The roller coaster went up and down for several times in a row. It was very exciting. Even though it was so exciting that it was so exciting, Kambara felt that her hands were being crushed by this girl A Ling.
When riding the roller coaster, she was so excited that she screamed non-stop, and at the same time she was extremely scared. In addition, Liuli's body was already very strong...
However, although it hurts.
But when he got off the roller coaster, Kambara realized that he had never seen such an expression on A Ling's body...
Her hair was messy by the wind, but there was unconcealable joy on her face.
She is extremely happy and satisfied.
Kanbaru had seen similar expressions when he took Liuli out on a date and went to the arcade together to play a game.
"How do you feel?"
"Hmph, it's great! Easy and relaxing~~"
"..."
I almost believed it.
Kagura Raku chose not to complain about her, but let her be happy as hell.
......
I went to the place where drinks were sold and bought two glasses of juice. Kanbaru handed the orange-flavored juice to "Tianhai Jiuli".
The two sat on the bench.
Because the roller coaster is really scary, both of them felt that they should take a rest, so they stayed here for a while.
Drinking juice, blowing the night breeze of Hawaii, and watching the prosperity of the Hawaiian amusement park, my mood and spirit seemed to be relaxed, comfortable and comfortable...
"Tian Hai Jiu Liu Li" sat next to Kagura Raku and saw him staring at a place in the distance silently sipping juice.
"Old——"
"It's Ale."
"Okay, Ale."
......
After being quiet for a long time, Kanbaru waited for a long time but did not hear A Ling continue to speak to him, so he turned to look at her and saw that she seemed to have something to say.
"Just tell me what you want to say. Now I will listen carefully to everything."
"Well..."
"Tianhai Jiuliuli" held the juice in both hands, and her crossed thumbs moved around without any purpose. This movement lasted for a while, and then she whispered:
"Sixteen years, this was the first time in sixteen years that you took me to the amusement park to ride a roller coaster..."
Kagura Raku saw her turning to look at him.
The four eyes meet and face each other.
A simple sentence, but it seems to carry the infinite expectations she has contained in these sixteen years...
The first time in sixteen years...
This gaze and these words once made Kanbaru Raku's heart stir. Looking at her, it was as if he saw A Ling in Liuli's body through the window of his eyes, recalling the moments he spent with A Ling when he was a child.
Bit by bit...
This sentence was very heavy. Kanbaru didn't want to make the atmosphere like this. He just wanted A Ling to be happy, so he laughed:
"What are you talking about... It's not like you are so scared of roller coasters that you said many times that you wanted to go together, but you declined with various reasons, so we didn't go in the end..."<
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"Tianhai Jiuliuli" heard this, first lowered his head, and then turned his head to look at the various lights in the amusement park.
Sky blue eyes reflect everything colorfully...
"A Ling, be happy. When we were in the car just now, didn't you smile so happily?"
When a gust of wind chilled her face, she closed her eyes again and whispered:
"Yeah... I'm very happy. Do you know why I refuse this every time?"
"..." Kanbaru Raku knew something about it, but didn't take the initiative to speak, waiting for her to finish.
"I want to say something true to you, can you hear me out?"
Hearing this, Kanbaru Lele smiled and said: "This is not your style, A Ling. According to your character, you shouldn't say it directly to me? Then I interrupted you, and then you called me 'stinky Lele' and then continued
?"
"Tianhai Jiuliuli" hugged the juice and pouted dissatisfiedly: "Really, I want to tell you something from my heart right now, of course I have to be serious...Why are you still complaining about me?"
"As a boyfriend, of course you have to be able to complain, otherwise how can you make girls happy?"
"You scumbag, you are very experienced in hooking up with girls, right?"
"Thank you for the compliment."
"Punch you!"
"Tian Hai Jiu Liu Li" pushed Kamhara Raku's shoulder, and when she saw his smile, she felt a little sweetness in her heart.
"Okay, I won't talk to you anymore! I really want to say something."
"Then tell me, I'm always here to listen."
"Well..."
"Tianhai Jiuliuli" agreed and was silent for a while.
She sat on a small bench on this platform and stared at the roller coaster that had restarted operation not far away for a long time, as if she was brewing emotions...
"We were very poor when we were young. We couldn't afford anything at that time. If I wanted to eat cake, I could only look through the window..."
