Chapter 388 Tianhai Zhixue wants to play games together (Part 1)
After returning from the orphanage, Raku Sakakibara still thinks about it when he sleeps at night.
Thinking back to Qiyue and Liuli surrounded by children.
Beautiful, intellectual, gentle.
From the perspective of onlookers, they were angels surrounded by children.
When Qi Qi and Ruri got along with the children in the orphanage, they were serious, so serious that Sakakibara couldn't help but find out why Qi and Jiu like children so much.
This is not too difficult to think about.
Probably because the children in the orphanage have no real parents, when Qi and Jiu see them, they will also see their past selves, right?
Sakakihara Raku has always believed that a kind person is one who can empathize with others and show sympathy, tolerance and care.
Therefore, Sakakihara Raku feels that the two of them have always been kind-hearted and soft-hearted people, right?
Of course.
This is what Sakakihara will think about when he goes to bed at night.
It's the morning after the holiday, and it rained yesterday.
I have to go to school today.
As for why Sakakibara Raku was thinking about these things so early in the morning.
It was because when he got up, he found a person lying on his upper body.
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Sakakibara's eyes were dull.
The girl's hands were on his unclothed chest, and the faint morning light fell on her face, which was still sleeping. She was as lazy as a kitten, like a kitten that sneaked into bed in the morning, with its little paws on its owner's chest, still shrinking.
A kitten sleeping in its owner's arms.
Not only could he feel the girl's weight on his body, but he could also appreciate the delicateness and softness of the girl's skin from the close contact between them.
Sakakibara also found that he was holding the girl's slim waist, which was only a gauze pajama. His hands not only grabbed the soft flesh of her waist, but also hugged her wholeheartedly as if he was enjoying her snuggle. p>
It is indeed a very loving scene.
Sakakihara Raku can also understand what is going on.
It was just that it rained and thundered yesterday, and Yuki ran over to sleep with him.
He sneaked over and got under the covers again.
He can understand this mentality of girls.
This is a lack of security.
Just like a kitten always likes to get into its owner's bed, it likes a warm and secure place.
The same was true for Liuli before. She would feel lonely and bored when she was alone in the room, and she really wanted to be with her.
And Yuki’s mentality is even more severe.
In the world in her eyes, she occupies a large proportion.
——The above is the analysis that Sakakihara Raku came up with after waking up and holding Amami Noyuki in his head.
Understanding these things as a matter of course also prevented Sakakibara from being shocked and speechless by Amami no Yuki's actions.
As for why Sakakibara Raku thought just now that Qiyue and Ruri were particularly soft-hearted and kind
That's because they are not the only ones in the room, there is also a third person - Nanami Nanamigetsu who comes to wake up Raku Sakakibara.
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Tianhai Qimingyue, who was standing at the door of the bedroom, said nothing. She just stared at the two people hugging each other on the bed with her blue eyes.
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Sakakibara looked at Yuki who was still sleeping peacefully in his arms, then turned to look at the silent Amami Nanamigetsu at the bedroom door.
An inexplicable pressure instantly pressed on the top of my head.
The rain is pattering outside the window.
In this almost still time, Qi Qi didn't say a word. It was okay for her to speak, but not speaking, but it doubled the pressure on Sakakihara Raku and how to explain.
"New girlfriend?"
"Of course not."
"Hold together the whole night?"
"Of course. Not."
"Aren't you satisfied with me and my sister?"
"Definitely not."
Sakakibara knew that three consecutive denials would definitely not dispel Qiyue's unhappiness, but at least he would express his stance first.
The words are a bit dissatisfied, but judging from Qiyue's expression, Sakakihara Raku can't see a trace of anger in her.
She seemed to have glanced at Amami Zhixue lying on her chest several times. Surprisingly, she didn't feel unhappy like a girlfriend, nor did she have the slightest dislike for Yuki.
This makes Raku Sakakibara very confused about July's psychology.
Is she angry or not angry about what is happening now?
"Because I didn't let you in the house yesterday, so I vented to someone else?"
"No," Raku Sakakihara immediately denied, raising his hands in surrender, "Maybe it was because of the thunderstorm last night, and yuki was afraid, so he came to sleep with me. It's not like you don't know that yuki likes to get under my bed in July." p>
"Then you still hold it?"
"I didn't let go long ago."
