But Qin Weibai's mood was always ups and downs, with various emotions brewing in her heart, and the taste was complicated.
Some worries are similar but not different, some happiness is similar but not different, some anxiety is similar but not different, some expectations are similar but not different.
She felt that something was about to happen, but she didn't know what it was.
During this period, she seemed to have thought of something. She put on her clothes and went downstairs with a slightly red face. She bought some things at a nearby drugstore and tried them when she came back. It confirmed that she was not pregnant. In other words, her current mood was different from that of the past.
Li Tianlan's love for her day and night for many months didn't have much to do with it.
But this uneasy mood has a lot to do with Li Tianlan.
Qin Weibai never told anyone.
She had never dreamed of Li Tianlan in her dreams since childhood.
This statement is not very precise, but it can be said to be accurate.
In her trance dream, she dreamed of many scenes related to Li Tianlan, but Qin Weibai felt that she was more like watching a movie about the past.
In those dreams, there was Li Tianlan.
But he is not Li Tianlan in reality.
Li Tianlan's figure in the dream was always blurry. Even if he appeared next to her in the dream, Li Tianlan was just a shadow, an erratic shadow.
In Qin Weibai's dream, Li Tianlan's clothes, face, and temperament were changing thousands of times every second. The changes were so drastic that in Qin Weibai's consciousness, Li Tianlan in the dream
It has no facial features, and is even a shadow without a body.
But every time he saw that phantom, Qin Weibai's consciousness in the dream would tell him that it was Li Tianlan, and she believed it in the dream.
She and the reincarnation palace master who is currently at Wangyou Villa are really the same person, with the same consciousness, the same habits, and the same thoughts. Within close range, the injuries suffered by the two of them can be shared with each other, or they can be borne alone.
A little further away, the two people's thoughts are completely synchronized, and both parties know what the other is thinking at every moment, because that is their own thought, while a little further away, the two people's dreams are completely synchronized.
To be precise, when the Lord of the Palace of Reincarnation was in the southern hemisphere and Qin Weibai was in the northern hemisphere, and they both rested at the same time, the dreams that occurred in their consciousness were exactly the same.
So for Qin Weibai now, Li Tianlan is the ghost that has been lingering in her consciousness since she was a child. She keeps synchronizing with the Lord of the Palace of Reincarnation, and finally becomes the same person. The same thoughts, naturally the same
feelings, so there was no obstacle for her to accept Li Tianlan.
It's just that she has always been confused. She obviously loves him so much and is willing to give everything for him, but why is Li Tianlan in the dream just a shadow?
More than two years ago, after Moormans's eternal sword, the ever-changing shadow belonging to Li Tianlan began to appear more and more in Qin Weibai's dreams.
Qin Weibai knew exactly what was going on.
This is the sustenance of the Palace Master of Samsara. Qin Weibai would also have dreams in the past, but the source of Li Tianlan she dreamed about was the Palace Lord of Samsara.
The illusory shadow that represents Li Tianlan now frequently appears in her dreams because, in a sense, the other self is already dead.
She may not be considered completely dead, but her current state definitely cannot be considered alive.
So Li Tianlan began to appear suddenly in her dreams, appearing more and more frequently, but the illusory shadow became increasingly blurry.
The Lord of the Palace of Reincarnation broke through the transcendent realm in the spiritual realm with the Eternal Sword. Today, Qin Weibai can be said to be improving every moment, and there is no obstacle for her to enter the so-called transcendent realm.
Before she went to the desert prison, she was already close to the so-called limit in the spiritual realm.
So she consciously built a garden in her dream.
A garden where sunshine and snow dance together.
It is her most hidden territory and the starting point of all her dreams.
Qin Weibai's only regret was that there was no Li Tianlan in that garden.
She even wondered more than once, if her consciousness and Li Tianlan's consciousness could be completely connected to form a certain degree of thinking synchronization, then in the dream, could she also bring Li Tianlan into that building?
In the garden, the dreams of both parties are completely connected.
In this way, even if she is not by his side in the future, she can still see him in her dreams. It is not him in her imagination, but the real consciousness of Li Tianlan in the dream.
Let him bully me in his dream, and he will probably not be as overeating and overeating as he is now.
She really thought about this problem seriously.
Then she saw Li Tianlan in her dream.
one……
Li Tianlan in his youth.
That ancient tree, that piece of wind and snow, those dense sword marks, that boy, that wooden sword were not the things in Qin Weibai's dream.