"Tianhai Jiuliuli" paused for a moment.
"...Ale, you bastard sees it every time. Every time, you don't want anything. You save money and use it all to buy me things, whether it's snacks or gifts.
Whether it's new clothes...
"I wonder if you still remember the way you looked at me every time you gave me something? Every time I see you giving me something, giving me something I have always wanted, I am very happy and at the same time I go to see you who gave me the gift.
I feel like you have changed a little in my eyes...
"What has changed? I still can't tell for sure... I only know that in my eyes, you are someone who will take care of me, someone I can completely trust.
Someone who can definitely give me a sense of security...
"Because Stinky Lele, you stand in front of me and stand in front of me in everything you do. Every time I am bullied by someone, you stand up for me and comfort me...
"Time passed little by little, and we grew up together day by day. I don't know when, I began to learn to secretly see you from behind...
"I peeked at you doing housework, peeked at you making up the quilt, peeked at you doing my laundry, peeked at you while you were serving me the food... I even had nightmares. One day you didn't want me anymore and left me behind.
Just stay where I am and let me cry as I please, and you will never promise me again...
"Every time I wake up from this state, I will be scared for a while, and then I will hug you tightly under the quilt... If it is a thunderstorm day, I will hug you tighter, wake you up, and want you to give me
I tell some stories to comfort me to sleep..."
"Tianhai Jiuliuli" spoke in a softer and softer voice, and she became less and less afraid to look at him. She only dared to stare at the straw of the juice in her hand...
Then continue to speak quietly.
"Of course, I didn't know how I felt at that time. I just felt that in real life, you always had a back like this... I would feel very handsome, and if I secretly looked at you, I would also become happy.
....
"When I see you again at that time, I feel like your smile at me will make me embarrassed...
"I like getting along with you very much. I like that every day we get up together, go to school together, study together, come home from school together, eat together and catch up on homework, sit on the balcony together to watch the stars, and then spend every day of the year together.
On a holiday, I am very happy to start quarreling with you over a trivial matter... Isn't life like this? There are happiness, there are complaints, and there are those who get back together after complaining to each other and continue to get along...
.
"I hope this life can go on forever...no one will disturb the two of us...
"But when I entered junior high school, you began to distance yourself from me in terms of physical contact... I wanted to hug you, but you would reject me. I wanted to be on your back, and you would reject me. I usually want to be close to you.
For a moment, if I act coquettishly with you, you will push me away...
"I understand, this is when we have all grown up, and we can never go back to the days when we could sleep together and take a bath together...
"My mother's career also improved at this time. We moved into a new rental house, and I had my own new room... But when I saw that brand-new room, I kept thinking about the time we were together when we were young.
The place where my son lives... Although it is only six-fold in size, with only one bedroom shared with the kitchen and living room, it even leaks air and water, but the new room is no longer the kind where you can sleep with you.
The warmth..."
......
......
"Tianhai Jiuliuli" said this, took a deep breath, and then exhaled all this big breath.
As if to relieve my mood, I held back the tears flowing from my eyes.
"As I get older, I gradually understand what love is and what liking is. I can't help but compare this liking with you...I discovered that no matter what the definition of liking someone is, I
I can find certain points in you...
"But while I understand my feelings, I am also dissatisfied with your actions of always alienating me.
"Why don't you look at me more?
"Why can't you have contact with me like you did when you were a child?
"Why can't you do that to me again?
"I don't want to give up. I don't want you to stop visiting me. You always resist contact with you. I find that only by arguing with you will you respond to me the way you did when I was a child, allowing me to find some feeling of being noticed.
.....
"I know I'm an arrogant person, but if I wasn't an arrogant person, would you care about me?
"If I do everything perfectly, will you still take care of me?
"You will only think that 'Ling has grown up and no longer needs my care', because our identities are destined to keep the relationship between us as it is, and if I want you to look at me more, I can only
Do this...
"I'm sorry...I'm really sorry. I don't want to take your efforts for granted at all, but I really hope that you can still be as close to me as before...
"If possible, I will do everything I can to change myself, I will do everything I can to run far away with you... I want to be taken care of by you, I want to be considerate by you, I want to act like a baby in front of you, I want to continue to quarrel with you at night
Noisy ones can have dinner with you..."