The expression on Tianhai Qimingyue's face was calm and frighteningly calm, "Then get up quickly, we have to go to school today."
After saying that, Nanami Nanami turned around and left, closing the bedroom door and disappearing from Sakakibara Raku's sight.
It looks like he is angry again, so are you angry?
From the perspective of his girlfriend, July will be absolutely angry.
Judging from the current relationship between Qiyue and yuki, Qiyue should selectively ignore some things, and then persuade herself that she should not be angry.
Alas.
Sakakihara Raku finds this ambiguity the most uncomfortable.
I don’t know how to choose, I don’t know how to guess.
However, Sakakihara Raku didn't struggle with this issue for too long, because she had previously said in July that she could hug Yuki and care about her.
This situation can be considered a kind of hug, right?
Just when Sakakibara was making random guesses, Yuki woke up.
Amami Nozuki's cheek was pressed against Sakakibara Raku's heart. The girl was in a daze for a long time before she broke out of her comfortable dream and looked at Sakakibara Raku below her.
"Why is Le here?"
She blinked in confusion.
Sakakihara turned his head to the side speechlessly, "Shouldn't I be asking you this?"
".Can't remember."
"Yuki, let me remind you, it rained last night."
Amami Nozuki was stunned. She lifted her hands from Sakakibara Raku's body and sat on his belly, seemingly thinking about it.
".It rained at night and Le didn't play games with Xiaoqi, so I came to sleep with Le."
I didn’t play games with July yesterday.
The main reason is that I played too many games and was too fickle, so I was disliked by Qi Qi.
Last night, after saying "Go find my sister," she closed the door of Juejuan's room tightly, preventing herself from entering.
What can Sakakibara do?
Liuli was still shy and didn't want to meet, so she could only go back to her room to sleep.
While he was sleeping alone, yuki took advantage of the situation and came to find him for a hug.
In the end, it led to a scene where Qi Qiu bumped into him in the morning.
“It’s so comfortable to sleep with Le.”
"Don't say anything that can cause misunderstanding. Today we almost let Qiyue get misunderstood."
Although Yuyuki is sitting on his stomach now, Sakakihara Raku doesn't think there is anything that can be misunderstood.
This is almost becoming a fact.
Raku Sakakihara quickly asked her to get off him, and told her that it was OK to hold her, but not the previous position.
Raku Sakakihara has a very clear self-awareness.
He understands that he just treats yuki as a closer sister.
Getting up quickly, Sakakibara began to put on the shirt and Western-style school uniform for school today.
Tianhai Zhixue was sitting on his bed, with his lower body still covered by his thin quilt, watching him change clothes from behind.
Raku Sakakihara doesn't care if Yuki is in her room now. Anyway, she has boxers, so she can just wear clothes and pants.
Sakakihara raised his chin in front of the mirror and tied the buttons of his shirt one by one, "Yuki, I've said it before, of course hugging is okay, but too close contact is not okay."
Tianhai Zhixue's pajamas were messy, and her little hands held the thin quilt that the two of them had covered together at night, silently looking at him from behind.
".Was it considered an intimate contact just now?"
"We're all sleeping together. Do you think we're intimate or not? Qi Qi will definitely be angry when she sees it, although she can't bear to be angry with you."
"Sister Qiyue was here just now?"
"Been here."
"Then if Sister Qiyue is not angry, it means that I can have fun and sleep together."
Hearing her voice, Sakakihara turned around and looked at the pair of eyes facing him, "Yuki, do you really want to stay with me?"
"Think."
She answered without hesitation, and the girl's eyes looked straight at Sakakihara Raku with expectation.
Her eyes full of expectation and her sincere answer made Sakakihara feel a little soft-hearted, but he still said to her seriously:
"But Yuki, you have to understand the relationship between us. I am also willing to give you a hug. I am also willing to take care of you, but I cannot accept your love."
".Is it because of Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu? Or does Le hate me."
Tianhai Zhixue still had a normal face, but in the depths of her eyes, she suddenly became very lonely.
Seeing her inner self through her eyes, Sakakihara Raku knew that he had committed his old habit again.
Softhearted
Yuki's expression reminded Sakakihara of the time when she played the guitar to him and was rejected by him.
Of course, the most heartbreaking thing is Yuki's state of amnesia after she cannot accept the reality.
Dazed, godless, mechanical.