There is only that garden in her dream, which is the source of the dream. In the source, if Qin Weibai does not want her dream to expand freely, out of control of her spirit, she can completely let herself stay in the garden.
Inside, nothing can be seen.
But in this state, she unexpectedly met Li Tianlan.
This is obviously an unusual sight.
Just why does this happen?
The young man Li Tianlan in the dream is extremely clear and real, just like the child who really lives in Qin Weibai's dream.
Qin Weibai woke up at that moment.
But when she woke up, she still felt that the child was still living in the snow beside the garden.
The old tree had collapsed, but he seemed unaware of it and still sat there quietly.
That feeling is so real and unparalleled.
Qin Weibai was certain that it was not Li Tianlan constructed by his own consciousness.
The Li Tianlan that her consciousness constructed was just a faint shadow, not a young boy, and even a shadow with an extremely vague figure.
And don't say that she has not reached the transcendental state yet. Even if she does enter the transcendental state, she will not be able to integrate her own consciousness with Li Tianlan's consciousness to form a synchronization in the dream.
From Qin Weibai's current understanding, this kind of thing can only exist in fantasy, and it is nothing more than fantasy.
So who is the boy in her dream?
Qin Weibai was a little uneasy.
She carefully recalled the garden in her dream.
The flowers are bright, the sun is bright, and the snow is cold.
The boy outside the garden is peaceful and ordinary.
It was a very beautiful picture, but it was so beautiful that it lacked any vitality.
Qin Weibai suddenly felt an unspeakable sense of weirdness and terror in his heart.
Every scene in the dream seemed perfectly normal when she recalled it, but the more she thought about it, the weirder she felt. The deep weirdness was originally completely hidden, but with the appearance of young Li Tianlan, all the strange things happened.
The ordinary is revealed bit by bit.
Qin Weibai sat on the bed and let the quilt wrap him up. Snow flew across the sky through the opened curtains. The bedroom without Li Tianlan suddenly became very cold.
She just sat quietly without eating at noon. As time passed into the afternoon, her eyelids began to fight as she became more and more depressed, but she kept holding on. When she thought of the young man Li Tianlan in the dream, she felt a little scared.
, I don’t even dare to sleep by myself.
However, the extreme mental fatigue made her consciousness become deeper and deeper.
Qin Weibai's body gradually slipped from his sitting position, lay down again, and fell asleep again in a daze.
It’s still the same splendid and colorful garden.
But the sunlight in the sky disappeared.
Snowflakes were flying scatteredly.
Qin Weibai stood there, feeling the gloomy sky in the dream, and understood the reason why he was too tired now.
The flowers in the garden swayed slightly in the wind and snow.
Qin Weibai stood stiffly in the dream garden, looking straight ahead.
She didn't even dare to turn her head.
From her position, as long as she turned her head to the right, she could see the garden gate.
If that boy was still around, she might see Li Tianlan in his boyhood for the first time.
Qin Weibai on the bed was breathing messily and frowned.
In the dream, she was extremely nervous.
The wind and snow in the sky seemed to be much stronger. In his dream, Qin Weibai clearly felt the cold.
She took several deep breaths before controlling herself and turning her head slowly.
The first thing that caught her sight was not the garden gate, nor the young man Li Tianlan outside the gate.
Instead, it is a big, strong, ancient tree that blocks out the sky and the sun but is completely dark.
The giant dark tree stood outside the garden gate. In the wind and snow, the trunk, treetops, leaves, everything was almost dead silent, without the slightest tremor.
Qin Weibai's body was cold, and his heart kept sinking.
This seemed to be the collapsed giant tree she had seen before.
But the second time I entered the dream, the tree had returned to its original appearance. No, it seemed that many years had passed in the dream. The tree not only restored its original appearance, it even became stronger, and the whole tree began to become
Dark and dead silence.
There are no more young men under the trees, no more wooden swords.
It was completely empty.
Qin Weibai breathed a sigh of relief. The moment her nervousness relaxed, she was suddenly startled again and looked at the giant tree carefully.
Countless snowflakes are scattered under the canopy of the giant tree, but the areas where the snowflakes are divided are somewhat different.
There is a small area where the snowflakes seem to be suspended quietly.
It was as if there was something invisible there that was supporting the snowflakes and preventing them from falling.
Qin Weibai watched quietly. She watched for a long time before finally confirming that there seemed to be an illusory figure there that had almost become completely void.
He stayed there indifferently, and if you didn't look carefully, you wouldn't be able to spot it.
Qin Weibai breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.
