Chapter eight hundred and eighty third she is distressed for you
Chapter 883: She feels sorry for you
After Ruan Chen left, Xu Wan leaned on the door panel, slowly slid down, sat on the ground, hugged his knees with his hands, buried his head and cried.
She clearly knew that their relationship should never have started from the beginning. It was her delusion to get something that did not belong to her.
That’s what brought Ruan Chen to where he is today.
He should have had a bright future.
But it was almost destroyed because of her.
She didn't want to keep delaying him anymore...
He didn't know how long he had been sitting on the ground. Xu Wan raised his head again, wiped the tears from his face, stood up with his support on the wall, and returned to the bedroom to take out his suitcase and pack his things.
The moment she opened the cloakroom, she saw several pieces of Ruan Chen's clothes hanging together with hers.
With red eyes, Xu Wan took out all the pink sweatshirts she had bought before and threw them in the cardboard box. But when she collected Ruan Chen's clothes, she was reluctant to throw them away and held them in her arms for a long time.
The sweetness and warmth of this month appeared in front of me again.
She left home to work when she was a teenager. Over the years, she has become accustomed to living independently.
Ruan Chen is obviously a few years younger than her, but he has been taking care of her.
He never speaks nice love words and has a dull personality, but he will always use actions to express his concern for her.
Time and time again, people fall.
Even three years ago, when Qin Yuhui chased her fiercely, pursued her considerately, and then found out that he had a family, she didn't feel like she does now.
So heartbreaking and unforgettable.
When she was with Qin Yuhui, she could only be the glamorous and dazzling Xu Wan who appeared in everyone's eyes.
But these days with Ruan Chen, she became her truest self.
Xu Wan sat holding the clothes for most of the night, and finally packed them into cardboard boxes one by one.
Along with this relationship, it was buried in the dust.
In fact, having these beautiful memories is enough for her.
As for Ruan Chen, there is still a long, long road ahead.
It was most appropriate for them to separate at a fork in the road and return to their own life trajectories.
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Downstairs, while security was patrolling, I saw a figure standing on the porch.
The biting rain in the early winter night wet half of his clothes, but he stood there as if he had no consciousness.
The security guard waved the flashlight, and after taking a closer look at the figure, he asked, "Xiao Ruan?"
As the security guard spoke, he put away the flashlight and walked towards him: "It's still raining in the middle of the night, what are you doing standing here?
Did you quarrel with your girlfriend again?"
Ruan Chen's lips moved and his voice was low and hoarse: "No."
The security guard was also a veteran. Seeing him like this, he knew what happened, so he didn't ask any more questions. Instead, he said: "Okay, don't stand here anymore. Follow me to the security room to sit for a while and warm up by the fire."
I got sick."
Ruan Chen didn't move.
When the security guard went to pull him, they found that his whole body was frozen and stiff, and he didn't have any warmth at all.
He was surprised: "Xiao Ruan, you..."
Ruan Chen glanced upstairs, but finally said nothing and looked away.
When he arrived at the security room, the security guard took a cup of hot water from the water dispenser and handed it to him. He turned on the stove and pushed it in front of him. He sighed and said, "I will be on duty here tonight. You can stay a little longer."
Ruan Chen took the water and said only two low words: "Thank you."
The security guard found some snacks that he usually stored for him, and at the same time held a bucket of instant noodles: "Would you like to eat something to warm yourself up?"
Ruan Chen said: "No need, I'm not hungry."
The security guard sat opposite him again. Seeing that he was not eating or drinking, he picked up the cigarette case on the table, knocked one and handed it over: "Want one?"
Ruan Chen reached out and took it.
After the security guard handed over the lighter again, he lit one for himself and said slowly: "Xiao Ruan, listen to my uncle's advice. It's not a big deal for young lovers to quarrel once in a while. It will be over in two days. There is no need.
Keep it in mind.
How can any couple in this world not quarrel? They quarrel even more when they get married, just like me and my family, we quarrel every day, but life should continue as it should."
Ruan Chen said nothing and listened silently.
As soon as the security guard started talking, he seemed to have opened up a chatterbox and kept talking: "The girl in our family and I were introduced to each other by someone else. I heard the introducer said she was a few years older than me, but I wasn't happy with it. I tried to talk it over before I went.
Met once.
Hey, who would have thought that just this side of her would make me unable to forget her."
"We were not like you now. We were free to fall in love and only had the consent of both parents. Her parents looked down on me at first, thinking that I had not even finished junior high school, had no future, and could not make a lot of money. They
My daughter can only live a miserable life with me."
"I couldn't swallow that breath. I came to the city with a few cents in my pocket. I could do whatever I could to earn the money. In two or three years, I saved up enough money to repair the house. Then I went home to take care of her.
Married into the family..."
Halfway through his words, the security guard saw that the cigarette between Ruan Chen's fingers was almost finished.
The scarlet fire light left an impressive mark on his hand.
"Xiao Ruan, you smoked! The cigarette burned your hand!"
Ruan Chen finally came to his senses, quickly put out the cigarette and threw it into the trash can.
He lowered his eyes and glanced at his fingers.
But I don't feel any pain.
I just feel my throat is a little dry and astringent.
Ruan Chen picked up the already cold water next to him and drank it.
After a long while, he held the paper cup and said in a hoarse voice: "She is also a few years older than me, but...she thinks we are not suitable. She thinks I am naive, impulsive, do things recklessly, cannot protect myself, and will affect others.
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The security guard sighed silently and patted his shoulder: "She feels sorry for you."
Ruan Chen lowered his head: "I know."
He continued: "But what she said is true."
If he had the ability to handle this series of things, Qin Yuhui would not be released from prison, let alone let things happen to this point.
He never regretted his original decision, nor was he afraid of losing everything and becoming nothing.
But he did bring a lot of trouble to the people around him.
The security guard said: "Xiao Ruan, haven't you graduated yet?
It is indeed a bit early to say this now. Since your girlfriend is a few years older than you, from her perspective, she must have more things to consider than you. Instead of quarreling over these issues now, you might as well finish your studies first."
"As a student, your studies are still the main focus at this stage. When you graduate and your thinking gradually matures, she will definitely not call you naive anymore. Maybe these problems between you will be solved."
Ruan Chen pursed his thin lips tightly and said nothing for a while.
He knew very well that Xu Wan didn't want to see him again, except for the problems she mentioned.
There was also the matter of Qin Yuhui, which she couldn't get over in her heart.
So, is two years enough for her?
[Author's note: The wisdom teeth have been inflamed for the past two days, and injections and medicines have no effect... I will update it today, (┬＿┬) I will go back to my hometown tomorrow, and I will try my best to find time to update, and I guarantee that the updates will not be interrupted.
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