It's been almost two weeks, and I haven't had a good night's sleep. I can only sleep half asleep for two or three hours a day. On Tuesday, I went to the hospital to see a doctor. The doctor said that Beibei suffered from anxiety and neurasthenia.
I was prescribed antidepressant medication, and after taking it for two days, my condition did not improve. As soon as it got dark, I started to panic for no reason.
I couldn't say anything, I was very sleepy and wanted to sleep, but my brain was thinking wildly and uncontrollably.
I want to read some novels and play games every day to distract my attention, but I have no desire to look at my mobile phone. At night, I sit on the edge of the bed and stare at the dark window in a daze, not knowing what I am thinking.
As soon as it gets dark, all kinds of negative emotions arise, including all kinds of panic and chest tightness.
Since I haven't made an appointment with a specialist in the past few days, I made an appointment with a psychiatrist on Thursday to take a closer look at the situation. He said that he needed to do some instrument testing. Because the facilities here are not perfect, he had to transfer to a larger hospital for examination.
Today is already Wednesday, and Beibei is thinking of taking this week off and officially returning to work next Monday.
I'm really sorry everyone, Beibei really wants to code, but I still want to adjust my mentality before starting to work.