She knew she was dreaming about Li Tianlan again.
When she was extremely mentally exhausted, her control over the source of the garden became loose, and she dreamed of Li Tianlan at the source of her dream.
Li Tianlan in her dream was this shadow, changing every second, almost completely transparent.
After all, this is something in your own consciousness.
The coldness in Qin Weibai's heart slowly dissipated.
She walked over briskly.
In her dream, the Li Tianlan she dreamed of could do many things.
But this time, the empty shadow that seemed to disappear at any time did nothing. He sat quietly under the tree, seeming to be extremely tired, resting, or thinking about something.
His posture looks a little weird.
Qin Weibai looked at it for a while before he realized that the figure's body was a little tilted, and this posture made it look like he was being held in someone's arms.
Qin Weibai looked at it carefully.
There was nothing next to the shadow representing Li Tianlan. There was only the dark giant tree beside him.
The dark trees were far thicker than those seen in the garden, but as Qin Weibai walked in, the state of the giant trees became clear to her eyes.
The giant tree in front of me seemed to have been torn apart as well.
There were pieces of metal fragments of different colors stuck on the huge tree trunk. Qin Weibai couldn't recognize what kind of metal they were, but he could vaguely feel the colors on the metal fragments, but the originally colorful metal fragments were now
All the light dimmed, and dense cracks were spread on every piece of debris. It was shocking, spreading from the root of the tree to countless branches, with hundreds, thousands, hundreds of thousands or even more pieces of metal densely packed together.
The giant black tree was completely torn apart by the metal fragments. The huge tree was trembling slightly, and dark, lusterless sap slowly flowed down from the trunk, like patches of black blood.
Qin Weibai's brows frowned tightly.
The shadow of nothingness that represented Li Tianlan was still sitting there, as if it would dissipate at any time, but it never dissipated.
Qin Weibai stopped in front of the shadow and looked at the giant tree behind him.
The trembling of the giant tree became more and more obvious, and the black blood seemed to have flowed into a small waterfall.
For some reason, Qin Weibai suddenly felt that this tree should be much bigger and more numerous than what he saw.
The source of her dreams was limited, so the tree seemed to have been shrunk countless times.
This is a very natural feeling.
She felt that if this tree really existed, it would be almost infinitely tall, and every piece of metal densely inserted into the trunk would probably be big enough to cover the entire sky.
Trees and debris are infinitely reduced.
Only the size of the shadow is ordinary.
Black blood flowed down from the tree trunk, seeming to completely drown the phantom.
But a strong qi force blocked all the black liquid from outside.
It seemed... to be a sword energy.
Qin Weibai was a little confused. When she walked out of the garden, the dream had already unfolded from the source. She didn't know why she had such a dream.
The giant black tree was very close to her, and Qin Weibai could clearly feel countless emotions from the patches of black blood.
Bloody, cruel, evil, chaotic, violent, spiteful, dark and ghastly.
The metal fragments inserted into the tree trunks reflected a faint light. The light was absolutely cold and had absolutely complete and perfect rules, creating a natural and huge sense of repulsion.
Qin Weibai really didn't dare to move for a while.
He suddenly realized that whether she was close to the giant black tree or the metal fragments, her fate would be terrible. She was the safest only around that shadow.
But the shadow itself is the most illusory.
"Tianlan..."
In the dream, Qin Weibai called out softly.
The phantom was silent, motionless and unresponsive.
This was different from her usual dreams.
Qin Weibai thought for a while and did what she often did in dreams in the past.
This is her dream.
Everything in front of her is a continuation of her consciousness, and she has absolute authority here.
Li Tianlan in her dream was just a shadow, a shadow that was constantly changing every minute.
Qin Weibai would try to concentrate every time and concentrate his consciousness to make Li Tianlan clear.
Such attempts have never been successful.
But she will keep trying until she wakes up naturally.
Qin Weibai gently sat next to the shadow and looked at the shadow seriously. She began to focus her attention and consciousness.
The dream began to shake unsteadily.
This is a sign that she is about to wake up after deliberately doing something in her dream.
Qin Weibai looked at the shadow in front of him calmly.
The shadow began to become clear as she continued to concentrate.
A shallow, faint outline appeared in the almost transparent shadow.
The outline began to appear slightly angular.
A touch of color gradually appeared in her sight.
It's purple.
The moment purple appears, it begins to change into various complex colors.
Qin Weibai has long been accustomed to this change.
It's just that this change only appeared for a few seconds today before it was completely fixed.
