Chapter 684 Fictional World (two in one, please subscribe)
"I should have met 'Doctor', because in my understanding, it was 'Doctor' who performed the surgery on me, and I was imprisoned here by him." Lu Mingfei frowned tightly, " But I have no impression of 'Doctor' himself."
"I can even imagine the dazzling white light, I can imagine the feeling of a scalpel cutting open my head, and I can also imagine the sound of hard heels tapping on the floor..." Lu Mingfei, "But I don't remember his voice or his appearance. I can't remember what he said to me or what he did. My impression of him can't be called vague. I only remember that this building There should be such a person in the port."
"But haven't you forgotten a lot of things?" Renata asked, "Isn't it strange that you don't remember 'Doctor'?"
"No, Renata, this is not a natural forgetting, more like a memory that can be sealed." Lu Mingfei shook his head and explained to Renata, "For example, I remember you, I remember the head nurse, I I remember the nurses who came to give me the injection, even the children I had never met such as Anton, Yakov and Khorkina, and the soldiers I had heard loudly talking outside the building but had never met. I remember them all, but I don’t remember ‘Doctor’.”
"'Doctor', the person in charge of this unknown seaport, he is in this building. There is indeed such a person in my consciousness, but I don't even know his voice, appearance, clothing, including all his characteristics. I can't even remember it." Lu Mingfei racked his brains to describe it, "It's like a force has erased the memory about this person from my brain, or there is a fog that has erased everything about him. It’s all covered up.”
"You mean, someone deliberately made you forget everything about 'Doctor'?" Renata asked Lu Mingfei.
"I don't know, but I have this feeling now. This feeling is very strange. All I have is the scattered memories of me being bound here. These memories piece together the outline of an unknown seaport, and People living in this seaport." Lu Mingfei whispered, "Maybe these people are one-sided and wrong in my understanding, but at least I have a general impression of them, but as this seaport I can’t remember anything about the ‘doctor’ who is the person in charge, don’t you think it’s weird?”
"That sounds weird." Renata's expression also became a little strange.
"Do you still remember what 'Doctor' looks like?" Lu Mingfei looked at Renata and asked, "Can you describe it to me, the more detailed the better."
"Let me think about it..." Renata was lost in thought. She said as she thought, "Every time I see 'Doctor', he always wears a white coat and cold-proof military snow boots. About half of his head is He has white hair, the bridge of his nose is straight, and his eye sockets are sunken. The lines on his face are as if they were carved with a knife, and the contours of his face are clear and smooth."
"Do they look like typical Europeans?" Lu Mingfei asked.
"Yes." Renata nodded, "Khorkina said that if 'Doctor' were forty years younger, he would be a very handsome young Moscow man."
"'Doctor' is from Moscow?" Lu Mingfei asked Renata, "Did he tell you personally?"
"No." Renata shook her head, "But 'Doctor' has a little accent. Yakov said that 'Doctor''s accent has the characteristics of Slavic languages, that is, he can distinguish between hard and soft palatal sounds. This is a typical Russian style.
The pronunciation, and the big tongue trill of 'Doctor' sounds very standard."
"This does not necessarily prove that 'Doctor' is from Moscow, or from Russia." Lu Mingfei said quickly, "The characteristics of the Slavic language family can be imitated and related, as long as you insist on practicing one by choking on water.
Within a month, I was able to produce a large tongue trill proficiently, but it is really not easy to distinguish between hard and soft palate sounds. However, as long as I stayed in Moscow for half a year and communicated with local people every day, I would unconsciously develop a habit and master it.
A pure Russian accent."
"This feature can only prove that the 'doctor' has indeed lived in Russia, but it does not mean that he is a pure Muscovite." Lu Mingfei shook his head in denial.
Renata's mouth opened slightly, looking a little surprised. Not to mention Renata, after Dang Lu Mingfei said these words, he was a little scared by himself... When Renata talked about language characteristics and language
After getting used to it, Lu Mingfei blurted out these words almost subconsciously.
