Gu Nianxi lowered her head with tears in her eyes. The tears obscured her vision, and the street lights in front of her eyes became blurry. She sobbed while wiping her tears.
The catharsis of her emotions gave Lin Wei bad thoughts.
Gu Nianxi is sick.
"Niannian, listen to me." Lin Wei interrupted Gu Nianxi who was crying and repeating those words, but she turned a deaf ear and continued to say what she wanted to say.
"I thought I could help him, but why didn't they believe me? Is it because I wasn't good enough, so they didn't give me the chance to cure them? I promised him that by being his psychiatrist, I could cure him...
…Woohoo…I can really do it…”
Gu Nianxi couldn't accept the call she just received. She didn't want him to die, she wanted him to live.
Lin Wei was silent and waited for her to calm down before speaking out to comfort her.
"Nian Nian, to be a psychiatrist you must have strong enough endurance. My teacher told me that in the decades she has been a psychiatrist, she has also encountered several extreme patients. We do our best to use what we have learned.
Our professional skill is to help others, but not all patients will recover as we expect. Some things are beyond our control, so we must be strong and not too weak. There are more people who need our help, and we must give them
They have confidence, you know?”
Lin Wei's words were meaningful. Gu Nianxi looked at the street lights in the distance, sniffed and cried, "Yeah! I understand, I understand, Kevin said so too."
Kevin? The boss of the clinic where she worked before?
Why did she suddenly think of this person?
Lin Wei felt something was wrong with Gu Nianxi's state, and she became a little worried.
"Nian Nian, what time is it now?"
Lin Wei suddenly asked her this because she wanted to test Gu Nianxi's current state. She suspected that her mental state was not stable.
"Time..." Gu Nianxi looked at the ground and replied hesitantly, "Time...I don't know, now is..."
"How old are you this year?"
"I'm... twenty-three years old... no, twenty-five years old... Wuwuwu... I didn't catch him, he's still down there... Wuwu... Save him, he can't die..."
Lin Wei on the other end of the phone was so shocked that she couldn't open her mouth from ear to ear when she heard this. She jumped up from the bed, her pupils trembling with shock.
"Gu Nianxi, Gu Nianxi, where are you now?"
No, she had to go find her immediately, it was too dangerous for her.
"Gu Nianxi, where are you?" Lin Wei asked anxiously, walking quickly to the cloakroom and putting on her coat.
"I'm... at the door of my house..." Gu Nianxi looked back at the door, her expression suddenly became stunned, "Why am I here, wuwu... why am I... here."
"Then where should you be?" Lin Wei picked up the car keys and headed straight in the direction of Gu Nianxi's house.
As the car was speeding on the road, Lin Wei deliberately talked to Gu Nianxi to delay time.
"Nian Nian, do you still remember the address? What does your home look like? I will take you home."
"My home..." Gu Nianxi squatted on the ground and looked at the dark cloudy night sky. A light suddenly flashed in her eyes, "My home is at No. 208 Perfume Avenue. There is a mailbox in front of my door. On the mailbox is a hanging sign I bought with him.
The wind chimes, woo woo... He will come to pick me up, he will come to pick me up... We will go home together, woo woo..."
"who is he?"
"Why hasn't he come yet? Is he... wu wu... is he gone?"
Lin Wei gasped in shock. She held her breath and looked at the road ahead, and asked in a trembling voice.
"Nian Nian, what's his name?"
"His name is... His name is..."
Gu Nianxi seemed to be under a spell and couldn't think of his name. She covered her head and tried to remember, "I can't remember, I don't know... My head hurts."
"Okay, then don't think about it anymore, just wait for me on the roadside."
When Lin Wei arrived, she saw from a distance a thin figure sitting under the streetlight at the intersection in the cold wind. She looked at the night sky with no expression on her face, but her tears had not dried up, making her look pitiful.
How did this woman get herself to be like this?
Lin Wei felt very sad, so she took out a blanket from the trunk, walked up to her and put it on her.
Gu Nianxi had been in a daze. When Lin Wei stood next to her, she became aware of her presence. She looked at Lin Wei with blurred eyes.
"Do you still remember who I am?"
"Lin Wei." Gu Nianxi replied without thinking.
Okay, not too bad.
Lin Wei thought about it and sat down next to her. She held Gu Nianxi in her arms and rubbed her cold body.
"I'll take you home." Lin Wei glanced at the lifeless Gu Nianxi and saw her nodding obediently.
"Lin Wei...I am an incompetent psychiatrist."
Lin Wei frowned, sympathizing with her plight. Two consecutive patients' extreme behaviors caused great irritation to her.
She also has doubts about whether she can be a psychiatrist in her current condition.
Seeing that she was extremely depressed, Lin Wei thought of one person, should she let He Jianchen take action? Starting from the incident of the high school girl falling from the building, Gu Nianxi didn't want He Jianchen to worry about her and always reported good news but not bad news. But now her situation, if not
Tell He Jianchen that she is afraid that Gu Nianxi will get worse when he comes back.
Lin Wei stood up and walked aside, dialing He Jianchen's number.
The phone rang several times, and He Jianchen quickly answered the call. As if he had a premonition, the first thing he asked was.
"What's wrong? What happened to what happened?"
Lin Wei was a little surprised as to why he would ask that. Before she could ask, He Jianchen solved her doubts.
"I called her that day and I felt that she was not in a good mood. I asked her what was wrong, but she didn't say much. Was she angry with me?"
