It's not that I'm brainless, I just subconsciously still think that Yuchen won't hurt me.
That's why I dared to be bold in front of him, and that's why I dared to shout out everything in my heart just to vent my feelings.
If Yuchen was a stranger, I would never do anything stupid like showing all my cards.
This feeling is very complicated. I hate him, but at the same time I am sure that he loves me.
But now that I see Yuchen approaching me step by step, I suddenly feel that I seem to be a little too confident.
Does he really love me? How could a man who truly loves me do something to hurt my loved ones?
As for Yu Chen, maybe Qiao is just the reincarnation of Yu Ling!
The more I think about it, the angrier, more hateful and sadder I feel.
When I saw Yuchen approaching me, I grabbed something and wanted to hit him.
But I have nothing left to throw away.
Seeing that there was nothing to take, I simply raised my hand and hit Yuchen in the face.
But before I could touch him, Yuchen grabbed my wrist.
Yuchen grabbed my wrist and pulled me hard into his arms.
I was pulled into his arms, and he put his other hand around my waist and lifted me up forcefully.
My feet lifted off the ground, and my whole body was pressed against Yuchen's body.
Actions that used to make me feel intimate now only make me feel angry.
How on earth did he do it!
How did he come back to make love to me after killing my grandma?
I can't think about this kind of problem. When I think about it, I feel how damned I was when I was with Yuchen before.
While I was crying, I punched and kicked Yuchen.
Yuchen didn't care at all about my painless resistance.
He carried me into the bedroom and threw me on the bed.
Then, he leaned over and pressed over.
I realized what he was going to do and screamed angrily, "Yu Chen! You can't do this to me! Let me go... don't make me hate you!"
"Don't you hate me already?" Yuchen grabbed my wrist and pinned my arms to the bed. He pressed on me and looked down at me with a pair of black eyes that were so determined that they were almost stubborn, "
Lin Xi, you are mine!"
After he finished speaking, he lowered his head and kissed me.
I turned my head to avoid his kiss, "Yu Chen, you killed my grandma, you are my enemy, sooner or later I will kill you with my own hands! I will never be with you again!"
I opened my face, and Yuchen's lips fell on my face.
He didn't care if he didn't kiss me on the lips.
He still kissed me patiently and carefully.
From the side of the face to the neck, and then from the neck to the collarbone.
The kiss is like drizzle, soft and fine.
My body was developed by him, and he knows every part of my body like the back of his hand.
Under his offensive, even if I was reluctant, my body had the most honest reaction.
This reaction made me despair! Tears flowed down the corners of my eyes.
Yuchen also noticed the changes in my body. He hugged me tightly, put his lips next to my ear, and said in a gentle voice, "Lin Xi, I love you.
"
"Who cares about your love!" I gritted my teeth and said bitterly, "Yu Chen, admit it, you don't understand what love is at all! You are just possessive. Yu Ling has a lover, a friend, and
Clan member, there are too many things around her that are more important than you, so you destroyed those things and left Yu Ling with only you.
You want to be Yu Ling's one and only, but you haven't considered whether Yu Ling wants you or not! You forced Yu Ling to death, and now you use the same method to treat me! Yuchen, you are a pathetic person,
No one will truly love you, and no one will want your love. You can never be someone else’s only one...ah!"
Before I could finish cursing, Yuchen spread my legs and penetrated me fiercely.
It was as if he hadn't heard my abuse and he was concentrating on doing his thing. He was more patient and gentle than usual. I felt sick in my heart, but my body slowly became softer. It turned into water.
When he pushed me to the extreme, I even reached out and hugged him.
This action seemed to make him very happy.
He hugged me tightly, panting slightly, and said to me, "I only have you.
Lin Xi, please forgive me once, just this once.
I was wrong, you can punish me however you want, don't leave me, I won't be able to bear it.
"
Almost humble, this is the lowest posture I have ever seen Yuchen in.
He probably cares about me, otherwise he wouldn't beg me like this.
If this had happened before, I would have gone crazy with joy, and a lot of words such as "I like him and love him the most" would come out.
But now, the passion has faded, and I feel sick even hugging him.
I lay on the bed, let go of him, looked at him coldly and said, "I want you to die! One life for another, I will forgive you."
"
Yuchen held my face, lowered his head and pecked my lips a few times, then said to me, "I still want to be with you, I can't die.
"
Still want to be with me?!
Why didn't he ask me if I still wanted to be with him?
I was going to be mad at him, so I clenched my fists and punched him crazily.
Yuchen held my hand, pulled my hand to his lips and kissed it, then looked at me and said, "You are still so strong, let's do it again.
"
"Yu Chen!" I screamed, but Yu Chen didn't pay attention at all.
I cried, forcing myself to calm down, and then started shouting the names of Hu Jinyue and Huang Fugui.
"At times like this, only Joe calls my name.
"Yu Chen covered my mouth and said, "Also, they won't come out to save you.
"
However, Xian'er, my cousin, listened to Yuchen's words even more.
I stared at him.
Yuchen added, "Of course, you can call Yun Ling, Hong Gu and the others to come over, but are you sure you want them to see you like me now?"
As he spoke, he deliberately straightened his back.
I was forced to moan softly.
Yuchen was stunned for a moment, then chuckled and said, "I don't want others to see you like you are now.
Lin Xi, you said you would love me forever and stay with me for the rest of your life, but now that your life has not come yet, you can’t even think of running away!"
No one will come to save me, I can't escape!
After thinking about this, I suddenly calmed down.
I looked at Yuchen and said through gritted teeth, "I won't run.
Yuchen, the two of us will fight together until death!"
After saying that, I reached out and hooked Yuchen's neck, raised my head, opened my mouth and bit the side of his neck.
I used so much force that I saw blood almost instantly.
Yuchen groaned in pain, but he didn't stop me from biting him.
He picked me up and pressed me against the wall. While attacking crazily, he carefully protected the back of my neck to prevent my back from hitting the wall when he collided with me.
In my opinion, his concern is completely hypocritical.
I bit him with my teeth and scratched him with my nails, hoping that he would die on me this time.
Finally, I lost all my strength from the fuss, my vision went dark, and I fainted.
When I woke up again and opened my eyes, I saw Yuchen lying next to me.
I rested my head on his arm, and his other hand was on my waist, holding me in his arms.
He is still sleeping, with a handsome face and a familiar sleeping face.
If I hadn't seen the scratches and bite marks all over his body, I would have almost suspected that what happened that morning was just a dream.
How could he still sleep with me in his arms as if nothing had happened? Doesn’t he feel ashamed of me? Or does he think that I will never leave him no matter what!
The thought of separation from him suddenly made me feel sad, and tears welled up in my eyes uncontrollably.
Even now, I still love him and don’t want to separate from him!
This should be the triple binding spell working, right? Under the influence of the spell, I might really forgive him like this!
I felt a chill.
I loved Yuchen before, but the triple binding spell made me love him even more.
I didn't think there was any conflict, so when Jin Hui told me, I didn't ask him to help me solve it.
But now, I'm a little unsure. How much of my love and hate for Yuchen is my own?
Do I really love him and can't help myself, or is everything due to a spell?
I don't know the answer to this question, but I know that I have to ask Jin Hui to help me break the curse.
I want to find my own feelings.
I reached out and gently lifted Yuchen's arm around my waist.
I didn't want to wake him up, but he woke up anyway.