But Lu Mingfei himself couldn't remember where he learned this knowledge. It's not like he had never been to Moscow, he wasn't Russian or even European, but why was he so familiar with the pronunciation habits and pronunciation characteristics of Russians?
This kind of familiarity is very unnatural. Lu Mingfei himself basically doesn’t know Russian and has no habit of distinguishing between palatal and velar sounds. This knowledge is like a layman who has never been to Moscow or Russia and deliberately learns it in order to understand certain things...
…To be more precise, it was like a preparation to refute at this very moment that the “doctor” must be from Moscow.
But where did Lu Mingfei know these things? And how could he know in advance that he would one day chat with Renata about the language characteristics of Russians?
If Lu Mingfei somehow knew about Germany's defeat, the date of the girl's menarche and the full moon could be explained by amnesia, then the current coincidence would be so weird that it would send chills down the spine.
"Yes, 'Doctor' did not personally say that he was from Moscow... It seems that 'Doctor' did not study at a university in Moscow." Renata suddenly remembered something, "Because when Yakov asked 'Doctor'
"If we are sent to Moscow to study, will we live a happy life? The doctor only told him that the children sent to Moscow to study will live in a large manor of a wealthy family, and there is no need to worry about whether we will suffer."
"Doctor" is always worried about whether he has enough to eat, and his tone is very calm and calm... But every time "Doctor" talks to us about his study experience, he is always very happy and laughs from the bottom of his heart!"
"If he is also a German prisoner of war and was sent to take charge of this seaport, then everything makes sense." Lu Mingfei raised his doubts and looked at Renata, "I ask you if you know about 'Doctor'
Name, actually I want to know his surname... I want to know if he has a German surname!"
"Are you doubting...'Doctor' is the German that Zero mentioned?" Renata opened her mouth involuntarily. Lu Mingfei's words have reached this level, so she should also understand what Lu Mingfei is thinking. .
"Yes, this is so weird, isn't it?" Lu Mingfei said slowly, "'Doctor' is the person in charge of this seaport. I should have the deepest impression of him, but I don't remember him at all. I can even remember what the face of the nurse who put the straitjacket on me looked like every time, but I have no idea what 'Doctor' looks like."
Renata looked at Lu Mingfei. Listening to Lu Mingfei's words, her heart was definitely not at peace, but she did not interrupt Lu Mingfei.
"I have very good hearing. In the dead of night, I can hear the nurses playing mahjong in the duty room, imagining and cursing. I can also hear every child snoring and talking in their sleep. In Yakov's dream Calling Khorkina's name, Khorkina fantasizes about going to Moscow to study and meeting a handsome and wealthy young man. Anton seems to regard you as the object of his erotic dream... I can also hear you coming from the room every night. Lu Mingfei looked at Renata and said, "But I can't remember anything about that 'doctor''s voice in my memory, or even the existence of this person in my memory." They are all vague and thin.”
"Are you suspicious that your missing memory was manipulated by the 'Doctor'?" Renata said the suspicion in Lu Mingfei's mind.
"Why else would he imprison me here?" Lu Mingfei asked rhetorically, "Since he set up a separate room for me and didn't allow me to leave or communicate with others, he always wanted to get something from me. That’s right?”
"What do you think the Doctor wants from you?" Renata asked.
"I don't know. To be honest, I have already fallen into self-doubt. I even thought that I was something created by the 'Doctor'. My thoughts, my memory, and even my personality are all unnatural man-made products. It's even a product of failure." Lu Mingfei raised his head and looked at the dark ceiling and said, "Because there are too many defects in my consciousness. My brain lacks many important things, but there are also some extraneous things."
"But..." Renata was about to comfort Lu Mingfei, but was immediately interrupted by Lu Mingfei.
