After another hard night last night, my overall mental state was very poor. I have been asking for leave one after another these days. Some readers may think that Beibei is looking for an excuse to be sick to ask for leave, but in fact his physical condition is very poor.
Especially since I had a fever last time, my body has been very strange. I can't sleep every night and I feel flustered. I don't know how to describe my mood. At night, people's psychological defenses are very fragile.
I tend to have random thoughts, and all these negative emotions come up. I want to sleep but can't fall asleep, which really makes me collapse. I have been restless, vomiting, and have a low fever for several nights in a row.
I feel better during the day, but I still get headaches and dizziness after sitting for a long time, so I’m really sorry, dear readers, Beibei would like to take three days off to recuperate his physical condition.
I originally thought that I would get better after just sleeping, but then I fell into a vicious cycle. I thought about it for a long time today, and I really didn’t want to take a day off, but for the sake of my life and body, I decided to take a day off.
Because I love writing novels so much, I will be afraid at night. If I can't write novels, Bailian's story and Ling Tiansu's story will not have a perfect ending. It's very regretful and scary to think about it.
Unconsciously, writing has become an integral part of life. Beibei does not expect to become a god and get rich overnight. I sincerely hope to continue on this path. I hope that everyone will not abandon the useless Beibei.
These three days give myself a space to adjust. The long-term pain really makes me collapse every night. I hope that after three days, Beibei can be resurrected with full energy.
Finally, I would like to say that the story written by Bei Bei may be delayed, but the promise will never be missed.
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