After Zhang Haidong escaped, he left the community and rushed to the side of the road.
He breathed in the cool air on the roadside to wake himself up.
The drunkenness has completely dissipated.
He understands what he is doing.
What I did just now was indeed wrong.
Maybe it was because he liked Du Xiaoyin deepest in his heart, maybe because under that situation, he really felt pity for Du Xiaoyin falling into the trap of that scumbag...
No matter what it was, he was tempted.
Motivated by multiple factors, he embraced Du Xiaoyin.
He also received an enthusiastic response from Du Xiaoyin.
The enthusiastic response made him a little excited and also calmed his mind.
It was as if something restless in the deepest part of my heart was gently soothed.
There is only warm sunshine.
No more troubles.
I don’t know if Du Xiaoyin is really interested in him.
Deep down in Zhang Haidong's heart, he felt that Du Xiaoyin was interested in him.
But……
even so……
He shouldn't have done that either.
Doing so crosses the gap between friends and touches the moral bottom line.
At least when hugging Du Xiaoyin, it must be.
That kind of temperature can make you feel at ease, but it's a hot potato.
Even if you can only feel it yourself.
Maybe Du Xiaoyin is interested in him because he has a certain similarity with that scumbag?
Did it bring back her memories?
Do you want to help Du Xiaoyin get out of the shadow of that scumbag?
Just when he thought of this, he shuddered suddenly again.
impossible!
Absolutely not!
I have just started to be reborn, and my mentality is still that of a high school student. I am slowly being trained and transformed by society.
The reason why the relationship with Du Jing was so tense at the beginning was not only because of his poor mentality, but also because his predecessor did not deal with the relationship issues well four years ago, which left a huge scar on Du Jing's heart.
The family almost fell apart.
To the extent that inappropriate distance between herself and other colleagues would make Du Jing very painful.
This resulted in a very tense relationship with Du Jingde.
It's finally getting better now.
At least the couple can handle family matters together in a stable manner.
Needless to say, if he cheats again, if he is a little more unrestrained, he and Du Jing will end up getting divorced.
He didn't dare to think about it.
I don't even dare to take that step.
After being reborn into this world, Du Jing and her daughter are her only support and concern.
If we really lose them...
He didn't dare to imagine anymore...
Feeling irritable, he took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it.
When the circles in his eyes grew so long, he finally breathed a sigh of relief.
To comfort me, I have a pure friendship with Du Xiaoyin and it is impossible for me to have any more thoughts.
Things that cross the line must not be done again.
Thinking of this, Zhang Haidong figured it out.
He took out his cell phone and looked at the time. It was already three o'clock in the afternoon.
Today, his daughter is on winter vacation and school ends at four o'clock. He wants to pick her up.
The zoo that I promised my little lover must come true.
You have to keep your word, but you can't lie to her.
After smoking, he got on the bus and walked towards his daughter's kindergarten.
…
There were many private cars parked in front of the kindergarten. Although it was a cold day, because their children were on winter vacation, parents stood outside the cars in twos and threes and chatted animatedly.
Zhang Haidong saw Sister Yin from a distance.
"Haidong, why are you here? Just let us help you take Qianqian back!"
As Sister Yin said, she walked closer and smelled Zhang Haidong's alcohol smell. She frowned and said, "Are you going to drink again? Smell the alcohol smell all over your body! In this state, you even ran over to pick up the child. We will sit on the way for a while.
Let’s go back together in the car!”
Sister Yin's husband Wang Yang also nodded beside him.
Zhang Haidong smiled and handed a cigarette to Sister Yin's husband, and then said: "It's okay, Sister Yin. Today is the company's annual cocktail party. I drank a little, and I have already lost my sight. I promised my daughter before that I would accompany her to the zoo.
Yes, it just so happens that I have a day off, so I can fulfill that wish."
Hearing what he said, Sister Yin rolled her eyes at him and said, "You don't know what kind of virtue you are when you are drunk? You are going for a walk while drunk with a child in this winter, which will make Du Jing worry a lot!"