It’s like I have no awareness of everything.
She is obviously a very happy girl. She wears a sunflower hat and a summer dress. She likes to go shopping and watch and eat. She always shows a curious expression when she sees new things.
Sakakihara Raku feels that she is very happy to meet such Yuki.
I am also happy to see her innocent, stupid, and admiring side of me when she is by my side.
It would be absolutely false to say that I have never received positive feedback from yuki.
Therefore, Sakakihara sighed to herself in her heart and took the initiative to touch her head:
"I won't hate you, but I have to draw a boundary in my heart and distance myself from you, Yuki. Otherwise, your Sister Qiyue and Sister Liuli will truly stay away from me."
"I don't quite understand."
"If you don't understand, don't think about it. Just be yuki, just listen to me. Don't do things like this when you suddenly come to my room in the future, okay?"
Tianhai Zhixue, whose head was rubbed, was very well-behaved and enjoyed his touch.
".But sometimes I really want to have fun and talk"
"Then just talk. If you want to hug, just tell me. This can still satisfy you."
"Okay."
Sakakibara was happy to see that she agreed, and smiled and touched her head, praised her for being well-behaved, then helped her get the school uniform she was going to wear today, helped her comb her hair and get up.
Taking care of Yuki is one of Sakakibara's favorite parts.
This child is very well-behaved. She will sit quietly no matter what she says.
"I've been wanting to talk to Le lately."
"Okay, come to me anytime."
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Ever since Yuki got into her bed this morning and was discovered by Qi Qi.
Sakakibara spent the whole day at school asking Qiyue her opinion on this matter.
At first, there was basically no reply in July. He either changed the topic proactively or dismissed Sakakibara Raku’s inquiries.
But in the Literature Club this afternoon, Sakakihara Raku still got her answer.
"I told you before that I asked you to take more care of the snow."
"That's right." Raku Sakakihara looked at her slender fingers flipping the books. Probably because of the rain outside the window, July looked a bit colder than usual.
"Yuki has no common sense and doesn't understand distance. In her eyes, like is like, love is love, and the boundary between family affection and love is blurred. Her sleeping with you at night is a reflection of her own character flaws. And this is not considered a fault.
It's your wish, why should I be angry?"
Raku Sakakihara immediately gave a thumbs up, "Our family is still open in July!"
"Don't come here." Amami Qimingyue rolled her eyes at Sakakibara Raku with cold eyes, "The reason why I'm not really angry is because you are also controlling your own distance. At least Yuki hasn't gotten into your bed in the past few days.
This shows that you are guiding her correctly."
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"Actually, July is still alive, right?"
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"If you're angry, you're angry. Just say it, July."
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Tianhai Qimingyue withdrew her gaze from his face, stared at the library book in her hand and said, "I'm not willing to completely attribute that tangled mood to the word 'angry', about Zhixue. My greatest wish is to try my best
I won’t hurt her if I can avoid hurting her. I hope and am willing to see her gain happiness and happiness, so when it comes to handling the relationship between the two of you, I will tell you that I want you to take the initiative to take care of her." Got it.
Now in July, we have a neutral attitude.
It is okay to take care of Zhixue, and this is what she agrees with and hopes to see.
It’s definitely not okay to cross the line.
Tianhai Qimingyue continued to turn the pages of the book in her hand and said: "You should take care of Nian Zhixue more these days."
"What? Your company will be busy in July?"
"Otherwise?"
".Okay then," Sakakibara Raku said very depressedly, "A Suzu doesn't know what she's been doing these days. She's running around here and there even when she's not at work. Ruri, I can just visit her at school, and she'll still treat her at home.
Lock yourself in the room and practice the piano alone."
Nanami Nanami covered her face with a book and said to Raku Sakakibara: "Isn't it my fault, brother, that you have caused more psychological shadow to my sister?"
".It was just an accident."
After more than ten minutes, Tianhai Qimingyue glanced at her watch, suddenly closed the book and stood up.
Sakakibara looked over and said, "Are you leaving?"
"Well, I'll be back at nine o'clock in the evening."
"It's such a busy month in July."
"You will be busier than me in the future."
"Why don't you call me over to help you?"
"Call you over now, who is home to get food?"
Raku Sakakibara's head was full of dark thoughts, "Emotionally, do you really think of me as a good wife?"
"Isn't it?"
