About my unintentional making my sister into a useless person Chapter 386 Even if Sakakihara Suzu has an uncertain opportunity, she will never forget her good sisters
Chapter 386 Even if Sakakihara Suzu has an uncertain opportunity, she will never forget her good sisters
What does this sentence mean?
What is similar?
Sakakibara Suzu doesn't quite understand, but she knows that her heart has a little more fluctuation because of Sakakibara Raku's words.
She remembered the story she heard the dean tell at the door just now.
A story about a baby girl with the same eye color as herself who was taken away shortly after she was born.
Haha, although Sakakihara Suzu would not associate the child mentioned by the dean with herself just because of the color of his eyes, she would not give up her identity that she has lived for more than ten years because of an unconfirmed guess.
Abandon.
But in my heart.
They will more or less care about what the dean has said.
Not only because the child has purple eyes, but more importantly, Suzu Sakakihara recalled the fact that her father suddenly disappeared.
Even though that guy was a very badass when he was a kid, he often blamed himself and his brother for his incompetence.
But he has never shown any intention of giving up the three people in his family.
So why did the bastard dad disappear suddenly?
Sakakihara Suzu is not sure.
Neither brother nor mother know.
Growing up, Sakakihara Suzu blamed this problem on her father, who was a jerk.
But now.
Sakakihara Raku said seriously to the photo, "It is indeed very similar." This made Sakakihara Raku's heart slightly shaken for the first time.
Perhaps dad's disappearance was also prompted by other factors.
Sakakibara Suzu subconsciously clenched her hand and asked Sakakihara Raku in a normal voice, "What does it look like?"
"That's the baby in the photo," Raku Sakakihara pointed to the photo in the corner of the wall. He looked at the little baby girl being held in his arms very seriously and frowned, "And she is the same as Suzu. It's actually purple.
Eyes"
"Shouldn't purple eyes be rare?"
"There is no doubt that it also has purple eyes and is very similar to Suzu's when you were a child, so there is no way to find it. What is the probability of this? Ten million? Not billions. It is possible."
Raku Sakakihara lamented that there were such coincidences in the world, and looked away from the old photos.
He turned his head and turned to his sister's cute face, and suddenly found that something was not right about Sakakihara Suzu's mood.
Her expression is normal, but inside she seems to be suppressing some emotion.
Others can't see it.
Sakakibara Raku can.
He asked tentatively:
".Because you said you didn't want to see me recently, and then I suddenly came to see you, so you are angry?"
"No. I'm just a little surprised. I'm not angry about this kind of thing."
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Sakakibara Suzu's too normal answer stunned Sakakibara Raku again.
This girl A Ling.
She has been lively and active since she was a child. She also has a positive and cheerful attitude towards everything.
I like to laugh and trouble others.
He is one of the most troublesome, yet very cute children in the world.
And when she treats herself, she either complains or refutes.
Sakakihara Suzu's serious tone actually made Sakakihara Raku feel a little uneasy.
He thought about the source of Sakakihara Suzu's emotional changes.
He suddenly noticed the old and yellowed photo just now, took a look at the baby girl in the photo, and then looked at Sakakihara Suzu:
"A-Ling, don't you think you are the person in this photo? Although you are indeed very similar, I can guarantee that you are my biological sister, A-Ling. Why didn't I watch you be born?
When you came out of the nursing room, you were the first person I hugged."
Raku Sakakihara relaxed the atmosphere with a half-joking tone.
Because in his opinion, it was really wrong for Ah Ling to doubt her identity just for a photo.
And this orphanage is in Tokyo.
A Ling was born in Shikoku Island, separated by most of Japan!
No matter how you think about it, it’s impossible.
Sakakihara Suzu noticed her brother's thoughts, and of course she was unwilling to admit that her current identity had suddenly changed.
I don’t want to change from a person with a family and a brother to an orphan with nothing in the blink of an eye.
In her heart, she was also trying her best to deny the wavering she had just experienced.
"Yes, yes, I hugged me back then. Although I was only two years old at that time, and although I still forget things about my childhood, no matter how I think about it, I will never hug me when I was a child.
Facts are forgotten, right?"
When Sakakibara Suzu said this, her eyes were not looking at Sakakibara Raku, but her eyes were wandering.
"Natural!"