"It's okay. Look at me now, I don't look drunk..."
Zhang Haidong said, opening his hands and shaking his body.
"Take it off! It's because the alcohol is not over yet! Smell the alcohol on your body! If you drink, take your daughter home early to save Du Jing from worrying."
Sister Yin is still worried.
Zhang Haidong also knew that this landlord had a sharp tongue and a soft heart.
She is caring about herself.
Then he smiled and said: "Thank you, Sister Yin, I'm really fine! Thank you!"
Sister Yin saw that he really refused to listen, so she gave up.
After the kindergarten bell rang, the children rushed out in droves.
Zhang Haidong stared at the entrance of the kindergarten from a distance. Not long after, he saw his daughter and Sister Yin's daughter Lele walking out hand in hand.
They walked to Sister Yin's car.
When she saw Zhang Haidong standing next to her, Qianqian grinned and almost flew up with joy.
She held the certificate in her hand and flew towards Zhang Haidong like a little swan.
Zhang Haidong gently bent down and held his daughter in his arms: "Oh! My little baby!"
As he spoke, he kissed his daughter hard on the little face.
Qianqian giggled, and she also kissed Zhang Haidong on the face. Then she held the certificate in her hand and said, "Dad, look, I am the best this semester!"
As he said that, he shook his little hand and the certificate was revealed.
"Little friend Zhang Qianqian is helpful and loves to tell stories. She won the best student award this semester in Class 181!
I am issuing this letter as a reward!"
Looking at the certificate on his daughter's little hand, Zhang Haidong kissed his daughter hard on her little face.
"Well, my baby is the best-behaved! The best!"
At this time, Sister Yin came over with her daughter in her arms: "Why don't you take our car and go home together? What can we do in this cold weather? It won't be too late to go when spring starts next year and it gets warmer.
"
Zhang Haidong smiled and said: "Thank you, Sister Yin. It's really okay. You can go back. I must keep my promise to my baby!"
"Okay... let's go back first."
Sister Yin said before walking towards the car with her daughter.
"Qianqian, come back early and I will play with you tonight!"
Sister Yin's daughter Lele waved her little hand and said.
"Okay, goodbye Lele! Let's play together when I get home!"
After the two children said hello, Lele reluctantly followed Sister Yin into the car.
Zhang Haidong did not put his daughter down, but gently carried her daughter towards the station.
Qianqian clumsily folded the certificate into a square shape with her little hands, and then put it into her pocket.
"Dad, where should we go to play?"
she asked happily.
"Go to the zoo. Didn't dad promise to take you to the zoo before? Go today! Dad will take you to see small animals. Elephants, lions, tigers...many, many!"
Zhang Haidong said and kissed his daughter on the face again.
When I was a child, I always felt uncomfortable when my mother held me in my arms.
Struggling to jump down and run by himself.
But when I was holding my daughter in my arms, it was another feeling of extraordinarily joyful and closeness.
It's like my heart is being held in my arms.
With the taste of blood connection.
I always wanted to hold her like this all the time.
Then protect her well for the rest of her life.
Unfortunately, this feeling can only be experienced after becoming a parent.
Just like when I was a child, I always felt that I had the super power of teleportation. If I fell asleep on the sofa, I would wake up in bed.
But when he grew up, he never appeared again.
If you don't stand in that position, you will never realize it.
When he saw his daughter folding the certificate and putting it up, he smiled and asked: "Baby, why did you fold the certificate? Go home and show it to your mother?"
"Um."
The daughter nodded, then shook her head.
"Not just for mom! Qianqian also wants to show it to grandpa and grandma! Grandpa said before that if Qianqian goes to school, she must take home the certificate! He will be happy when he sees Qianqian's certificate! So will grandma!
Qianqian wants grandpa and grandma to be happy together!"
boom!
Zhang Haidong's heart seemed to have been hit hard by something, and he could hardly breathe.
yes!
I still have a home!
And my parents who gave everything to me!
If his daughter hadn't reminded him, he would have almost forgotten the home he once had.