Chapter 387: The Sisterhood between Sakakihara Suzu and Amami Nozuki
Many times
Tianhaizhixue Station has heard Ruoyouruowu’s voice in Xiaoqi’s room many times.
One person stays on a big bed, one person holds a guitar, one person looks at the stars, and one person silently listens to the sound of the last tram cutting through the night sky.
When she couldn't sleep at night, she would always hug her legs, huddle in the corner of the room, and bury her head in her knees.
She doesn't know what the meaning of doing such a thing is.
But every time I hugged my legs, huddled myself in a corner, and wrapped myself in a quilt, the feeling of being warmed covered my whole body and mind.
I remember this feeling.
It is the warmth that you will only have when you allow yourself to hug him.
Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu. Can we have such a warm hug every day?
The room without the lights was dark, but the soft bed seemed too wide.
Yuki Amami grabbed the white cat doll that Raku Sakakihara bought for herself on the bedside on the day of her visit to the hospital, hugged it with both hands, and observed the expression of the white cat doll with the help of the faint moonlight.
The white cat squints its eyes, its Q-version cat paws and round head fit together, making it look lazy and cute.
Le said that because he felt that this doll resembled himself, he bought this doll as a gift to himself.
I never had a chance to thank you
I also want to be good to Le.
I really want to thank you
But I have always been stupid, and my sisters at home have always said that I am stupid.
The last time I tried to make fried ice cream for Le, I failed.
I don’t know how to treat Le well.
Tianhai Zhixue stood up holding the white cat doll, put on her slippers and walked out of the room.
She was going to ask her good sister Suzu-chan.
Arriving at the door of Suzu Sakakibara's room opposite, Amami no Yuki, as usual, opened the door and walked in without knocking as usual.
Ling's room was also very dark, with the curtains drawn, and only a faint sliver of moonlight filtering through the thin gauze curtains.
The air conditioner blows cold air.
Compared with the stuffy air in the corridor just now, the air conditioning in Sakakihara Suzu's room is much heavier.
Different from what Amami no Yuki usually sees, Sakakihara Suzu is not lying on the bed sleeping, but has her eyes closed and her head leaning against the wall.
Along with the blush on her cheeks, Tianhai Zhixue also saw the quilt covering her body moving gently.
Tianhai Zhixue didn't quite understand what she was doing, so she shouted to her as usual:
"Bell."
The sudden sound suddenly woke up Suzu Sakakihara. She quickly stopped and covered her head with a quilt.
Amami no Yuki waited for several minutes without knowing why, and then she saw Sakakihara Suzu sticking her head out of the bed like a frightened rabbit.
"yuyuki?!"
Amami no Yuki saw Sakakihara Suzu's messy hair soaked in sweat on her forehead, and became even more curious, "Suzuki looks so hot."
"This, this, haha, it's a little hot today."
Amami no Yuki glanced at the air conditioner in Suzu Sakakihara's room showing 16°, "But Suzu's room is very cold."
"I, this is..." Sakakihara Suzu, whose face was still very red, hesitated and only dared to show her head. She smiled very reluctantly, "I have a frost constitution! I have a frost constitution, so it's generally cold for me.
It’s still very hot.”
"Then why does Ling need to be covered with a quilt?"
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"What is the bell doing?"
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"Can you tell me?"
"This won't work!"
Sakakihara Suzu suddenly panicked, and she suddenly wanted to die.
How can you do such a thing at night and still be seen!
Or yuki
And it was obviously a little bit worse just now, just a little bit worse!
It’s an embarrassing situation where you’re not really happy yet, and you’re almost discovered by your best friend.
Sakakihara Suzu was suddenly able to empathize with the person who was interrupted by her that day.
"But Ling's expression looked very happy just now."
"How can there be——"
"It's true."
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Sakakihara Suzu decisively chose to avoid the topic, a smile appeared on her angelic and cute face, "Yuki is still looking for me so late, what are you doing?"
Tianhai Zhixue hugged the white cat doll, her face as clean as snow was expressionless, "Le and Xiaoqi are together every night, and they want to find Ling to sleep with."
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Bastard.
Sakakihara Suzu suddenly wanted to call someone an asshole.
She covered her forehead with her palms, thinking that she didn't know what someone was doing. Even Yuki, who was facing the door, heard you!
If there is anything to say, it is the last thing Suzu Sakakibara wants to see.
That means the pure little yuki is polluted.
Although she is the same age as me, she is still a cute child mentally.
Children cannot see these.
It's too early for her.
"By the way, yuki, do you know what my brother often goes to see Xiaoqi for?"
Tianhai Zhixue turned her head slightly and said matter-of-factly: "Let's play games with Xiaoqi."
Play games?
Sakakihara Suzu breathed a sigh of relief.
It seems that yuki is still the pure yuki.
Sakakibara Suzu sat up cross-legged. She waved to Amami no Yuki and invited her to sit next to her.
"Suzuki-chan."