"Don't worry, after listening to what you said, I no longer think so." Lu Mingfei paused, "In other words, No. 0, you can't doubt yourself even if you doubt the world. It's really philosophical... If a person really If you lose something important, you should do everything you can to get it back, but if a person loses himself, then he really has nothing."
"Do you think the two things you lost were taken away by 'Doctor'?" Renata asked.
"I don't know, maybe I lost them myself." Lu Mingfei took a deep breath, "But no matter what, 'Doctor' must be the key to me finding those two things."
What Lu Mingfei didn't tell Renata was that if the world was really false and only he was real, then "Doctor" would be the carrier to unlock his important memories. Maybe what he lost was his own important memories.
Maybe what he lost was his true self... But if Lu Mingfei told Renata like this, whether the girl could understand Lu Mingfei's words was secondary. Lu Mingfei didn't want to deny this pure white, flower-like person who had been helping him.
The same girl, the true meaning of her existence.
"At lunch time tomorrow, I will find an opportunity to find out the name of 'Doctor'." Renata said to Lu Mingfei, "If 'Doctor' really has a German surname, I will find a way to tell you tonight."
"There's no need to ask, there's no need for it anymore." Lu Mingfei shook his head, "It's useless to know his name. I have to see him. Only by seeing him can I have a chance to find what Zero said he had lost."
"But how are you going to see 'Doctor' like this?" Renata looked at Lu Mingfei being tied to the iron bed, feeling a little worried, "I can't untie these iron chains, so I can only go to the duty room to steal the key.
Well, after what happened last time, the head nurse now takes the key to Ward Zero very seriously and always carries it with her. Even if I really steal it, we can't get around the patrolling guards. No one can approach the 'Doctor's' room.
.”
"I can't get out of this room. Even if I get out, it's just in vain. It's useless to think about it." Lu Mingfei said in surprise, "I want to meet 'Doctor', not for me to meet him... but for him to
He came to see me."
"Let 'Doctor' come to see you..." Renata was surprised, "But, we can't even see 'Doctor' in person... How can we let 'Doctor' come to see you?"
"Since 'Doctor' has imprisoned me here, there must be something he wants to ask for from me." Lu Mingfei whispered, "As long as he thinks there is a chance to get what he wants from me, he will come back.
If you meet me... you will definitely do it!"
"Then do you know what 'Doctor' wants from you?" Renata asked Lu Mingfei.
"I haven't thought about it yet. If I had realized it, I wouldn't be trapped here." Lu Mingfei shook his head.
Renata also lowered her head to think, and Lu Mingfei suddenly saw something yellow flashing over Renata's head. It was a leaf-yellow bow accessory.
"I haven't seen you wearing this yellow bow last time. Did any boy give it to you?" Lu Mingfei asked, looking at the accessories on Renata's braids.
Just as Renata was about to say something, their conversation was interrupted by a rapid alarm sound. Renata's voice was blocked in her throat, and her expression changed instantly.
"What happened again?" Lu Mingfei frowned as he spoke, "Did something big happen to the harbor recently?"
"I don't know... I don't know..." Renata looked pale and shook her head like a puppet, "I only know that a man from Moscow recently visited 'Doctor'. I told you that he was wearing a military uniform.
The man he has never met before...'Doctor' said that the selected child can follow that man to study in Moscow soon, and I don't know the rest..."
Renata looked frightened. The last time she was caught by the nurses in Ward Zero, thanks to Zero pretending to assault her, the head nurse's attention was diverted, and Renata only closed the door.
Three days of confinement.
The yellow butterfly on Renata's braid is not a token of goodwill given to her by a boy, but a sign of acceptance of punishment. Renata doesn't like braiding at all, but here, all disobedient girls must do it.
Wear yellow butterfly accessories on your braids.
This is a symbol of shame. Only when the head nurse feels that your performance has improved enough, will the butterfly be removed for you.
This transition is about to end, and it's time to enter the decisive battle.