.
This phone call put her in a bad mood. Unknowingly, she felt a touch of coldness on her cheeks. She raised her hand to touch it and realized that it was her own tears.
She cried.
Because that man was leaving City S, she actually cried sadly.
Gu Nianxi looked at the table dejectedly, and suddenly her emotions broke out uncontrollably. Her breathing became more and more rapid, and her heart felt like someone had dug a piece out of her. She covered her face in pain and cried bitterly.
The week after Su Yuheng left, Gu Nianxi seemed to have changed. She was confused all day long, her mental state was not good, and she frequently suffered from partial amnesia.
One time, she and Xiaoyun were talking, and suddenly her thoughts wandered. When she came back to her senses, she had forgotten what topic they were talking about.
Another time, when she was walking home from get off work, she forgot which way was going down the mountain.
This happened several times, and Gu Nianxi wondered if it might have been the stimulation caused by the He Tiantian incident. She felt more and more that something was wrong with her, so she went to Lin Wei to tell Lin Wei about the situation after get off work one day.
Lin Wei frowned after hearing this and immediately added an item to her schedule.
——Nian Nian, hypnosis!
Gu Nianxi, who had been suffering from insomnia recently, originally wanted to take a pill to go to bed early, but she didn't expect that she was woken up by a phone call in the middle of the night.
Late at night, Gu Nianxi was woken up by the ringing of her cell phone. She thought it was He Jianchen's call, so she held the phone in front of her and was shocked to see it.
Su Yuheng's phone number was displayed on the phone screen, and she answered the call without hesitation.
"Hello."
The voice on the other end was not his. On the other end of the phone, a woman spoke urgently in French. Gu Nianxi had never studied French and could not understand her at all. She only felt that the other party was very anxious.
"I'm sorry, can you please speak to me in English?"
Gu Nianxi spoke to her in English. After a few seconds, another man answered the phone.
"Hello, this gentleman is in urgent need of a blood transfusion! Are you his relative? What is his blood type?" the man asked Gu Nianxi in English.
Gu Nianxi was silent for a moment, then the man seemed very anxious and yelled.
"Hello, this is H Hospital in Nice, France. The address book on this gentleman's mobile phone only has your number! Are you his relative? Do you know his blood type? He is in urgent need of rescue now! We need to give him a blood transfusion!"
Gu Nianxi covered her lips in surprise. She had already guessed who the doctor was talking about, but she still asked without giving up. She really hoped it was a wrong number dialed, and she really hoped it was not the man she had guessed in her heart.
"What does he look like?"
"Asian face! He is about thirty years old and his height is estimated to be 189 centimeters."
"what happen?"
"Suicide is not ruled out."
Gu Nianxi's heart felt as if a bloody hole had been torn open. She clutched the collar on her chest in pain and cried out in pain.
"Miss! Time is urgent! Do you know this gentleman's blood type?"
"Blood type..." Gu Nianxi jumped out of bed and opened the computer, trembling all over as he opened the laptop, but there was no record of blood type in his information.
"What's his blood type?"
What blood type...
Gu Nianxi was so anxious that the answer suddenly came to her mind, "Type B!" She told the other person eagerly, "He has blood type B!"
"OK!"
"Is he okay? Is he okay?" The call was not hung up, but no one paid any attention to her. Gu Nianxi heard the sirens of the ambulance and bit her fist nervously.
After a while, there was another voice on the other end of the phone, and it was the same man as before.
"Miss, are you in Nice?"
"No, I'm in China. How is he now? Please save him, he can't die!"
"Okay, we will do our best. Do you have the contact number here? This gentleman needs to go through the procedures for admission and there is a fee."
Gu Nianxi sat beside the bed, her face pale, "How much...how much does it cost?"
Gu Nianxi reported a large sum of money. At this time, Gu Nianxi completely lost the ability to think and hurriedly transferred the money to an account given by the other party, pleading repeatedly with the other party to save him.
The other person hung up the phone, and Gu Nianxi held the phone and paced around the room in despair.
"What to do... what to do..." She rushed out of the house in a panic and ran to the intersection with bare feet, but she didn't know where to go.
Under the dim street lights, Gu Nianxi squatted at an empty intersection, crying bitterly. She helplessly dialed Lin Wei's phone, her sobs appearing extremely sad in the winter night.
"What's wrong?" Lin Wei heard Gu Nianxi's cry and was so frightened that she quickly asked.
"Something happened to him..."
"Who?" Lin Wei was obviously surprised when she heard Gu Nianxi's words, "Who is in trouble?"
"Mr. Su, something happened to him in France."
"..." There was no sound on the other end of the phone. After a long time, Lin Wei exclaimed, "omg, how could that be - how did you know?"
"Just now, the hospital called me just now." Gu Nianxi said choked with sobs.
Lin Wei thought about it calmly, "Don't worry, I'll call to confirm."
Gu Nianxi couldn't help crying, and kept repeating one sentence, "It's all my fault... It's all my fault."
"Nian Nian, don't cry? Where are you?"
"Lin Wei, he can't die... He can't die..." Gu Nianxi wiped the tears on her face carelessly and muttered to herself, "I promised him that I would help him."
Lin Wei on the other end of the phone was silent for a long time. She was frightened by Gu Nianxi's abnormal state. She didn't expect her reaction to be so big.
"Niannian, Gavin's situation is very complicated. He not only has depression, but also bipolar disorder and borderline personality disorder. You can't help him at this stage with his problem. He may have left to find better medical resources.
"
"..." Gu Nianxi looked ahead blankly, her eyes full of helplessness.
It turned out that she was right. When he described his past experiences, she realized that he was more likely to have borderline personality disorder and bipolar disorder.
Gu Nianxi suddenly realized, no wonder he said she couldn't cure him.
"Do you remember seeing me that morning? It was Gavin who asked me to talk to me. He said that he couldn't get married with this disease, but he loved that girl so much that he wanted to be with her at all costs, so he married
His wife's departure was a huge blow to him, and he might not be able to hold on for so long."
Why was he alone in the cemetery so late?
Did he give up because life was too tiring?
Is there nothing in this world that he deserves to miss?
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