Sakakihara Suzu looked at her expressionless face very naturally.
She understands that Yuki's expression has always been like this.
Basically no emotion, but not as rigid and cold as a machine.
Just like a quiet child.
"Yuki came to me so late, does she feel lonely?"
"Yeah, it's easy to understand."
"Yuki wants to find my brother?"
"I want to" she nodded without hesitation, "but Le is now with Xiao Qi, and Le also said that she can't go to him at night."
I really like it.
That's what it's like to like someone.
When you have insomnia or are surrounded by loneliness, you will want to get in touch with the people you like.
When I think of this.
Sakakihara Suzu couldn't help but think to herself, what a sad girl.
Sincere love will never get a response.
She was rejected again and again. It was clear that the other party did not have no feelings for her, but she was rejected countless times due to various reasons
Sakakihara Suzu patted her quilt and invited Amami Nozuki to get in.
Probably because kittens like warm places very much, after Tianhai Zhixue entered her bed, she became more cute like a child.
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There was a reason why yuki came to see him at night.
She doesn't know how to express her feelings, but that doesn't mean she has no emotions.
"Le goes to play with Xiaoqi every day."
Amami Nozuki's words made Sakakihara Suzu, who was lying on the same pillow with her, think silently for a while.
Then tentatively ask:
".yuki, do you envy Qimingyue?"
"Yeah."
"Envy that she can stay with my brother every day?" Suzu Sakakihara turned over to look at her, leaning her face on the back of her hands, and whispered among her best friends that they only have at night.
"Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu can stay together with Le at night." Amami no Yuki turned her face to the sky and looked at the ceiling in Sakakihara Suzu's room.
"Why does yuki like my brother?"
"Happiness is good."
"How good is it?"
"If you want Le's care, if you want Le's hug, if you want Le's peace of mind, you can look at me more often."
"Why?"
".I don't know. But Le, Le took good care of me from the beginning and gave me his room. He slept in that small room. Le also made me a lot of fried ice cream. It was the first time I learned about food.
It can be made by someone and then given to the other person."
Seeing Amami Nozuki looking at the ceiling, her eyes illuminated by the moonlight, Sakakihara Suzu didn't want to be perfunctory.
She tried to understand what yuki said.
Yuki has lived the life of a young lady since she was a child.
The servants were probably responsible for cooking the food and then bringing it to her, right?
To her, these foods are like machines in the breeding industry that regularly deliver certain meals. They are mechanical, cold, and devoid of any emotion.
It's just a job and transaction between grandpa and the servant.
There are so many things.
And what about my brother?
Not only is he keen on making food for his family, but he also does it with emotion and gives this thing to each other unconditionally.
And then I look forward to other people’s responses after eating.
Yuki, maybe you saw your brother’s enthusiasm when making food and were infected by his feelings, right?
This is something yuki has never seen before.
She has never seen anyone show a happy expression and respond enthusiastically just because they can cook delicious food for themselves.
This is probably the first time yuki has experienced the so-called "emotion".
Alas——
It’s no wonder that I always feel that the bento from the supermarket will be less flavorful when I eat it at night.
The feeling of home is missing.
Sakakihara Suzu couldn't help but ask herself in her heart.
Do you hope yuki will be happy?
Hope.
Definitely hope.
Even if that person is Lele?
Yes.
Even if that person is Lele.
Even if yuki conflicts with your own ideas?
Conflict?
It doesn't matter. Ever since she accepted the existence of Tenkai Seven Moons and Tenkai Nine Glasses, Sakakihara Suzu has discovered that having one more person or one less person has no effect.
If you ask why, it’s probably because you’re used to it.
Get used to someone being surrounded by warblers and swallows.
Sakakibara Suzu held Amami Nozuki's hand, "So, Yuki came to me today. Doesn't he have the courage to take the initiative to attack my brother?"
Tianhai Zhixue turned around from the pillow: "Well, because Le and Xiaoqi said they shouldn't get too close."
"Yuki." Suzu Sakakihara said earnestly, "You have to understand that Sister Qiyue and my brother are telling you this to limit you from getting too close to my brother. It is also to limit my brother from being reluctant to let you go in a real sense.
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“I don’t quite understand what Ling is trying to say”
"Well~ What I mean is that if Yuki wants to be liked, you have to break the constraints they have set for you. If you keep walking within the framework they have set, you will never be able to get likes in the true sense." p>
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After listening to what Sakakihara Suzu said, Amami Yuki looked at the ceiling again.
"Le, will you be willing to respond to me?"
"It's hard to say."
"If I confess my love to Le, will Le accept it?"
Sakakihara Suzu remembered that Yuki had forgotten her confession, and saw that she was full of expectation at this moment, as if her eyes could pierce people's soul. She felt inexplicably uncomfortable in her heart, ".I will definitely not do it now."
"Bell."
"Yeah."
"I really want Le to take me to see more things in the world. I really like traveling with Le."
Because these are things you have never had, Yuki.
Sakakihara Suzu was thinking in silence.