Sensing the change in her sister's mood, Sakakibara nodded immediately and calmed her down with a calm voice, "Don't you know that too, Suzu? Even though I always had a problem with forgetting things when I was a child, you are the only one who never forgot me. Grandma, don't you?
They say I can forget everything, even my mother’s name, but I can only remember you.”
Facts
It is indeed true.
Sakakihara Suzuya really feels that she shouldn't be wavered so easily.
Putting all the thoughts that had just occurred to her mind, Sakakibara Suzu asked Sakakibara Raku with a small face:
"Then you said just now that I'm very similar to that kid, did you mean that on purpose?"
"No, I really think that child is similar to you."
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Sakakihara Suzu didn't know how to speak.
After struggling in silence for a while, she decided not to think about this issue.
Apart from the fact that the child in the photo has purple eyes and looks very similar to me when she was a child, there is absolutely no other evidence to prove that she is not "Sakakibara Suzu".
That's right.
The purple eyes and appearance are all coincidentally similar, it’s just a coincidence within a coincidence.
Try to push these thoughts out of your head.
Sakakibara Suzu focused her attention on Sakakibara Raku's face again.
As soon as she saw him, Sakakihara Suzu realized that her old habit had returned, and her face couldn't stop turning red.
From Sakakibara Raku's perspective, Suzu's blushing appearance is a common occurrence in the past few days.
He sighed and said:
"Ah Ling, you really don't have to worry about what you saw that day. It's all trivial."
Sakakihara Suzu became angry when she talked about this, and her fleshy face became angry, "It's not up to you to decide whether this damn guy is a trivial matter or not!"
How to say that?
Both sides are at fault.
Raku Sakakibara knew that he shouldn't play games with Ruri in a public place like the living room, and Suzu probably knew that she had done bad things out of kindness.
Ah Ling blushed like this, and he was a little embarrassed.
"Ahem."
After deliberately coughing twice, Sakakibara smiled and said proactively, "How about you forget what happened that day, Suzu?"
"You bastard! How can you forget something like this?"
The reason why Sakakihara Suzu blushed was not just what happened that day, but also because of her behavior in the past three nights.
Anyway, Sakakihara Suzu felt that she had no face to see him
One of the reasons why I came here to work so actively today is to avoid Sakakibara Raku.
But this guy actually ran over!
What does this mean?
Sakakihara Raku found that Sakakihara Suzu didn't dare to look at him and turned her face away. He understood what Suzu was thinking and took the initiative to say with a smile:
"A-Ling, am I worried about you?"
"Worried? What are you worried about?" Sakakihara Suzu didn't dare to look at him at all.
Stinky Lele always likes to laugh.
Laughing is normal and nothing.
But at this time, his smile will have a hazy filter in Sakakibara Suzu's eyes.
This always reminded her of the Lele she had served as a side dish at night.
No! Really not!
Ahhhh——!
Thinking of those shameful scenes, Sakakihara Suzu felt like she was going crazy just because Sakakibara appeared here.
"What are you still worried about? Ah Ling, you have been shutting yourself in your room for several days. You won't open the door and you don't want to talk. I sent you a message but you didn't respond. I thought your state would be over in one day. But now
This situation has been going on for three days, don’t I just want to talk openly with you?”
"So you chased me to the orphanage?"
"Almost."
Damn why!
Why is this guy so handsome!
She looks so pretty when she smiles!
Sakakihara Suzu quickly suppressed the delusions that naturally emerged in her mind.
"What about sister Liuli? Isn't her condition more serious than mine?"
"Liu Li is also in the orphanage and is staying with the children now. Of course, she still doesn't want to see me or you, Zhixue. She only wants to see Qiyue."
Hearing this, Sakakihara Suzu felt puzzled, "Why do you want to accompany me?"
Sakakihara had no choice but to explain, "Qiyue and Liuli are investors in this orphanage. Today is Children's Day, so they are not allowed to come and take a look?"
"Is it such a coincidence? The place where I work is the place where they invest?"
"There are always a lot of coincidences in the world, aren't there? Just like the purple-eyed child I saw just now."
"Okay then." Sakakihara Suzu reluctantly accepted the answer.
But what is that?
I originally planned to avoid Sakakibara Raku for several days, but then I saw him again.
Suzu Sakakihara was anxious and wanted to scratch her head for no reason.
Keep trying to persuade yourself in your heart.
Forget him.
Forget him.
