Several folded A4 papers were handed in front of me.
Fu Xixi reached out to take it, lowered her eyes and took a closer look, and then saw what Lan Jiao had written on it -
【Xixi, hello, I am Lan Jiao.
When you read this letter, I think I am no longer truly here, but I am not afraid at all of making truly brave choices.
The first time I met you was through Mrs. Yun’s marriage arrangement with Master Jiu.
I was very happy and excited about the marriage between Master Jiu and I, but the next day I found out that the person the old lady really wanted to marry was you.
When I saw your photo, I was also unexpectedly happy. After all, I don’t have a real friend or sister in the Imperial City. I didn’t expect that I have a twin sister who looks exactly like me. If we can play together, I will definitely
It's a very happy thing.
I found Lan and asked why you were left in the countryside for foster care. Lan was very secretive and didn't want to mention you. She only said that you were unknown, and then told me that if I let you come back, you would take away all my halo, everything.
Things will be taken away in half.
I don't care about those things and aura, but I care about Master Jiu and that marriage. I want to marry such an outstanding person.
Therefore, I selfishly chose to conceal this matter and pretended not to know your existence.
However, I will still be curious about your life and your existence.
I have people secretly inquire about you and secretly read your news.
I found that although you live in a poor mountain village and your adoptive mother often makes things difficult for you, and you don't have enough food or clothing, you have Brother Nan and your adoptive grandmother who really love you, and you live an innocent and optimistic life.
But I am different. I need to study hard every day, practice ballet, piano, read hard, learn several languages, and can only sleep for six hours.
Perhaps, I envied you and envied you from that moment on.
After that, it was the marriage with Jiu Ye.
I have been working hard for so many years, trying my best to get closer to him, just to get his eyes on me and to appreciate me as my fiancée.
However, I didn't expect Master Jiu to tell me that he wanted to break off the engagement.
What's more, I didn't expect that after you came to the Imperial City, you would easily sleep with him, whom I thought about day and night, and have a physical relationship with him.
All my hard work over the years suddenly looked like a joke.
It was also at that moment that I completely hated you.
So, I pretended that I thought you were good, and deceived you into giving birth to the child. At the same time, I deceived Master Jiu that it was me that night, so that he could continue the engagement.
During the nine months I locked you in the basement to raise your baby, firstly, I was really afraid that someone would find you, and secondly, looking at your swollen belly and thinking of your intimacy with Master Jiu, I became crazy with envy and jealousy.
But, after all, they are biological sisters. After you give birth to the child, I will still send you back to S city and let you continue your life.
During those three years, I tried my best to ignore that night you had, and worked even harder to express myself in front of Master Jiu, hoping to live a good life with him from now on.
It's a pity that fate has a twist. Three years later, your appearance broke my dream again.
The moment I saw you hiding behind the curtains, my heart felt very angry and throbbing, because Lord Jiu is indifferent to any woman. If he can hide you, it means that he feels differently about you.
I'm afraid that you will completely steal my years of hard work, and I'm even more afraid that what happened back then will be exposed, and I will start to plot against you and hate you.
It was also from that time that I embarked on a path of no return, and there was absolutely no way back.
Because even though I regretted and wanted to give up late at night, I clearly understood that the result of giving up would be the laughing stock of the world, an abandoned wife in the eyes of others, and more than ten years of hard work and deep love would be in vain.