Tianhai Qimingyue smiled slightly and then left the Literature Club.
After July left, Raku Sakakihara took out his cell phone and specifically asked Liuli if he wanted to go home together today.
The reply I waited for was "I can't do it today, Lejun will go back by himself first."
Got it!
When I go to work in July, Liuli is shy and A Ling runs away.
Both of them have something to do.
Let’s go find yuki today.
Sakakibara took time to pack her schoolbag and went to the library, where she found Yuki Amami, who was on duty with Tiano to move books.
She had just finished working with Tianno at the moment. After saying hello to Tianno, Sakakibara Raku and Amami Yuki left the school and went home.
The high temperature lasted for the entire golden holiday a few days ago. The end of the high temperature also means the arrival of the plum rain.
Raku Sakakihara took the initiative to hold up an umbrella and let Amami no Yuki take small steps down the stairs of the teaching building and walk under his umbrella.
Probably because she is very light, her movements look small and ethereal.
"Where are Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu?"
Sakakibara said unhappily: "Xiaoqi has to go to work, Xiaojiu is still avoiding me, and Suzu doesn't know what she is doing all day long, so it's just the two of us going home together today."
"Happy."
"Can two people be happy?"
"I am happy when I am with Le."
"That's great."
Walking out of the campus, facing the drizzle falling from the sky, Raku Sakakihara brought Tenkai Yuki to the supermarket.
After carefully planning the dishes to be cooked today and the ingredients to be purchased, Raku Sakakibara loaded all the fruits and vegetables into the supermarket cart one by one.
Shopping for food is quite pleasant. You can carefully select all kinds of fresh dishes and smell the aroma of vegetables and fruits in large supermarkets.
It’s just that this Japanese supermarket doesn’t sell many types of spices, only a condiment called “Miba”, which Raku Sakakibara finds particularly troublesome.
If you want to make a meal of braised pork, you have to go to a Chinese supermarket to buy star anise and cinnamon.
It seems like you still have spices like star anise at home?
That’s fine, let’s make braised pork for Yuki alone today.
You also have to take photos and send them to the family’s small group chat, which will make those guys jealous.
With Raku Sakakihara thinking, he returned to the meat area to pick out a good piece of pork and prepared to go home.
"Okay, let's go home, yuki?"
When Sakakibara turned around, Yuki was gone.
But he was not panicked.
He took out his phone, opened the application he had prepared before, and used the positioning function to lock her location.
Yuki had gotten lost once before, so just in case she got lost, Raku Sakakibara specially installed a positioning device on her body.
Tianhai Zhixue is standing in front of a doll shop.
She was staring at a cat doll in the window.
Sakakihara Raku stood behind her and took a look and found that it was the same style he had given her before.
The difference is that this is just black.
".Want it?"
"Happy."
"What?"
"Why is the doll Le gave me here?" Tianhai Zhixue held the window with both hands and was fascinated when she saw the doll inside.
Sakakihara smiled.
Who says yuki is not a fool?
She probably thought that the doll she gave her was unique, right?
"It's very simple, because they are products of the same company."
"Product?"
"Things produced by a company are products. This doll and the doll I gave you are produced by the same company. There is nothing special about it."
"But, it's so beautiful, I like it so much."
Sakakihara Raku couldn't tell what she was thinking, "Want to buy it?"
".Can I?"
"Of course. What's this? It's just a small gift."
"Gift." Amami Nozuki's eyes reflected the dolls in the window. Her eyes were obviously very earnest, but her hands suddenly dropped. She turned back to Sakakihara Raku and said, "It's better not to give it up."
"No more?" Sakakihara asked strangely, "Why is it so sudden? Yuki doesn't like it?"
"I haven't played the music for Le yet, so I can't accept too many gifts from Le."
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Sakakihara Raku's heart suddenly felt like it was pricked by thousands of needles.
He remembered that the white cat doll he gave to yuki before was still well treasured by yuki, right?
She forgot all the harm she had done to her, leaving only her good side.
Not only do I still like myself, but I am also grateful to myself.
Even the small gifts she gave her felt too valuable and she could not accept more.
After all, by asking her to learn bells again and again, isn't he denying her own feelings?
He subtly transformed her thoughts and ideas.
I treat her differently than before, but take care of her with purpose.
But she was still as at the beginning, infinitely grateful to herself.