Xue Ling secretly turned her eyes, guessing that she was sad about the scene.
"Cousin, today we are here to wish our ancestors a happy New Year. When my uncle and aunt saw you coming to wish them a happy New Year, they were also happy in heaven. Today is the first day of the Lunar New Year, so we should be happy."
Xue Cong wiped the corners of his eyes and pulled an apology smile.
"It was too hurt for a moment... I can't help it. I really want to raise my son but I don't want to be with him. Your parents are only one daughter, and my parents are only one daughter. But my parents died early and died when they died.
At that time, my career was just beginning, and I couldn’t take care of them at all, and I couldn’t give them a good meal and drink. In the past ten years, my career has improved, and my husband has achieved success in his career, and his life has made a leap every year.
But the elderly cannot enjoy such good things. I still remember that before my father passed away, he told me that he wanted to go to the southern seaside to see the sea. But I... couldn't satisfy his wish at all, so I turned around and asked for leave to apply, but I had not approved it yet
After that, my dad is gone.”
Xue Ling sighed softly and asked: "Uncle should be a person who likes the sea very much, right?"
"Yeah." Xue Cong whispered: "My mother is from Haimeng... I know, he misses my mother."
Xue Ling smiled bitterly, this is a typical pot that she doesn’t mention which pot to open!
"My cousin...I'm sorry."
Xue Cong sniffed and shook his head: "So you are much luckier than me. After your parents retire, they can choose the life they want to live. You are also better than me, so that your parents can not worry and spend money without any burden.
, use your own money to do the life you like, and don’t worry about whether your children’s financial resources are abundant. I was still living a tight life at the beginning, and my father was even worried about me before he died. I was really unfilial..."
"No need to worry now." Xue Ling comforted: "Cousin, your life is fulfilling and rich now, and my uncle and aunt are also relieved."
Xue Cong smiled sadly: "It's all superficial...it's just superficial good."
Now Xue Ling didn't dare to ask any more and whispered: "Think about everything well. Cousin, you are over forty years old. It is said that you know your destiny at fifty. Some things need to be clear about, and you must also be willing to do so.
Think about it.”
"Oh... I can't think of it." Xue Cong narrowed his eyes and whispered: "My husband has never accompanied me to the old house, never once. He can't even attend the funeral of my parents. I've scolded him.
He beat him and even made a fuss with him, and he almost divorced, but he always replied to me with a heart-wrenching 'I'm sorry' and then there was nothing."
Thinking of her husband's special identity, Xue Ling couldn't help but persuade: "Brother-in-law has a special job and he is also for the country and the people. Let's understand him more."
"Who understands me?" Xue Cong choked up: "The child has gone abroad to study. There is no Spring Festival there. He has no need to take leave for the New Year. He has no need to go home, and he can't even have a meal with me on New Year's Eve.
The New Year at home is lively and the whole family is busy, but I am sitting in a high-end villa, upstairs and downstairs, deserted inside and out... There is not even a single person to talk."
Xue Ling couldn't help feeling sad, and held her hand and pinched it.
Her hands were very cold, and her palms were also cold.
Xue Cong sniffed, and although he didn't cry, his expression was very sad.
"Others can only see your appearance of goodness, but they don't know your inner pain and helplessness. When I was young, everyone had to struggle. I was busy with work and taking care of my children. His work was special, I
I always supported him. At that time, I had children with me, and even if I missed him, I could only endure it silently. But my heart was so uncomfortable! This year, every year, I had to wait until every year to be able to be companion!
I never thought about anything I wanted to marry him. At that time, I felt that he was down-to-earth and responsible. But his sense of responsibility was never given to me. Even a little bit of family responsibility was good - but he couldn't.
I have my own small family. I am older, my children are older, I fly away, and I am lonely. I need a wife. But when will he belong to me and our small family?"
Xue Ling sighed and whispered: "Cousin, you want to be more open-minded. My brother-in-law should be close to fifty years old and is not far from retirement. When he retires, he can still accompany you for many years."
"I want to divorce him." Xue Cong narrowed his eyes and said, "I told him before the Chinese New Year that he was very quiet on the phone. After five or six minutes, I hung up the phone directly. If the relationship could be kept, I could always rely on it.
I contacted the phone line and I had already lost everything. I had been in the past ten days, more than half a month, and occasionally I could not receive a call once a month or two. What's the point of being such a couple?"
She looked towards the hall and sighed tilted on the big pillar.
"As the saying goes, if you don't listen to the old man, you will suffer losses in front of you. The old man has experienced many things, and you will see more thoroughly and you will see accurately. My father advised me back then that he was very good, but I have to marry him.
I support a family by myself. My mother couldn't bear to suffer and advised me to give up on him. But I am a very opinionated person. To put it nicely, I am an independent person, but in fact I am stubborn. I think the person I choose is
I won't regret the person I love."
"But I still regret it, but I still regret it after all. Love is very delicate, but people cannot always live by love. My love for him has been worn out in the housework that is so tired that it is half-dead and lonely night.
. I used to think that everything in the world will eventually die, but feelings will not, and love will be even more eternal. But that are all foolish thoughts from young people.”
"No one can see people, so how can we get so much love? Wait, wait, wait day after day, month after month, occasionally meet in a hurry, say goodbye in a hurry, and arrive in a new cycle, continue to wait and wait.
The strong love cannot withstand the torture of time. So my heart is cold, my love is cold, and my love is dead."
"I'm tired, I'm really tired, tired, I just want to find a place that won't be too deserted and talk to people well. Don't have those flattering scenes, don't have those exaggerated routines. I don't need comfort, because
I really don't need peace.”
Xue Ling buried her head and rolled her eyes.
"Then I... won't be comforted anymore. In fact, put myself in my shoes, if it were me, I would definitely not be as good as you. I have less patience and I can't stand loneliness."
Xue Cong smiled softly and said, "I can't do it anymore."
"But divorce seems to be impossible to solve anything." Xue Ling couldn't help but analyze: "You are almost living alone now, and you still live alone when you divorce. So what's the difference between being divorced? Cousin, unless you have found the second spring.
It's... "
"No." Xue Cong whispered: "It's enough to be foolish if you make mistakes once. Do you have to be foolish again? I regret it, and I'm tired and tired. If I'm sick, I'll have to go to have a second spring."
"There is no need to leave!" Xue Ling shrugged: "Anyway, we live alone. If we don't leave, the child can at least have a complete home."
Xue Cong was stunned and couldn't speak for a moment.
Xue Ling continued to analyze: "What can you get after divorce? You shouldn't need his money now. Right, your profession has nothing to do with him, and it shouldn't be involved. What do you want to get?
Have you ever thought about it?"
"Nothing is needed." Xue Cong whispered: "I don't lack money or money."
"Yes!" Xue Ling shrugged: "What you lack is his company, but he can't give it. Even if you divorce him, he can't give it. Then what are you doing when you divorce?"
Xue Cong narrowed his eyes and murmured: "This kind of marriage is meaningless, and it's not interesting. End it earlier, don't have a name...I'm in pain."