"This is just the preliminary speculation of the police."
The look in Huo Xumei's eyes was reserved and a little tired.
Yu Ruanruan was not sure, was he depressed because of his hidden identity, or because of the unpleasant things that had just happened at the police station?
She knew that the time for her confession was not the right time.
She chose a time when Huo Xu was most vulnerable and revealed a huge secret. She was not sure whether doing so would disappoint and shrink the man.
However, that was her past after all, and Huo Xu had already seen the signs while performing Canglang's mission today.
The longer it is delayed, the worse it will be.
Therefore, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Even if he is unwilling to accept it, it is the past that Yu Ruanruan has experienced.
After thinking about all this, Yu Ruanruan felt calm. Her eyes when she looked at Huo Xu became much tougher and more determined, "I know that this result will be a little unbearable for you, but no matter how uncomfortable you are, you
Everyone must cooperate with my work. For you, you may be able to find the important person you lost, and for me, by destroying the wolf, I can fully accept my former self."
When she said these words, she completely put away her personal emotions.
There's no time for pretense.
After experiencing the last stand-in incident, Yu Ruanruan saw the problems between her and Huo Xu more clearly.
Whether it's Tangtang's ray of white moonlight or Yu Ruanruan's hidden past, these problems need to be brought to light and solved step by step.
Before all the conflicts are resolved, she will look at the relationship between her and Huo Xu more rationally.
Huo Xu is an individual, a person with his own likes and dislikes, emotions, pursuits, and complete personality.
She should treat him as an independent individual and allow him to have his own ideas.
She likes him, but that doesn't mean she has the right to interfere with him.
She can only decide her own thoughts and actions.
The girl took a whole set of ideological counseling courses for herself in her heart, convincing herself not to feel uncomfortable, not to be emotional, but to be rational.
But at this moment, a tall figure suddenly approached her. The sofa beside her sank in. The man sat down next to her. Then, his shoulders sank, and Huo Xu actually gently leaned his head on her shoulders.
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Yu Ruanruan's body froze.
The man's initial silence and his sudden closeness formed a sharp contrast.
She couldn't help but feel anxious as she tried to keep calm.
"Ruanruan." Huo Xu murmured in a low voice, then wrapped his arms around her, hugged her tightly, changed his position, and buried his face deeply into her shoulder.
Yu Ruanruan's body stiffly maintained her previous sitting position, her heart beating like a drum.
Many question marks flew overhead.
Too many things happened, and she couldn't understand Huo Xu's psychology for a while.
Did he not hear what she just said clearly at all, or did he not care about Canglang at all? Or was he still in the midst of the blow from the Qin family and had not come out, so he was a little confused?
What was going on in his mind when he hugged her with a cold face and buried himself in the crook of her neck with attachment?
Yu Ruoruan held her breath, waiting for Huo Xu's next words.
The man's breath was even, and after a moment, he murmured in her ear, "You must have been very helpless at that time, right?"
Yu Ruanruan's expression was stunned, and his deep, distressed voice seemed to be carrying electric current, which was transmitted to the left ventricle through the auditory nerve, causing an even stronger tremor.
Yu's soft eyes turned red in an instant.
Pretending to be strong and mustering up the courage to tell her secret, she thought that from the moment she made up her mind to speak out, she was destined to withstand any rumors.
But I didn't expect that the work would be broken before it even started.
"Huo Xu, you are really..." Yu Ruanruan laughed, smiled, shed tears, and hugged the man beside her, unable to say anything.
At this moment, the two people hugging each other silently were the closest they had ever been to each other.
In the hotel bedroom, a small wall lamp is turned on.
The dim yellow light shines on the bed, and Yu Ruanruan and the man are like two little beasts hugging each other for warmth, leaning against each other, their heads touching their heads, their big hands clasping their little hands.
It's one o'clock in the morning.
But still can't sleep.
"I rarely hear you think about the past..." The man held her hand and played with the gaps between her fingers. After a pause, he continued, "Could it be a shadow?"
The bathrobe on his body was loose and loose, and his jet black hair was half dry and hanging on his face, making him look not aggressive at all.
The same goes for the girl in his arms. Her long hair is like a waterfall, draped on her shoulders, leaning in his arms like a doll.
Yu Ruanruan thought for a while and nodded, "Yes."
More than just a shadow?
It's just a nightmare.
"However, those are things in the past. Fortunately, I grew up safely and found my biological parents."
"Do you still remember how you were abducted?"
"Remember, at that time, I was trying to be a hero to save others, but ended up getting myself involved." Yu Ruanruan lowered her eyes, the wall lamp shone on her face, and her long eyelashes cast a shadow under her eyelids.
She recalled the little girl who was abducted by human traffickers at that time.
It's been too long.
She no longer remembers the little girl's face, but she still remembers the fear and despair on her face at that time.
Yu Ruanruan didn't know what was going on with her.
It was obvious that I was still suffering from a high fever and had no money to seek medical treatment. It was obvious that I could not protect myself.
But at that moment, he received the distress signal from the little girl's eyes.
She has suffered a lot in the orphanage since she was a child, and she understands how a person feels when she is afraid and desperate.
At that moment, Yu Ruanruan, who was unable to save herself, couldn't help but want to reach out to rescue the girl.
She felt that she had experienced hardships and was homeless everywhere. It was better for her to be taken away by human traffickers than for a girl to be taken away by human traffickers.
So, she made this bold decision without even thinking about it.
Huo Xu tightened his arms and hugged her a little tighter.
At this moment, there was an unknown darkness in his heart for no reason.
If she hadn't saved people back then, wouldn't she have suffered so much?
If she were more cold, vicious, selfish and cold-blooded, would she live a better life?
He couldn't figure it out, why couldn't she be more cold-blooded?
Why can't you just think about yourself?
Along with it, there is also a feeling of fear.
Huo Xu could not imagine how Ruanruan spent time in the devil's cave of "Canglang". It was also difficult for him to imagine how Yang Cuihua, a remnant of Canglang, had abused Ruanruan all these years.
It was even more difficult for him to imagine why the girl could continue to maintain her original intention despite encountering so many hardships in her life.
When she was 8 years old, she was able to sacrifice herself to save others. She experienced so much cruel torture in reality, but she still remained unchanged.
I will still yearn for the beauty and love in the world.
I will still strive to live towards the sun.
She may not be perfect, she may have been clumsy and stumbled in the pursuit of love, but she has a heart as transparent as crystal.
If God hadn't shown mercy and given her a chance to be reborn, her crystal heart would have been shattered into pieces, turned into dust, and disappeared into the void.