The ever-changing colors disappeared.
A shocking black and red color appeared in front of Qin Weibai.
No, not black and red.
It was a black trench coat.
However, the windbreaker was stained with large areas of blood, and the blood was smeared on almost every corner of the black windbreaker, making it look sad and tragic.
The smell of blood began to appear in the dream.
The black windbreaker with one corner stained with blood became completely clear and no longer changed.
No longer changing!
Qin Weibai's heart began to sink, sinking crazily, like falling into an ice cave.
Because this time, Li Tianlan's body has also been frozen and no longer changes.
More and more black trench coats are beginning to appear.
The blood stains spread all the way down.
But all Qin Weibai saw was a black windbreaker.
In the dream, she did not see Li Tianlan's legs.
It seemed like it had been cut with an extremely sharp weapon.
One of Li Tianlan's legs had completely disappeared. The wound seemed to have occurred not long ago. Hot blood was continuously flowing from the wound, and the hem of the windbreaker was almost completely soaked in the blood.
The shadow became increasingly clear.
Qin Weibai saw Li Tianlan's other leg.
No, it's the other half of the leg.
His calves also disappeared, and his knees were gone as well. White bones and blood spread from his thighs, and the surrounding air suddenly became hot and scalding.
Li Tianlan's sleeves appeared.
The empty sleeves were dancing feebly, and blood slowly dripped from the cuffs.
His other hand still seemed to be intact, but the skin of that arm had turned blue-gray, and dense metal fragments were digging into every corner of his arm, tearing his finger joints apart.
His muscles and blood vessels were broken, and it was a bloody arm, as if someone had fired thousands of bullets directly into that arm at the same time.
Heartbreaking pain burst out from Qin Weibai's consciousness in an instant.
She saw most of Li Tianlan's body.
I saw his chest and abdomen.
The black trench coat on his chest and abdomen had long been broken, and dense wounds crisscrossed his chest and abdomen. The blood and bones crazily stimulated Qin Weibai's nerves, and on his chest, Li Tianlan's left and right atriums were completely empty.
His two hearts had been taken out, and only blood was still flowing.
Qin Weibai's body was shaking violently.
He wanted to make the phantom representing Li Tianlan clear countless times, but he never expected that the phantom would be in this state after it became clear.
This was a nightmare, a nightmare that she didn't want to remember no matter what.
She raised her head tremblingly.
At this moment, the shadow became completely real.
She saw the shadow's head.
That's Li Tianlan's head.
This shadow is indeed Li Tianlan.
One of Li Tianlan's eye sockets was empty and dark. The blood seemed to have completely solidified the moment the eyeball was removed, and there was another shocking wound between his eyebrows.
It seemed to be a fingerprint.
It was this fingerprint that pressed against Li Tianlan's eyebrows, completely piercing his brain in an instant and cutting off all his life.
Qin Weibai almost suffocated.
This is really Li Tianlan.
Li Tianlan's body.
No, to be precise, it should be the remains of Li Tianlan.
This isn't even a whole corpse.
This corpse, which seemed to have just died and seemed to have fallen for endless years, sat there quietly.
His face was covered with blood, but he looked strangely plain and tired.
The moment this figure appeared, the giant black tree and endless metal fragments behind him became completely silent.
The black blood disappeared, the giant trees no longer trembled, and the metal fragments no longer reflected light.
All the breath has disappeared, and it seems that everything is dormant and has chosen to give in.
The mutilated corpse was still sitting quietly, not looking at Qin Weibai, but quietly looking into the distance in the dream.
The world is spinning.
Qin Weibai screamed.
Not in a dream.
But in the bedroom.
Her body sat up from the bed in an instant, her eyes were red, tears were streaming down her face, and she was miserable.
"Why?"
Her body was trembling violently: "Why do you have such a dream..."
"That was not a dream."
A soft and ethereal voice sounded next to Qin Weibai, soft, sweet, and intimate.
Qin Weibai was quiet for a moment.
She turned her head.
A figure shrouded in light sat quietly beside the bed, looking at her silently.
Qin Weibai couldn't see her appearance or her expression, so he could only confirm that she was a woman.
It seemed that her consciousness was still immersed in the dream. She stayed for a long time. The first question was not how the other party got in, but tremblingly: "If it's not a dream, what is it?"
"That is His Majesty Li Tianlan."
In the brilliance, the woman spoke softly: "Whether it's the shadow you saw or the mutilated corpse, they are all..."
After a pause, she said: "They are all in his truest state."