"Ask why——"
Having said this, "Tian Hai Jiu Liu Li" squeezed the wall of the juice cup tightly, as if going through a series of huge psychological struggles, turned around, and under the cover of night, smiled brightly at Kambara and said:
"——"
The neon lights of the Hawaiian Amusement Park illuminated her smile, and the roller coaster in front of her suddenly roared past, and the sound of tracks and screams drowned out the sound she made.
But even if the voice disappeared in that moment, Kambara could clearly see what she was saying to him in her smile.
"..."
Kagura Raku was silent.
"I know this is wrong, this is wrong... But even if I know it's impossible, even if I know it will only make me uncomfortable, I still think this way about you..."
After listening to this long paragraph, Kagura Raku didn't know what to respond to her.
"Tianhai Jiuliuli" smiled brightly and waited for a long time. Seeing his expression at this time, I also understood his answer in my heart.
She pursed her lips tightly and retracted her trembling eyes.
Then he lowered his head again.
......
......
It was quiet for a while.
"Sorry, I ruined the atmosphere..."
"It's okay."
Kanbaru replied in silence.
Both of them were sitting on the bench, staring at the weeds sprouting from the cracks in the rocks at their feet.
Neither of them looked at each other.
"I've never spoken to you in this tone, right? Do you have a different impression of me?"
"Yes...Ling has always been the arrogant and stupid Ling who laughs all day long, makes people happy, deliberately puts on cute expressions..."
"Haha...hahaha..."
"Tianhai Jiuliuli" suddenly laughed. Soon, she closed her eyes, straightened her chest, and slightly raised her chin, making a proud look. Her right index finger was still shaking in front of her face without any symbolic meaning.
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"Really, really! Why am I telling you these things! I am an idiot, but let's face it, you are the idiot, Stinky Lele! I have said so many things, but you didn't complain about me at all,
What's wrong? Did your brain burn out when you were sick? You can't even complain!"
"...Bastard A Ling, you are the fool."
"What?! How was I stupid just now? Where was I stupid? I really meant it, okay."
Kanbaru Raku: "You are a fool if you mean it sincerely..."
"You are the idiot! Ba~ga~~"
"..."
Haha...hahaha...
Kagura Raku didn’t even know why he was smiling like this.
Don't know at all.
He only knew that the more "Tianhai Jiuliuli" faced him with his usual appearance at the moment, the heavier his heart felt as if it was filled with lead, and it could even be said to be painful...
Facing her feelings and her predicament, I want to help, but I can never help save her...
Seeing it but being unable to do anything about it is the most uncomfortable thing.
"What are you laughing at? You just made yourself stupid on the roller coaster?"
Kanbaru went to see her: "I wish I had become stupid."
"..." "Tianhai Jiuliuli" responded to his gaze, trying to find some thoughts in his eyes, "You...relented?"
"It's hard to say...I don't even know what emotions I'm feeling right now. I can only answer that it's very complicated, very, very complicated."
"Tianhai Jiuliuli" all muttered: "...That means you are influenced by me... Although we both know it is impossible, but having this feeling is enough...
.."
Kaname Yuara stretched out his hand and placed it on her head:
"Really, no matter what, how can I not have feelings for you? Seeing you sad, am I not sad?"
"Tianhai Jiuliuli" slapped his claws away in disgust. After understanding his mood, she felt a little happier:
"Don't touch my head! Especially this is the hand of a July fox!"
"Look at what you said. I was on a roller coaster just now. I don't know who wanted to hold this hand all the time. I'm afraid I will laugh at you for the rest of my life if I find out in Qiyue."
"Then I will have to fight her for the rest of my life!"
"You have to be able to fight her! Fool A Ling!"
"Luanluanluo~ You are the fool, fool Ale!"
The atmosphere is much better after this adjustment.
But this is thanks to the fact that Ling herself has indeed become a lot happier.
She took a sip of orange juice, as if to hide her feelings.
Within a moment, "Tianhai Jiuliuli" couldn't sit still anymore, approached the other end of the bench, turned her head, and tried to ask him:
"But what you just said, that you have me in your heart, is it true?"
"Yes, indeed there is." Kanbaru said, staring at the stars in the night, enjoying the night breeze.
"Okay! You! You're such a playboy! What a scumbag!