Almost forgot about him.
"Let's go?"
"What to go for?"
"Let's have lunch. This time I will help the children cook."
"You are quite caring."
"What are you talking about?" Sakakihara Raku gently landed his fist on Sakakihara Suzu's head, "I have always had love."
"If you are caring, why would you ask Sister Ruri to do that kind of thing?" Suzu Sakakihara muttered in a low voice.
"Ahem, that kind of thing is an exception. Okay, stop talking and just follow me."
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Lunch time.
The lunch in the orphanage reminded Sakakihara Suzu of her time in elementary school.
Lunches in elementary schools are all assigned by the class, and then the students are asked to go to the cafeteria to carry rice and dishes in iron buckets, two meat and one vegetable.
There are many kinds of dishes, and Sakakibara Suzu’s favorite is scrambled eggs with tomatoes.
Sakakibara Suzu remembers being nice to her. Sakakihara Raku always sits at the same table with her to eat. He likes to be right across from her.
At that time, Lele was still very close to her, and they would sleep together at night.
Therefore, every time there was extra meat or eggs in her bowl, she would pick it up for him.
Of course, when I was poor at that time, my brother would still take back good things for himself to eat.
If there are chicken legs, he will give the whole chicken legs to himself.
Suzu Sakakibara was in a corner of the cafeteria, holding her face with her hands, looking at Raku Sakakibara who was serving food to the children.
He is wearing an apron and a chef's hat with a smile on his face
My brother is always so warm-hearted no matter where he is.
He is also really popular with children.
While waiting for lunch.
Several children who were already familiar with me came to tell me that my brother is so handsome
Even the seniors at the office told themselves that Sakakibara-kun is getting more and more handsome.
So handsome.
Getting more and more handsome.
I think of the unanimous evaluation of Sakakihara Raku by the little lolita girls and seniors.
Sakakihara Suzu subconsciously nodded in approval and kept staring at someone's face.
——He is indeed handsome.
Having said that.
if
Does it mean that if you are really an orphan in this orphanage, does it mean that some things can be changed?
This idea just popped into Sakakihara Suzu's mind.
He was interrupted by his own initiative to shake his head.
She wanted to laugh at her childish idea just now.
This. How is this possible!
That's right, how is this possible!
So what if you understand your own thoughts?
So what if he understands his own feelings?
Aren’t the feelings that are already destined irreversible?
Didn’t you feel satisfied once when you rode the roller coaster that day?
What more could you ask for?
Sakakibara Suzu watched silently, looking at Amami Nanamigetsu who was beside Sakakibara and helping to serve the children.
Fox used to like to be mischievous, but since she officially dated Sakakibara, she has become as virtuous as she is now.
Will help someone share their affairs and take care of someone's feelings
Recall carefully.
They actually took wedding photos, right?
Wedding photos
Wedding photos.
This kind of thing will probably never happen to me in my lifetime.
Sakakihara Suzu's heart tightened when she thought of this.
All the bitterness that I had let go of in the past came back to my heart again.
When I think about my life, I will never get that kind of perfect happiness.
The world in her heart became dark.
Maybe what the dean said is true?
For no reason, this idea popped up again.
Just when Suzu Sakakihara was about to continue thinking, Amami no Yuki sat next to her with a small plate.
She also sat closer to the ground than usual, and her eyes were still shining with hope, which made Suzu Sakakihara a little confused:
"yuki?"
"Le ordered me to learn from you, Ling, so recently I want to stay with Ling all the time."
"Command? Study? What to study?"
"Learn to be a sister."
"Have you talked to my brother?"
Amami no Yuki has been looking at Sakakihara Suzu and nodded, "Yes, as Le said, if I want to stay, I should learn from you, Suzu."
Ahhhh~
Brother, he’s here again.
Sakakihara Suzu doesn't mind helping someone deal with his emotional problems, but this is yuki! Zhiyuki!
My best bestie, my best friend.
She fully understands that someone is avoiding Yuki's true feelings.
Although I can understand his difficulties, this is very unfair to yuki.
"What my brother said is a bit too much."
"Excessive?" Tianhai Zhixue's expression is as innocent as that of an AI girl who has just learned to speak.
Sakakihara Suzu shook the leftover chicken leg bone in her hand and explained: "I am sure that my brother understands your inner emotions yuki, and he knows that you like him. Why does yuki think he asked you to do this?" p>
".I don't know."