Lin Wei sighed, it seemed that this boy still had his girlfriend in his heart.
"One of Niannian's patients fell from a building a while ago. She was at the scene and was greatly stimulated. I gave her psychological counseling for a week, but the situation was not optimistic. She was too affected by this incident. Recently,
Mental state is not good."
"Why didn't she tell me! How is she doing now?" He Jianchen asked anxiously.
Lin Wei answered truthfully, "I am with her now, and she...ran out of the house and said she wanted to go home."
"Run away from home...want to go home?" He Jianchen didn't understand.
"He Jianchen, tell me, do you know her past?"
"..."
The silence on the other end of the phone made Lin Wei anticipate what he was thinking. He knew.
"You know her past, but you didn't tell her."
"The past has passed, no need to mention it again."
"But do you know that the trauma of the past will swallow her up! She may have mental problems! Have you heard of split personality? Aren't you worried that she will become two people! One is Gu Nianxi before, and the other is Gu Nian now
Xi!"
"..." He Jianchen was so nervous that she couldn't speak. It took a while before she spoke, "No! As long as I'm here, she won't become the Gu Nianxi she once was."
"Are you so confident? What if she remembers that man?"
He Jianchen fell silent again. He gritted his teeth and said, "That man is already dead."
Lin Wei was silent this time. She looked at Gu Nianxi beside her in disbelief, and suddenly felt that this woman was really pitiful.
She locked her dead lover in forgotten time.
"You...really don't think about telling her this?"
"No need to say, one day, she will remember it by herself."
When she thought of him, they should have had children by then.
"He Jianchen, you are very selfish."
"Yes, I admit that I am selfish. I just want to be selfish for once."
"Does this count as taking advantage of the opportunity? If one day she remembers her former lover, how should she face you? Aren't you afraid that the person she loves in the end will not be you?"
"Can't you see that she likes me very much? If I had known her first, maybe her first choice would have been me!"
Lin Wei couldn't make sense to him and closed her eyes tiredly, "You are too stubborn. You say you like it, like, and love! There is a big difference, okay? She likes you, maybe because you saved her life, maybe because you saved her life.
Because you gave her warmth when she was helpless! Think about it yourself whether she loves you or not!"
Lin Wei hung up the phone angrily, walked up to Gu Nianxi and asked her softly.
"Gu Nianxi, do you love He Jianchen?"
Gu Nianxi turned to look at Lin Wei with an incredible expression.
"He Jianchen..." Gu Nianxi said He Jianchen's name, her thoughts were a little confused, "He Jianchen..."
At this moment, He Jianchen called. Lin Wei looked at it and answered.
"Hello."
"Give Nian Nian the phone."
Lin Wei reluctantly gave her phone to Gu Nianxi.
"He Jianchen's phone number."
When Gu Nianxi heard He Jianchen's name, her lost consciousness was brought back a little, and she answered the phone while half asleep.
The biting cold wind blew into the thin collar. When Gu Nianxi heard He Jianchen's voice, her tears couldn't stop flowing down.
She opened her lips and breathed out hot breath, "When will you come back?"
"Nian Nian? What's wrong with you?"
"Woo... when will you come back..."
Lin Wei frowned and looked at Gu Nianxi, her heart beating wildly.
She had just been talking nonsense about another man, but when she received a call from He Jianchen, she immediately switched to another state, which made her suspect that she was suffering from early symptoms of split personality.
"Nian Nian, don't cry. I will apply to the leader to go back immediately."
"He Jianchen, my patient... wu wu..."
He Jianchen thought her fluctuating mood was due to work, so he quickly comforted her and told her several cases of medical accidents he had experienced.
"Nian Nian, it's not your problem. We can't decide a person's life or death. We can only try our best to fight against death. You have tried your best. Don't blame yourself too much. It's cold outside. Don't catch a cold. Go home first.
I will apply with the boss in a while and will return to China soon."
Gu Nianxi looked at her toes that were red from the cold with tears in her eyes, "Jian Chen, am I not suitable to be a psychiatrist?"
"Don't think so wildly. You don't know how great you were before. You are so smart and you will be as great as before soon."
"I can't go back to the past..." Two lines of tears fell down, and Gu Nianxi choked and said, "I can no longer be a psychiatrist."
"Nian Nian, it doesn't matter. If you can't be a doctor, we won't do it. You wait while I earn money to support you."
Waiting for him to earn money to support her,
What warm encouragement.
"good."
Gu Nianxi gradually stopped crying, and He Jianchen's comfort played a big role.
After hanging up the phone, Gu Nianxi was a little less excited, but Lin Wei kept thinking about it.
As a bystander, she could clearly see that there was a thorn hidden in Gu Nianxi's heart. The thorn she had forgotten had now begun to torment her.
After He Jianchen, I'm afraid he will face a lot of challenges. His woman still has a man hidden in her heart, and she will think of him from time to time.
"Let's go back."
Lin Wei hugged Gu Nianxi and sent her home.
After arriving home, Gu Nianxi's mind was filled with images of Su Yuheng, the decadent and sluggish way he blew smoke rings, the elegant way he quietly played with the tea set, the dejected way he talked about the past, and the way he said goodbye to her with a smile on his face.
appearance.
As she thought about it, a handsome face with dimples filled her mind. His smile, his hug, and his gentleness cleared away the uneasiness in her heart.
"He Jianchen..."
Gu Nianxi recited He Jianchen's name and fell asleep tiredly.
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