Every family has scriptures that are difficult to recite.
Yesterday, it was Li Hua who comforted Hao Mei and wanted to be more open-minded. Today, it was Hao Mei who enlightened Li Hua.
Li Hua always showed his aggressive and capable side in front of outsiders, but at this moment, he broke his guard in front of Rutang's mother and daughter.
Rutang can actually understand her mood at the moment.
When others scolded Li Hua for not being able to lay eggs, Li Hua was angry at most. Being scolded by her husband in this way definitely made her feel more sad than sad.
"What did you advise me yesterday? You should always look forward. How can a couple live their lives without quarreling?" Before Hao Mei could finish her words, Rutang suddenly spoke.
"Have you ever thought about divorce?"
Li Hua looked at Rutang in despair, and Hao Mei even pinched her daughter's waist secretly. How could this girl persuade someone to divorce when she saw him?
Can this be said to outsiders?
"Sister-in-law—forget it, I'll just call you sister. It's closer this way and has nothing to do with him. Sister Hua, you are capable and know how to live, why do you have to be so angry?"
Rutang doesn't even want to call her Brother Zhang now. She has too much affection for Li Hua, and she can't bear to see such a radiant woman full of the characteristics of the times trapped by such a scumbag.
"What are you talking about? It's your turn as a child to make irresponsible remarks about a couple's affairs?" Hao Mei saw that pinching her daughter didn't work, so she started to use her eyes to hint wildly, telling her to stop talking nonsense.
"It's okay, I know Rutang is kind-hearted and treats me with kindness. Rutang, I fell in love with you at the first sight and treated you as my sister." Li Hua was not angry, he just rubbed it.
Tears, patting Rutang's hand, in fact she understands everything.
"It's not that I haven't thought about divorce. I can't have children now. Your brother Zhang is still young, and I don't want to delay him. But every time I bring up divorce, he is not happy."
Rutang frowned, it sounded okay, but if you look closely, it was lumpy and uncomfortable.
A woman's value should not only be reflected in giving birth to children. Rutang understood this truth, but she did not enlighten her from this perspective.
Putting her in Li Hua's position, she might not be as good as Li Hua, and she might not be able to think of someone else who could stand and talk without back pain if it were Li Hua.
There is no pain that can be felt by others.
In her previous life, she and Yu Yaoyang had no children, but that was because of some special reasons.
There was a time when she was like Li Hua and had low self-esteem.
Later, when she found out the reason why she couldn't have children, she scratched Yu Yaoyang, and the knot in her heart was completely opened. She was no longer angry when she heard people call her a "chicken that can't lay eggs". It could even be said that there was no trouble at all, but for her
Before she knew the truth, having no children had always been her weakness.
The last time she heard Li Hua talk about having a baby, Rutang had some vague resonance. This time, Li Hua and his wife completely aroused conflicts over the baby, and the pain that Li Hua had suppressed in his heart for many years also burst out.
Hao Mei asked from an ordinary person's perspective: "What is the attitude of his family?"
"Although my mother-in-law always makes fun of me and mocks me for not being able to have children, she is very unhappy every time I bring up divorce. She scolds me for being ungrateful and saying that if I leave her family, no one else will be willing to have her.
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"Hey... I understand." Hao Mei sighed, "They are also worried. Don't take it to heart if they say some unpleasant things. As long as you don't get divorced, everything can be tolerated. You two are still young. Take more medicine. Maybe
When you have children, you will become tougher."
Li Hua wiped his tears and didn't answer. Apparently, he had heard similar views many times over the years, and his ears were filled with calluses, but he still couldn't resonate with them in his heart.
Rutang frowned, always feeling something was a little strange.
"Sister-in-law, are you at home?" Someone came outside. Li Hua hurriedly wiped away his tears, took a deep breath, adjusted his mood and replied, "I'm here", and walked out as if nothing happened.
People from the family area came to borrow things. Li Hua was still sad one second, but returned to his capable appearance the next, and went to look for things for others in a hurry.
"Life is like a shiny robe, but the bottom of the robe is crawling with lice." Rutang said with emotion.
"What are you talking about again? Yoko is not here, and there is no one to translate your weird thoughts for me. The water is almost gone. Pull the curtain and wipe my back."
After taking a shower, Rutang packed up and went out to the tailor shop.
After taking the clothes, Rutang walked back. There were almost no vehicles on the road, only bicycles.
At the intersection, Rutang squinted her eyes, and a pair of figures directly in front of her caught her attention.
It was a man and a woman. The woman looked to be in her twenties. She had hair permed like a caterpillar. She was holding an ice cream cone in her hand. She took a bite of it herself, and then used her feet to feed the ice cream she had bitten to the man next to her.
eat.
They look like a couple.
But that man is clearly Zhang Yun!
Rutang was afraid that she had made a mistake, so she took a few steps closer to take a closer look. It was really him!
Half an hour ago, he was fighting with Li Hua at home, and half an hour later, he went out to eat ice cream with another woman!
Rutang thought of Li Hua's eyes that were red from crying, and then looked at the couple of bastards in front of her. She felt that Li Hua was not worth it.
Zhang Yun took a bite of the ice cream with great enjoyment. He even licked the corners of his mouth. His greasy expression almost made Rutang spit out his lunch.
Zhang Yun looked up and saw Rutang walking across from him, his expression changed drastically.
Fearing that Rutang would come to ask questions, he picked up the woman and walked quickly into the alley.
Rutang hesitated for a moment and gave up the idea of chasing.
She was just Li Hua's tenant and not a real relative, so there was no way she could catch this traitor for Li Hua.
But this incident made Rutang extremely disgusted.
Who said the people in the 1980s were simple and honest?
Things like breaking shoes have nothing to do with the era. No matter how simple the era is, there will always be a few bitches with corrupt morals and bad character.
When he got home, the yard was filled with wood. Li Hua was very tired and sweaty moving the wood.
"Sister Hua, what are you doing with so much wood?" Rutang asked.
"Lao Zhang moved away. He didn't want the wood because it got damp. I thought it could still be used after drying it." Li Hua's voice was a little hoarse and he didn't know how long he had been crying.
Seeing that her mood was unstable, Rutang thought that she should not irritate her today and tell Li Hua about "you bite me and kiss me and the couple" in the future.
Rutang had nothing to do, so she helped Li Hua move the wood. The damp ones were spread in the yard, and the ones that were not damp were piled up, more than one meter high, and placed under the wall of the lower house that Rutang rented.
That night, Rutang washed up early and lay down, thinking about getting the certificate tomorrow, and her heart was filled with anticipation.
She thought about it day by day and dreamed at night. She had a dream. She and Yu Yaoyang came out holding hands after receiving the certificate. Yu Yaoyang asked her, wife, do you think our life is prosperous?
In the dream, Rutang twitched the corner of her mouth and answered with a smile on her face, "It's booming, why isn't it booming? Look at the firelight all over the sky, it looks like our good days - Huh? Firelight?"
"Rutang! Bring your mother out quickly, it's on fire!!!"
Li Hua's anxious voice cut through the night, waking Rutang from her dream.