"Idiot Yuki, it's because he can't accept your feelings at all!"
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Hearing these words, Tianhai Zhixue lowered her head, showing a child-like loss.
The voice also became weak and small.
"Ling, does he hate me?"
"He should have answered you about this. He definitely doesn't hate you, and as his sister for more than ten years, I know that he has certain feelings for you. But for many reasons, he is destined to be unable to respond to you.
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".Then what should I do."
"There is no way," Sakakihara Suzu told the reality to this innocent child very cruelly, "Unless you let Qiyue and Liuli leave my brother, only in this way can you have a chance."
"You can't do this."
"Yeah, you can't do that. So there is no solution. And with my brother's character, even if Sister Qiyue and Sister Liuli leave him, he will chase after him, right? What about my brother? Even though he is a scumbag
, but when it comes to treating feelings, I am still very serious."
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The snow of Tianhai is silent again.
Sakakihara Suzu answered at the same time.
I also sympathize with yuki’s experience.
Ultimately, she and Zhixue are both people who cannot change their current situation.
On the one hand, we have to consider whether Sakakibara Raku will accept it, and on the other hand, we have to take care of the feelings of Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli.
If they did something secretly, it would be a kind of betrayal for Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli.
He and Zhixue seem to be the kind in anime. They can only serve as foil for the heroine, but can never be a supporting character with true feelings.
There is always a sense of powerlessness and destiny hanging over my head.
Don't know why.
Sakakihara Suzu suddenly cared about the story told by the dean.
A baby girl with purple eyes was stolen and looked like herself
All kinds of traces linger in her mind.
if
I mean, if. If my identity changes, maybe, there is no slim hope, right?
The more Suzu Sakakihara thought about the past events mentioned by the dean and the sudden escape of her father, the more she felt something was wrong.
It’s not that I don’t believe what I said, but my memory has been inaccurate since childhood. It’s really unbelievable.
Maybe you should start investigating.
Yes!
That's right, do some research.
After confirming these thoughts, Sakakihara Suzu looked at Amami Noyuki again, who clearly liked to eat, but her chopsticks were motionless.
Now that I have found some clues, shouldn’t I also help my best friend think about it?
As for the jealousy of women.
Please, when someone has two different things to do, you are already jealous enough and have already gotten used to it.
So Sakakihara Suzu thought hard.
Let’s see if there’s anything we can do to help Zhixue.
"yuki."
"Yeah." Amami Zuki turned her head slightly and winked at Sakakihara Suzu.
"What about you? Actually, it's not that you don't have any chance."
".Opportunity?" Tianhai Zhixue was very confused.
"Yes, yes, look at my brother, does he really like Sister Qiyue and Sister Liuli?"
"Yeah." Tianhai Zhixue nodded in response.
"So!" Suzu Sakakihara raised her voice with confidence, then quickly put it down, and leaned close to Amami Nozuki's ear, lowering her voice, "So... yuki, all you have to do is make my brother like you too." p>
"But, Ling didn't mean Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu just now."
"Oops~ What I'm saying now is - 'Let my brother take the initiative to like you'."
"I don't understand the difference." Tianhai Zhixue looked confused.
Sakakihara Suzu explained patiently:
"Think about it, is it because my brother likes them both that they can coexist peacefully in Qiyue?"
"Yes."
"So as long as my brother falls in love with you again, and then he can openly say to Sister Qiyue and Sister Liuli, 'I'm sorry, I also like Tianhai Zhixue, this is a fact.', yuki, isn't your chance coming?
In this way, you are not betraying them both. After all, this is a fact and there is nothing you can do about it~"
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Amami Yuki doesn’t quite understand, but she understands what Sakakihara Suzu said.
She lowered her little head again and repeated it several times in her mouth.
"As long as Le likes me."
"That's right!" Suzu Sakakihara nodded proudly. She didn't expect that she could be so smart.
"Then how can I make Le like it? I wanted to play guitar for Le before. But"
"If you want to be liked, just do things that make him like you!"
"Do what you like."
After Tianhai Zhixue listened, she felt as happy as if she understood something.
She had sincere eyes and whispered her thanks to Sakakihara Suzu:
"Thank you bell"
"Hey, no, no, no, we are good sisters. But if Zhixue's wish is fulfilled, don't forget about me, sister."