We already have two foxes, but we still want to take them!" "Tianhai Jiuliuli" clenched her fist and hit him on the shoulder.
Kanbaru was defensive in disgust, "Hey, hey, if you want to scold, just scold, why are you scolding with a smile?"
"Can't you see?"
"You are an idiot. How can I tell how an idiot feels?"
"Asshole! Call me stupid again, don't call me stupid!"
"Stupid, stupid, stupid."
"I hate you so much!"
"While beating and scolding at the same time, changing this line to 'I love you so much!' is not inconsistent at all."
"Tianhai Jiuliuli" doesn't care about this, just beat him:
"I'll beat you to death, I'll beat you to death!"
Kambaraku and "Tian Hai Jiu Liu Li" had a fight for a while.
"Okay, okay, stop loving me and talk about business."
"What's the business?" "Tianhai Jiuliuli" stopped his hand and sat upright.
"Are you really not planning to get married?" Kambara asked.
"No knot, I will do what I say."
"What should I do if my mother urges you?"
"No matter what, I make the decision on my own life."
"What will you do if you end up alone in the future? You don't have your own family. You see others being happy, but you have nothing."
"As long as you still remember me."
"..."
Today’s bells can make people speechless even when they speak?
But Suzuya does understand herself and understands that she will never give up on her...
Kaname Yuara came back to his senses and continued to ask:
"How should I treat you after that? What do you expect me to do?"
"...There's no need to talk about this, huh, anyway, you have me in your heart. I know this, so I just... reluctantly do it! In addition, my feelings for you will not change, even if I know it is impossible, I will not
Change..."
"If you don't change, I still have Qiyue and Liuli. Are you going to be jealous for the rest of your life?"
"Nonsense!" "Tianhai Jiuliuli" replied with a pout, "Then let me ask you, aren't Qi Mingyue and Jiuliuli jealous of each other? I can guarantee that even if they coexist peacefully in the end, they will still be jealous around you.
, this is the nature of women. Ah, men have it too."
"..."
Yes.
"But it doesn't matter. No matter how many women you have, you will never forget me! Who asked me to stay with you the longest!"
"This is the same."
"Tian Hai Jiu Liu Li":
"Besides, since you can't give me all my expectations, I will still be a happy person as before."
"If you like being a fool, just say so."
"Tianhai Jiuliuli" punched him: "Asshole! Who told you to complain at this time? I'm super serious, okay?"
"Then the relationship is good. Ah Ling, just be yourself. There is no need to change anything. If you want to ask why, I prefer the usually arrogant Ling."
"Humph..."
Kanbaru stood up, raised his hands, and stretched his body.
"Ah~~Comfortable——"
"What's next?"
"What are you doing? Keep dating. We've just been on a roller coaster and you don't think it's over." Kambara smiled and turned around.
As soon as he heard that the date was going to continue, "Tianhai Jiuliuli" stood up instantly:
"Then I want to play the bobble-head flying chair, pirate ship, roller coaster, space shuttle, Shenzhou UFO, and Ferris wheel!"
"Ferris wheel? This thing is very suitable for ambiguity."
"...Are you hinting at me?"
"I didn't say anything."
"You are really hinting at me, aren't you!"
"Pretend I didn't say it."
"Oh, yeah!" "Tianhai Jiuliuli" quickly stepped forward and hugged Kanhara Le's arm, "No, you have to explain clearly...what exactly is ambiguity and how it is ambiguous."
"Don't say."
"No, tell me quickly, I want to hear it."
"Don't say."
"Let me guess, do you want to kiss me?! No, no, this is too perverted."
"...What are you thinking about?"
"Tianhai Jiuliuli" saw that he looked like he was looking at a fool and was speechless:
"I——! Bastard, you are not talking about something ambiguous, how do I know what it is?"
"Idiot A Ling."
"Idiot Lele."
"Idiot A Ling."
"Idiot Lele!"
"Idiot A Ling!"
"Idiot Lele!
”
Kanbaru seemed to have seen something, and looked over, "Wait a minute, there seems to be a tornado potato seller over there."
"Where? Where?!"
"Want to eat?"
"Of course I do, then... can you buy it for me this time?"
"As I said, when did I not buy it for you?"
"My identity is wrong, this time is different..."
"Okay, okay, okay, who told me to pamper you like this?"