"Ling, I often dream at night." Tianhai Zhixue stared at the darkness on the ceiling.
"What are you dreaming about?"
"I dreamed that Le was no longer around."
"What will happen if he is gone?"
"It's so dark, you can't see anything."
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"Every time at this time, I would huddle in the corner and think about Le holding my hand and carrying me."
"Then what?" Sakakihara Suzu asked again.
"Then all the dark places dissipated," Tianhai Zhixue stretched out his small hand towards the ceiling and stared at his spread fingers, "He pulled me out of there and out of the room. Outside were woods and grass. He pulled me
He took my hand and led me to run on the path. There was a lot of sunshine around, and there were a lot of green leaves blown by the wind. He led me to run all the way, all the way, and ran to the outside of the woods, where there was a big sea.
A sea of ""
Sakakihara Suzu looked at the movement of her reaching out, and after listening to it, she couldn't help but ask: "This is all Yuki's fantasy, right?"
Amami no Snow retracted her little hand that was stretched out in the air, turned her head to look at Sakakihara Suzu, her eyes were bright and translucent:
"Yes. Because it is an imagination in a dark corner."
"Why do you think about this?"
"Le will not take the initiative to hold my hand now, I can only imagine these scenes."
The best things about people.
It is the longing for what the heart longs for.
The gaze full of expectation is as innocent and sincere as a child without pollution.
Isn’t this the emotion that human beings most desire to have?
Cuteness without a trace of evil thoughts, sincere and simple cuteness
Just like a child seeing the sea for the first time, there is an unfounded and novel feeling of happiness.
Sakakihara Suzu seemed to see "like" from another dimension on Amami no Yuki's face.
This feeling
So beautiful.
This made Suzu Sakakihara recall her own emotions.
Recently, she only cares about the surface, but she understands that deep down in her heart, there is definitely not the most superficial love.
Because of this, Sakakihara Suzu's desire to help Amami no Yuki became stronger and stronger.
"Then I finally want to ask Yuki a question."
"The bell said."
"Why is it my brother? Why did you choose my brother?"
"Choose?"
"That is to say, yuki, why do you only like my brother? Instead of expecting other people to like my brother, it is so difficult for you to like my brother, and the world is so big, it is very likely that there are other people who will be so good to you, isn't it?
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Amami Nozuki blinked at her, as if she couldn't understand why Sakakibara Suzu asked this. She said immediately, almost without thinking, "But... now only Lele is so good to me."
Yuki’s answer.
The problem that Sakakihara Suzu has been struggling with for a long time these days is almost solved.
Indeed, compared to pursuing the illusory future.
Focusing on the present and seizing the most beautiful things at the moment, isn’t it the most worthy of action now?
If you can believe in a future that has never existed, why can’t you believe in the present?
Effort
Trying to seize the present moment is the most appropriate choice.
"Moreover, Le is also the first person who is willing to do that to me. As Le said, there are many things in this world that I have never seen before. There is not so much black in the world. The world is colorful, just like the rainbow.
If possible, I would like to travel with Le, embark on a journey together, and see all kinds of things that I have never seen before, and see plants and environments that I have never seen before."
Sakakihara Suzu imagined what Amami no Yuki said.
Travel together.
Probably, I will be very reliable during the trip, right?
Hunting, cooking, surveying, etc. will all be completed smoothly by him.
Tianhai Zhixue is like a burden that only knows how to eat and act cute, following behind him cautiously.
However, from a practical point of view, it is indeed a burden, but from a spiritual point of view, yuki will probably comfort his soul.
Her stupidity, her stupidity, her lack of intelligence
They are all cute parts.
When I see some idiots’ actions, I can’t help but smile.
The two are like partners, supporting each other, growing together, and taking steps step by step in a world full of unknowns.
Ah. Just thinking about this kind of thing makes people feel wonderful.
Sakakihara Suzu couldn't help but laugh.
"yuki."
"Yeah, I'm listening."
"I support you."
"What is supported.?"
"Try hard to take down my brother."
"Thank you Ling, but why did Ling say that."
"Well, hehe, I just think that you and my brother are a good match. Thinking about how he will teach you all kinds of knowledge after you get together, it's definitely very sweet and heartwarming. Of course! I won't just
Just look, occasionally I have to get in between the two of you to chat, so that the family can be harmonious and happy."
"Then I will definitely take care of Sister Ling."
"Idiot Yuki, I don't need you to take care of me."
"Okay then."
"Of course, it's okay to take proper care of my sister and me."
"Then take care of each other."
"Yes! That's it, it's best to take care of each other."
Sakakihara Suzu took Amami Noyuki's hand again.
This time, she put her forehead and Tianhai Zhixue's forehead against each other, feeling each other's body temperature.
"So, yuki must be braver and more proactive in order to win someone's favor. yuki will succeed."
".Thank you sister."
Amami no Yuki also closed her eyes and spoke softly under Sakakihara Suzu's gentle words.